I've finally caved in and now am a member of MySpace. Apparently, I was the LAST person on the face of the Earth to join.
I also have a new addiction.
*wry smile*
You would think I'd be sleeping right about now...but I haven't been able to for the past 2 days. Yesterday, I had a perfectly good excuse. Yes REALLY! See... I...
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I also have a new addiction.
*wry smile*
You would think I'd be sleeping right about now...but I haven't been able to for the past 2 days. Yesterday, I had a perfectly good excuse. Yes REALLY! See... I...
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A weirdness has taken over me.
For years, having my nipples pierced was like having a force-field built into my chest. Without my bars or rings in I felt naked and vunerable. The other morning I woke up and couldn't stand having them in. I felt as if the metal was searing a hole in my tender flesh. Not that I physically was have pain...
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For years, having my nipples pierced was like having a force-field built into my chest. Without my bars or rings in I felt naked and vunerable. The other morning I woke up and couldn't stand having them in. I felt as if the metal was searing a hole in my tender flesh. Not that I physically was have pain...
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clarkekid:
Thanks. 
jackminussally:
Is this the first time you have had this feeling? ( towards your piercings )
Have you tried putting them back in sense taking them out???
Hope things are ok and work out
^_^
The End
Have you tried putting them back in sense taking them out???
Hope things are ok and work out
^_^
The End
I should be journaling like crazy. I always do when I need to sort thoughts/ feelings out. Right now there are some things that I don't want to think about. Just the thought of writing about it in public makes my stomach turn. Somethings are best left in the dark cobbwebbed recesses of my own mind.
Today I signed the sales agreement on the land...
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Today I signed the sales agreement on the land...
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beckyjane:
And thank you for the long comment about my Joe dilemma. Bah! Boys! 
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[Edited on Jun 05, 2006 11:09AM]
nish1:
Hey Gray
I'm sure your light freethinking mind will work out your thoughts/feelings. Sometimes it is best not to make public. I hope its not too heavy though.
You're buying a house
Thats so cool. I think i'll probably be eighty before I own any property.
( envisions you sweating/smiling at the gym
)
I'm sure your light freethinking mind will work out your thoughts/feelings. Sometimes it is best not to make public. I hope its not too heavy though.
You're buying a house
Thats so cool. I think i'll probably be eighty before I own any property.
( envisions you sweating/smiling at the gym
)My horoscope said that I would be in a semi-foggy state today. It IS foggy outside and I DID wake up around noontime with bleary eyes. So that much is true. The rest of my horoscope hasn't come into play...errr...at least not yet...which is a little disappointing.
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I watched Part One of the season finale of Grey's Anatomy this afternoon on TiVo. I cried...
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I watched Part One of the season finale of Grey's Anatomy this afternoon on TiVo. I cried...
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verandi:
absolutely! that would be awesome.
i'm such a sucker for grey's anatomy.
i'm such a sucker for grey's anatomy.
cyamus:
It really just needs paint, other than that, it is all there. Its a CA car, so it has no rust. Motors brand new, and only 7,000 miles on everything else. It was my daily driver for about a year, but prior to that, I did a full body off resto, so everything is new. Enough of this, its giving me second thoughts.
You wanna know about my roomy?... The old one or the new one?...
They are both really laid back.
I am the youngest.
Damein's the shortest.
And Sunshine is the newbie/girl of the house.
Its kinda childish, the whole roomate thing, but we have a good time.
Oh, you mean the one that thinks you're cute...
does it really matter who else in this house thinks you're cute?... Do I not express that enough?
And NO, I will not have a beer for you... but there is always one waiting here for you...
Hope you 're having a good day/night at work.
Cyamus
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You wanna know about my roomy?... The old one or the new one?...
They are both really laid back.
I am the youngest.
Damein's the shortest.
And Sunshine is the newbie/girl of the house.
Its kinda childish, the whole roomate thing, but we have a good time.
Oh, you mean the one that thinks you're cute...
does it really matter who else in this house thinks you're cute?... Do I not express that enough?
And NO, I will not have a beer for you... but there is always one waiting here for you...
Hope you 're having a good day/night at work.
Cyamus[Edited on May 17, 2006 10:16PM]
Wearing: hot pink and red "Bad Apple" t-shirt with aqua pj pants ( I KNOW! I TOTALLY match! *lol*) no undies, no bra. hair is in a messy bun and I have Mario Badescu drying lotion dotted on my face. ( It's pink!) I look SO purty! NOT!
Planning: tomorrow I'm headed down to Boston by train.
Feeling: tired
Buying: today I received the bathing...
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Planning: tomorrow I'm headed down to Boston by train.
Feeling: tired
Buying: today I received the bathing...
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7deuce:
not friends any more?
nish1:
You should go skydiving in your bathing suit 
h o m e
s w e e t
h o m e
you distracted me completely
not a surprise
only a heart attack
parallel thought
and time stood still
but it really flew by
if it weren't for my heart
(it remembers you)
i would have thought
i imagined
the
whole
fucking
thing
eight hundred and ninety- seven
point twenty- two
yeah
I've counted
s w e e t
h o m e
you distracted me completely
not a surprise
only a heart attack
parallel thought
and time stood still
but it really flew by
if it weren't for my heart
(it remembers you)
i would have thought
i imagined
the
whole
fucking
thing
eight hundred and ninety- seven
point twenty- two
yeah
I've counted
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tilpacer:
How do you count a 0.22?
I hope everything is cool. If not, would ice cream fix it?
Have a great day!
I hope everything is cool. If not, would ice cream fix it?
Have a great day!
Happy Cinco de Mayo!
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I'M A DREAMER
I had a dream last night about my claddagh ring. The heart had broken right off of it. Hmmm....
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I'M A GIMP
While hobbling to my car to get my bag, I slammed the door on my right leg. Now I have a huge bump right below my patella and IT HURTS!!
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I'M A SNUFFALUFFAGUS!...
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I'M A DREAMER
I had a dream last night about my claddagh ring. The heart had broken right off of it. Hmmm....
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I'M A GIMP
While hobbling to my car to get my bag, I slammed the door on my right leg. Now I have a huge bump right below my patella and IT HURTS!!
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I'M A SNUFFALUFFAGUS!...
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beckyjane:
Love your spoiler. Those things are so interesting.
*static*
"Sandpiper, this is Eagle One...do you copy?"
*Squaak*
"Eagle One this is Sandpiper...I read you loud and clear!"
Yes. Working nights CAN be fun. *grinning* The night Security Guard for the hospital has NEW fancy schmancy walkie- talkies. The past few nights we have been trying them out/ breaking them in. Eveyone now has code names. Mine is "Sandpiper"
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"Sandpiper, this is Eagle One...do you copy?"
*Squaak*
"Eagle One this is Sandpiper...I read you loud and clear!"
Yes. Working nights CAN be fun. *grinning* The night Security Guard for the hospital has NEW fancy schmancy walkie- talkies. The past few nights we have been trying them out/ breaking them in. Eveyone now has code names. Mine is "Sandpiper"
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tilpacer:
Awww... Sorry about you leg. I hope it heals fast!
YAY! Walkie talkies!
YAY! Matching underwear!
YAY! SMILES!
YAY! Playing in the lake!
Have a great day!
*static*
*10-4 Sandpiper, over and out*
*sqeak*
YAY! Walkie talkies!
YAY! Matching underwear!
YAY! SMILES!
YAY! Playing in the lake!
Have a great day!
*static*
*10-4 Sandpiper, over and out*
*sqeak*
sleeantagh:
cellulitis, shit! i hope you'll be ok. 
funny, i can't stand those fucking radios...why do they have to have them so loud? 
what is Fiery Cross about? i need a new book..
i met someone who worked in the cath lab at maine medical center today!
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funny, i can't stand those fucking radios...why do they have to have them so loud? what is Fiery Cross about? i need a new book..
i met someone who worked in the cath lab at maine medical center today!
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Last night I was pretty upset at work. I was online and well it's rather ironic how the world keeps randomly pairing us up. It made me sad, angry, confused and well very very hurt. More than anything I was surprised that I am still very vunerable when it comes to him. I am still greatly affected by my feelings. I'm not as over this...
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caffeinemonkey:
I know how you feel. It is a weird emotion that is created from the one that still have a hold of our heart. Part anger, part sadness, part frustration, part yearning. I hope that you will be able to deal with it in a way that will not cause you anxiety.
Take care.
Take care.
thelibra:
steve burns...like...from blue's clues?
So sorry my friends. It's been a week since my last blathering.
What have I been up to, you ask?
Not too much.
Plenty.
Wed I got weighed & measured at the gym. The scale hasn't budged, but maybe that is because I've gained a total of 11.5 lbs of muscle in 4 weeks. So far I've also lost a total of 8% body fat,...
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What have I been up to, you ask?
Not too much.
Plenty.
Wed I got weighed & measured at the gym. The scale hasn't budged, but maybe that is because I've gained a total of 11.5 lbs of muscle in 4 weeks. So far I've also lost a total of 8% body fat,...
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shimmer:
go you on the gym success. i bet you look fantastic, but then again, you ALWAYS do!
yay on the new ink! 6 hours??? fuck...that's a long time!
hey i am thinking of new ink this summer...but i am having a hard time deciding on something...you'll hafta help me out.
miss ya! REALLY looking forward to our day/night later this month. gods know how much i need it!
yay on the new ink! 6 hours??? fuck...that's a long time!
hey i am thinking of new ink this summer...but i am having a hard time deciding on something...you'll hafta help me out.
miss ya! REALLY looking forward to our day/night later this month. gods know how much i need it!
renegadefuzz:
yay for weight loss success.. check out my journal!
Could it get any worse?
I think I'm going out of my mind!!! I've been off a day all week. ( I thought Thurs. was Fri and Fri was Sat.) My kiddos have been driving me bonkers ( come to find out they had a secret stash of Easter candy hidden in their bedroom.) I didn't get a chance to work out at the...
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I think I'm going out of my mind!!! I've been off a day all week. ( I thought Thurs. was Fri and Fri was Sat.) My kiddos have been driving me bonkers ( come to find out they had a secret stash of Easter candy hidden in their bedroom.) I didn't get a chance to work out at the...
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shimmer:
was nice to chat that short time today...now u have my # so feel free to gimme a call sometime. sorry i didn't get to call back but my cell turns off when it's recharging. i didn't know til i plugged it in, and started trying to talk to you again, and nothing on the other end. so anyway...
i'm psyched about going out to the club with you and brian in may! talk to you again soon.
miss ya lots!
i'm psyched about going out to the club with you and brian in may! talk to you again soon.
miss ya lots!
nish1:
Bloody computers. The family computer I use is slowly dying. I really need a laptop of my own. *dreams of very own laptop*
Wearing:
Smelling:
I have no idea how to do SPOLIERS
P.S
I'm ok. It's been rough and wierd at times but i'm cool. Thankyou for checking up on me
Wearing:
Smelling:
I have no idea how to do SPOLIERS
P.S
I'm ok. It's been rough and wierd at times but i'm cool. Thankyou for checking up on me
Ahhh...Memories!
*smiling*
In honor of 420...A poem...
twitchy trip
spontaneous flight a trip of sorts around the bend but only ceiling high close my eyes pulsing to the music of my own body breathing takes on a new sound a new rhythm precognition of my body's submission to my own mind pain shudder pleasure convulse head lolling to & fro barely any control left panting,...
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*smiling*
In honor of 420...A poem...
twitchy trip
spontaneous flight a trip of sorts around the bend but only ceiling high close my eyes pulsing to the music of my own body breathing takes on a new sound a new rhythm precognition of my body's submission to my own mind pain shudder pleasure convulse head lolling to & fro barely any control left panting,...
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7deuce:
the was for the little poems you have up there. i like them but they are a little surreal.
and yes i was talking about you. is it bad that i'm so excited?
was for the little poems you have up there. i like them but they are a little surreal.
and yes i was talking about you. is it bad that i'm so excited?
sleeantagh:
if not a crab, how about you?
I 100% AGREE! He's charming, ain't he?