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it is official ... tickets have been bought ... i will be going to paris, warsaw, and krakow in july ... whooo hooo!!!!
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sheena:
lucky you!
oninotaki:
Did you ever come back or did they keep you overseas?
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i had a dream last night that i was a roller skating cheerleader in venice

i have no idea why this particular dream happened ... adrien brody also made an appearance and i was trying to suttely impress him by my roller skating talents as i skated quietly through a college lecture hall (he was in the audience) and I was skating through the walk ways...
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wheezy_e:
wow.
sheena:
thank you for your comment on my new set! xoxo
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today i woke up after dreaming of a former love ....

so i did what any smart girl should do instead of calling said former love

i did not call but went and got a mani pedi instead

i'm proud of myself
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ra0ul:
Yes it's good, you've got to see it. It wasn't as fairy tale as i expected, i thought it be a lot more alice in wonderland than it is. But it is still a very good film. Dark.

So how was nyc? I was talkig to my mum the other day saying that this year i'd like to return. It's bee too too long since i was last there and i miss it dearly. My life has gotten sidetracked the last couple of years and i've forgotten all the things that mean something to me; a return to nyc might be what i need to remind me of where it is i shoud be looking for happiness in my life.

I trust you had a good new year. I dressed up as Jesus for a Hogmany Party.
ra0ul:
i got really ill last time i was in nyc, fever of one hundred and one. I found it quite relaxing to tell you the truth. no one messing me around or mollycodding me. just good old illness and fun times.

I hope to return this year. Maybe i can give badges to the good people of nyc reading: ra0ul says relax
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Back in Vegas .... dropped my parents off at the airport earlier this afternoon.

I'm sad to see them go but feel good to have some alone time .... its only been three months shocked

We went to San Diego yesterday....it took about five and a half hours to drive there ... but definately worth it only if it was for the day....i so desperately needed...
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anishka:
I dropped you an email gorgeous.
audrey_dean:
Thank you for the compliment! : ) I love your work (in your pictures section). I must congratulate you on an attendance at MCAD that did not result in the loss of your soul. ; )
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egon:
whatkind eh? Hard to put into words. I guess I would say that Ilike to combine the style of painting of some of the old masters (carravagio, el greco) with a layer of modern painting a la jasper johns. I have some pics in my pics section of ou would like to check them out.

And in re the qustin in your journal, the photos are very nice. I think that you did a good job of preserving the dignity of the model while offering up raw sensuality, which is well amplified with the great gradations and contrast in the photos, using not only black and white, but also the greys in between, which so often are ignored.
ra0ul:
I can't help it, i love sex and i find it hard to keep my opinions to myself. Sex rocks and i pity anyone who doesn't enjoy it.

I've got this cock for a reason and that reason is, i believe is, to make friends.
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i am

so

very very

sad
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ra0ul:
So am i, i accidently went gray for a day.
ra0ul:
You'll be glad to hear, i'm not off the weekend, i have to work saturday and possiblly sunday, if need require. I really wanted a day to run down and rest up. Becasue the days are fourteen hours long then i wont get to go play poker and drink beer. I'm sad because this is when i really need it the most.

I'll make up for it at the wrap party.
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spent the day packing up stuff....things i never moved a year and a half ago that my mom wants out of her house for more room and things i own that i don't use but don't want to get rid of quite yet ..... i also took all of my canvases off their stretcher frames so that i could bring them back with...
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ra0ul:
My tequlia moment happened on returning from spain with three bottle of tequila. I had one Jose Cuervo Golg, one imperial and one bottle with a hand drawn label. I claimed to be the best tequilia drinker in the universe beofre drinking the hand-drawn label one with a friend. I must be honest i think i had a bit more than he. Never-the-less we sent out clubbing and had a great night. Next day i phoned to say thanks for putting me in a cab and it turns out he didn't, i went missing ten minutes after getting into the club and wasn't seen again. It's the only true black out i ever had, i just remember awking up in my bed with the worse hangover ever. Since then i try not to touch the stuff.

I have a fear of marraige one of my best friends got married last year and i haven't seen him since (not quite true but we don't do anything impulsive at all any more) and with the stag night at the weekend signalling the death of another friend i fear that this will be the end of an era. Time to settle down or move on; i'm not ready to settle down, i'm just getting started and everyone else has decided to call it a day before it begun.

Life a bitch ol whore sometimes - to be ridden hard yet professionally and not at all pretty.
glassmachine:
Thanks for the birthday wishes! kiss

Have fun at le tigre, I hope you have a good time and de-stress!
tongue
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finished the photos .... finally.....

i'm exhausted....but they turned out soooooooo wonderfully

will post soon....but now .... i am off to bed
ra0ul:
rest up. I think i'll be joining you in the land of nod very soon.
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my friend emily called me last night...she is from the fine city of Fargo, ND....and was coming to minneapolis with her mom and dad ... whom had to go to a wedding....so i saved her from sudden boredom

so....after picking her up from the Galleria in suburban hell...we drove to uptown and went to Bob's Java Hut....then to Patina...
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peachass:
hey thanks.. looking forward to seeing the rest of eScotties photo shoot..
Its a pity yas all live so far away! smile
I need to learn soo much more about nude photography
ra0ul:
The boob thing: I think it's called motorboating, i originally thought it was milkshaking but i could be mistaken.

How did you enjoy the strip club? I only know one or two girls who'll come to the strip club on occasion. My friend reckons that she get's a better dance fomr the girls than any of us guys... cause she's a girl and appreciates the effort more. I disagree, i couldn't apprecite it any more even if i was on appreciation performace enhancing drugs.

today, I'm recovering rather slowly and painfully from the stag party but thinking of all those beautiful dancing girls are making it a lot more bearable than it could be.
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spent the past few days in minneapolis

i did a photo shoot for escottie and i dare say that the photos turned out FANTASTIC and i am quite excited about it

i took about 500 of them...so am slowly weeding out and doing any adjustments that need to be made.

it was just so wonderful taking pictures again...its just too bad that i...
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escottie:
yeah, i sawz you at Bob's. blush i couldn't shut Sheena up long enough to get over to say hi. sorry.
peachass:
Cool photos of eScottie! smile
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spent the day running errands with my mom...was nice to spend time with her.

am going to minneapolis tomorrow to hang out with the boy...i've decided to go expecting nothing so i'll be surprised either way....well fuck...i'm always surprised

am loading up my car with black photographers velour for backgrounds, my trusty computer, and an extremely lovely camera...
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escottie:
the three who have seen the pictures have said "holy fuck!"
sweetscarling:
love AWESOME pics of Scottie !! HAWT !!!
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i'm watching nip tuck......ewwwwwwww

i've never seen it before and it is grrroooosssee

ugh

not been doing anything interesting in particular....i keep getting sucked into law and order episodes that i've never seen before and all of a sudden four hours have passed!

tv is evil....evil evil....but....at least law and order isn't bad tv

so ... since...
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sully:
ooo- I luv law and order..it sucks me in too..
nip tuck is pretty gnarley too...I dont think plastic surgery is good for the mind.. it leads people to believe its the only way you can be happy with yourself..
unless of course it is to improve/correct something serious like eye sight or health problems... skull
clidna:
Nip Tuck can be very gross... but I've found it's actually a pretty good show once you get into it.

Law and Order is awesome, I used to watch it with my mom every day, usually twice!

I'm kind of back and forth on plastic surgery, I think it's ok as long as you do your research on the doctors, but I think I'd probably be too chicken to get it done myself! wink Although, liposuction could come in handy...