apparently in the space of a week i have become a bad wife and mother. to me i'm just a much happier and contented person, who is coming out of an illness with a much better perspective on life, the world and the universe.
i can't win.
sometimes i think he would rather i was ill so i was subordinate and when he says "jump"...
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i can't win.
sometimes i think he would rather i was ill so i was subordinate and when he says "jump"...
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free2b:
Good for you!!! Yeah, those who can't stand to see us recover and get better, don't need to be in our lives. It just means that they are sick. You take care! You're doing just fine 
free2b:
I think that there will always be fear, but we can choose not to let it take over our lives!
savage garden - crash and burn
When you feel all alone,
And the world has turned its back on you,
Give me a moment please,
To Tame your wild wild heart,
I know it feels like the walls are closing in on you,
It's hard to find relief,
And people can be so cruel,
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you...
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When you feel all alone,
And the world has turned its back on you,
Give me a moment please,
To Tame your wild wild heart,
I know it feels like the walls are closing in on you,
It's hard to find relief,
And people can be so cruel,
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you...
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deathbyopus:
ok i trust you. I hear the end is the best 
mistressvamp:
Isn't it strange how that happens?
Nice to know you were thinking of me though.
Nice to know you were thinking of me though.
for some reason i feel happy at the moment and happy songs are running through my head.
i like this feeling, i hope it stays around for a while.
love to all.
i like this feeling, i hope it stays around for a while.
love to all.
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hood:
thanks cutie
free2b:
Thanks
Thanks i wrote this a while ago to help get rid of some pain. although it is fiction it's close to something sad that happened in my life and i'm feeling a little down so i thought i'd post it.
SHE FELL ASLEEP
He knelt down by the grave, placing his hand on the headstone and running his fingers down the words. Every word hurt. The...
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SHE FELL ASLEEP
He knelt down by the grave, placing his hand on the headstone and running his fingers down the words. Every word hurt. The...
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deathbyopus:
you doing ok trouble?
joenobody:
thanx, yea i'm breathing clearly now. a little bit of leftover phlegm...but i'm mostly cleared up.
well i finally got my internet back on after nearly a week and its been one hell of a week. starting on a high and ending on a huge low.
i wrote a book and decided to edit it after a few months of neglecting it and what did i find.......somehow someone had wiped my disc and stupidly i don't have a back up copy....
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i wrote a book and decided to edit it after a few months of neglecting it and what did i find.......somehow someone had wiped my disc and stupidly i don't have a back up copy....
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ckdexterhaven:
I know that's it's probably wrong to say this, but I prefered the younger Natalie. Back when I was like 15 and she was like 17 I had the biggest crush on her, now she's all mainstream and refined. Eh. If I was you i'd keep plugging away with that book, getting that kind of stuff out and having people read it and connect with it (and people will connect with it) is the best part of those kind of projects. 
awblaze:
Oh, thats why you havent been on in a while... I thought you left for good or something. Never saw you online anymore. Glad to hear you're ok ..... not glad to hear your not ok. 
..... not glad to hear your not ok. sorry not been about much this week, my net has been down and i don't know when i will get it back. i've been begging, borrowing and stealing net time as a result. i didn't realise how much i was on it.
good news is that my headaches seem to have gone, although i did lose 2 days this week to an almighty hangover, but...
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good news is that my headaches seem to have gone, although i did lose 2 days this week to an almighty hangover, but...
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sophronia:
yay for mended friendships
darqkloud:
A friend who will give you a hangover is a true friend indeed.
woke up with a blinder of a headache this morning which wasn't even alcohol induced, i wouldn't have minded so much if it had been. it also wasn't improved by the guy next door hammering god knows what into his wall for hours either.
someone did manage to cheer me up and soon after it was a case of "what headache", so for that i'm...
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someone did manage to cheer me up and soon after it was a case of "what headache", so for that i'm...
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ta2dmom:
I might have to start writing them down. They wake me up sometimes making me think they're completely real. Weird. How's the headache?
datsun:
welcome to Girls Only. please read the sticky threads at the top of the list, and jump right in!
heavenandhell:
pics
Well I decided to come home, but things aren't working out how I expected them to, so who knows for how long I'll be back.
I had a really awesome time 'running away' to my brothers and discovered what a really great guy I've been missing out on over the last few years. I'm sad about that, but we are going to make amends and...
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I had a really awesome time 'running away' to my brothers and discovered what a really great guy I've been missing out on over the last few years. I'm sad about that, but we are going to make amends and...
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cerephinna:
I'm glad you've learned some things
Hope everything is ok x x x
Hope everything is ok x x x
catculus:
but only the males have the venemous spurs!
i'm going away for a while, don't know when or if i'll be back at the moment, not sure what's going to happen at all. all i know is i've got life changing decisions to make. i'm gonna sit on the beach, listen to the waves, watch the tide go in and out and write whatever comes into my head. i need to catch up...
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j24u:
Enjoy the tranquility of the beach, I hope you find your decisions easier to make when you have some peace and quiet under your belt.
bairdduvessa:
u'll be missed
i'm in pain at the moment, but it's purely self inflicted. i decided to have my tongue pierced. it was partly a rebellious act, although i have wanted it for a couple of years. i'm not gonna take it out though, even though i can't eat for a week, i really like it and am pleased i plucked up the courage to have it done....
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crazyc:
i decided on the only tattoo i'd want the other day.. but i gotta get back into drawing so i can design it properly... will probs take ages as well considering my view that tattoo's should only be done for a reason and if they are really thought out
STAND MY GROUND
I can see
when you stay low nothing happens
Does it feel right?
Late at night
things I thought I'd put behind me
haunt my mind.
I just know there's no escape now
once it sets its eyes on you.
But I won't run, have to stare it in the eye.
Stand my ground, I won't give in.
No more denying, I've...
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I can see
when you stay low nothing happens
Does it feel right?
Late at night
things I thought I'd put behind me
haunt my mind.
I just know there's no escape now
once it sets its eyes on you.
But I won't run, have to stare it in the eye.
Stand my ground, I won't give in.
No more denying, I've...
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swordstalker:
hello beautiful sorry i havent been round i been wicked busy as of late and not much time to get to computer...oh well ill try and be on more but my schedule will just get busier as i close in on end of semester...but ill always be around that tree
deathbyopus:
so was the weekend ok?