Wits end?
Who needs therapy when you've got e-mail? I now present a semi-depressed letter to my boyfriend:
Bugs-
I think I'm crashing.
This episode has been creeping up for about a week, but thus far I've (semi)-successfully been fending it off.
I'm feeling pretty icky right now, like a wayward fish flopping in a puddle of negativity. My yucky pool is just deep enough...
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Who needs therapy when you've got e-mail? I now present a semi-depressed letter to my boyfriend:
Bugs-
I think I'm crashing.
This episode has been creeping up for about a week, but thus far I've (semi)-successfully been fending it off.
I'm feeling pretty icky right now, like a wayward fish flopping in a puddle of negativity. My yucky pool is just deep enough...
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lilyk:
loved the group post... creeps 
lilyk:
Amen!
I'm in the show, and so far, so good.
Right now I'm doing 2 hours of makeup (that'll get faster soon, I'm still learning all 35 steps
), 10 minutes of wig prep, 15 minutes of getting into costume (most rigged up costume EVER.... un-fucking-believeable!), and 5 minutes of harness stuff. This comes out to 2 1/2 hours of preperation for *drum roll* 2 MINUTES...
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Right now I'm doing 2 hours of makeup (that'll get faster soon, I'm still learning all 35 steps
), 10 minutes of wig prep, 15 minutes of getting into costume (most rigged up costume EVER.... un-fucking-believeable!), and 5 minutes of harness stuff. This comes out to 2 1/2 hours of preperation for *drum roll* 2 MINUTES... Read More
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emelaeth:
I saw you on the tv safety thing at the airport!!!
I was so excited that i almost tapped the person next to me and said ... I know her!
You were completely adorable
I was so excited that i almost tapped the person next to me and said ... I know her!
You were completely adorable
morningbloom:
Hey sweetness! I'm gonna go to first friday I'm pretty sure tomorrow, so if you're going give me a ring, k. I'll email you my number again just in case you lost it. Know you're busy. Cant wait until I have enough money to actually come see you perform.
Yikes.
Today at 7:30pm I have to get up in front of 2000 people for the first time in a year and do some shite.
I just realized that I'm a little nervous....
The shite I'm doing today isn't really that hard... its just... new.
Don't wish me luck. Theatre superstitions forbid it. "Break a leg" or "Merde" (francais for "shit") are appropriate salutations.
*crosses...
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Today at 7:30pm I have to get up in front of 2000 people for the first time in a year and do some shite.
I just realized that I'm a little nervous....
The shite I'm doing today isn't really that hard... its just... new.
Don't wish me luck. Theatre superstitions forbid it. "Break a leg" or "Merde" (francais for "shit") are appropriate salutations.
*crosses...
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egon:
Well. I have not yet painted Mercy. I'd like to do a couple more paintings first. THe reason I haven't done her is that there would be a level of perfection needed that wouldbe really overbearing, since she would see thework in progress on a daily basis, as it is in our house. But soon. I still wan't to do a painting of you, so let's work it out.
How about next weekend for the show? We'll be in townfortheholiday. solid.
How about next weekend for the show? We'll be in townfortheholiday. solid.
sillyzebra:
when ???
Mutha-fucker.
"this too shall pass"
"we're over the hump"
"If it were easy, everyone would be doing it"
"give it a little elbow grease"
"you reap what you sow"
Thanks Mom. Its the truth sometimes, eh?
I wish my camera weren't broken. I wanted to take a picture of my legs for you guys. My legs make me look tough right now... They are covered...
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"this too shall pass"
"we're over the hump"
"If it were easy, everyone would be doing it"
"give it a little elbow grease"
"you reap what you sow"
Thanks Mom. Its the truth sometimes, eh?
I wish my camera weren't broken. I wanted to take a picture of my legs for you guys. My legs make me look tough right now... They are covered...
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orli:
you're going to be in the bay area? thats neat. 
i would say you should pop by and have dinner or something, but you sound maxxed out. not to mention i'm just some completely random person you "know" on the internet. heh. anyway, glad to hear things are going well (minus the bumps and bruises).
i would say you should pop by and have dinner or something, but you sound maxxed out. not to mention i'm just some completely random person you "know" on the internet. heh. anyway, glad to hear things are going well (minus the bumps and bruises). 
yourdaddy:
A woman of color...hehe, sounds like you are very busy, glad thing are going good with all that is going on....and the b/f part too...
I need to update. Not now though. I have 10 friends in town, and must decide which costume to wear tonight on our adventures. 
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loslope:
UPdate, photos, etc? No pressure though 
No pressure though
yourdaddy:
I want to see pic's of the costume...
Week 3 in Cirque-ville. Starting to feel at home.
I had my first artistic training today, meaning that we were actually working on acting rather than acrobatics. Thank God. At least there is one thing that I'm required to do that doesn't make me feel like a fish out of water.
My roomie of 3 years got fired from his show the other day. Fuck....
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I had my first artistic training today, meaning that we were actually working on acting rather than acrobatics. Thank God. At least there is one thing that I'm required to do that doesn't make me feel like a fish out of water.
My roomie of 3 years got fired from his show the other day. Fuck....
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djelemeno:
hey the cirque is cool, i set up aligrea here in minneapolis a few years back and seen a few of there shows, now my girl is getting into the aerial fun going to the same school Z is talking about xelias, they do some good work there, very small though.
is Ka the kung-fu one or am i thinking of some thing entirely different?
is Ka the kung-fu one or am i thinking of some thing entirely different?
morningbloom:
If we were roomies it'd be like a party every day! 
As I mentioned previously, Ringleader tagged me to post 20 interesting facts about myself. The rules of the game are as follows: I post my facts, I tag 5 people, they must post 20 facts. Simple enough.
Here you go:
1) I'm so short that in some states I qualify for a handicapped parking pass as a "little person".
2) I've had a random piece...
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Here you go:
1) I'm so short that in some states I qualify for a handicapped parking pass as a "little person".
2) I've had a random piece...
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corriander:
I cry at Panda Express every time someone drags me near one. Then again, I tend to turn purple any time I am within 500 feet of a McDonalds.
ringleader:
Hi sweets. Thanks for the poem. You are awesome. No really.
And no shit! I am hu$$y too. Always have been. I figured out masterbation in second grade. In fact I tried to tell one of my best friends about the newfound glory and instead of sharing in the glory, she told everyone. Yeah, I got made fun of for that shit all the way through middle school. Those were the times before people talked about it. Assholes. I know they all did it too. Or maybe not, because when I have asked my friends when they figured it out, most of them say 14+. WTF? Same with first kiss most people in my journal said 15+!?! I mean I had a boy ask me to marry him in kindergarden. What is wrong with these people?
Haha
And no shit! I am hu$$y too. Always have been. I figured out masterbation in second grade. In fact I tried to tell one of my best friends about the newfound glory and instead of sharing in the glory, she told everyone. Yeah, I got made fun of for that shit all the way through middle school. Those were the times before people talked about it. Assholes. I know they all did it too. Or maybe not, because when I have asked my friends when they figured it out, most of them say 14+. WTF? Same with first kiss most people in my journal said 15+!?! I mean I had a boy ask me to marry him in kindergarden. What is wrong with these people?
Haha
Soooooo Tired.
Hurting
Challenged
EXHAUSTED
and stepping the fuck up.
I've been tagged by Ringleader to post 20 interesting facts about myself. I'll try to get to this tomorrow. After I post I have to tag 5 of you friendlies.
You best get to thinking.... You might be on the spot here in a minute.
Hurting
Challenged
EXHAUSTED
and stepping the fuck up.
I've been tagged by Ringleader to post 20 interesting facts about myself. I'll try to get to this tomorrow. After I post I have to tag 5 of you friendlies.
You best get to thinking.... You might be on the spot here in a minute.
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oldevil:
Just stopping in to say Hello
dickiev:
Hmmmmm.
I'm sure you have way more than 20. I mean look at your new job for god sakes. How many people could even dream of doing that. Every time I see one of those shows (recently saw Le Reve) I want to quit doing yoga.
I'm sure you have way more than 20. I mean look at your new job for god sakes. How many people could even dream of doing that. Every time I see one of those shows (recently saw Le Reve) I want to quit doing yoga.
My. Body. Hurts.
In the last couple of days I've jumped from three stories into an airbag, dangled upside down from a cable, flown upward at 12 ft per second while running vertically on a wall, trained Wushu with a Chinese master, tried to navigate this labyrinth of a theater whos equal I have yet to meet, strength trained to the point of tears, and...
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In the last couple of days I've jumped from three stories into an airbag, dangled upside down from a cable, flown upward at 12 ft per second while running vertically on a wall, trained Wushu with a Chinese master, tried to navigate this labyrinth of a theater whos equal I have yet to meet, strength trained to the point of tears, and...
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ringleader:
Tag, you're it. (look at my journal)
(look at my journal)
emelaeth:
thanks for the barf-day wishes 
and a pajama party sounds superfun ... i definately know some people we can prank call .. but i would have to bring my pug ... he likes to sleep with his head on my tummy 
and a pajama party sounds superfun ... i definately know some people we can prank call
.. but i would have to bring my pug ... he likes to sleep with his head on my tummy 
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orli:
That is soooo neat! Be careful!
Be careful!
dickiev:
YAAAAY!!!