ginjer

My check and goodie bag arrived and Im very happy
I got the helicopter thermal I REALLY wanted
this $500 makes the world of a difference when Im jobless
thank you SG

I went and bought a new sexy pipe today and have been smoking from it all day
and having some rum too

Its a good day

Nate is trying to get me back, I am trying to be friends
He just isn't right for me, Im not sure anyone will ever be right for me
but friends seems to be working, until he gets a new girlfriend of course

Ive decided to start some craft projects while im unemployed
Ive got some shirts Im making, and Im gonna decorate some patio...
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I wish my life was this song
'cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years
And never have to cry I'd show you how I feel
With out saying a word
I could wrap up both our hearts
I know it sounds absurd

And I saw the tears on your face
I shot you down and I slammed the door
But...
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Me & Nate broke up
Again

Im the one that broke up with him yet I feel depressed and horrible?
He feels bad but not bad enough to work harder for me
I deserve better, I just need to keep telling myself that
stay strong, don't go back unless he begs and tells me he loves me
and shows some damn emotions for once

Im...
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at home and bored AGAIN

I cant shake this feeling of depression
Ive spent this whole summer doing nothing
I have no job, very few friends, I spend everyday with nate
who comes home from work tired and just wants to be lazy
he's 25, mature and laid back, im 19 full of youthful energy
his car with expired tags and no insurance cant take...
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I am home alone and bored, bleh...
me and nate are fighting, not his fault
I found out his family doesnt like me like I thought they did
I refuse to stay there knowing they dont like me, so im back at home
with my alone time ive been thinking a lot about what to do for my next set
I have two very good...
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I attempted to sleep in and failed, my body hates me sometimes
Ive been mostly job hunting lately but having no luck
I need a real job so I can get an apartment and be happy

tonight me and nate and a group of random idiots shall be playing poker
Im making jello shots so we can all get drunk too, it shall be good...
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How's everyones week going? mine is decent
its my week of bitchiness but no bleeding, yay for birth control
so me and nate have been fighting a little but the great sex makes up for it <3

I don't have anything else to say so I'll post another survey

57 Girl Confessions

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? yes very...
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I feel like ranting and bitching so you all must listen now!
As mentioned before, me and nate have been getting along much better
small fights but what couple doesnt fight sometimes?
we've been together 2 months now, messing around for 5 months
fight less, spend way more time together, seriously i practically live with him
being here all the time means cuddling all the...
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Sorry its been a few days since ive updated
its been hot and ive been busy
there's no a/c in the house or nate's car so we go out a lot recently

dont have much to update on, thanks for all the great comments on my set
choosing to ignore the few bad ones
Still not working anywhere but job hunting and trying, cash is...
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