its funny but i think ive actually seen donnie darko before (im watching it now)
This whole thing about the fright fest and halloween coming up and the weirdo rabbit thing... ive seen it all before i swear i did but when? oh well...
The theories in it made me realize that im not followin my own path... im not taking my ideas and running...
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This whole thing about the fright fest and halloween coming up and the weirdo rabbit thing... ive seen it all before i swear i did but when? oh well...
The theories in it made me realize that im not followin my own path... im not taking my ideas and running...
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chiquitabonita:
yeah, apparently everyone had fun at shag frenzy...I'm sure there will be more embarrassing photos up shortly...grumble. 
so how are you today?
so how are you today?
peachiepie:
What? you left the state and then never called or wrote again. i though you were just busy. i hope your not pissed.
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coldfreak:
this all makes perfect sense to me! you are very normal... it's ok to have feelings, you know?!? at least you can feel. a lot of people are empty inside and can't feel. that wouln't be so fun, would it? just see what happens, you never know...
chiquitabonita:
going with coldfreak on this one. you're a person. you have feelings. sometimes they suck. sorry for it. 
im typing, even though this whole time im wondering how i am going to get the strength to just talk about what was bothering me. wondering how i will ever type it, even as im typing im thinking this.
strange dreams shut me up.... nightmares i guess.... ones spectators wouldent be scared of but thats because they are not living inside of them.
waking up...
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strange dreams shut me up.... nightmares i guess.... ones spectators wouldent be scared of but thats because they are not living inside of them.
waking up...
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genericname:
Who lil ol me? well this week we didnt go to flux, we went to cluib hell in RI (it was pretty gay, just a buncha slutty girls half naked.... fun to look at but nothin i really wana get to know)
I dunno haha... next wednesday sounds good though, me and erik might go or somethin eh? that will be bunches of fun. then karebear will finally get her snuggle companion right karebear?
Argh.... im so bored, how many of you can relate to that right now? If anyone has somethin amazing to do with me sometime then call my cell, just email me and ill give you the number
I dunno haha... next wednesday sounds good though, me and erik might go or somethin eh? that will be bunches of fun. then karebear will finally get her snuggle companion right karebear?
Argh.... im so bored, how many of you can relate to that right now? If anyone has somethin amazing to do with me sometime then call my cell, just email me and ill give you the number
chiquitabonita:
ah. that explains it. karebear doesn't usually show for flux. if you're up for it, we're doing shag frenzy at the webster...check the sgct board.
Well the last few days have been swell. Although i have felt really awkward lately... ehhh i sure would like to go back to my bed and sleep for a little more.
I might finally meet Becky who no one knows. And i just agreed to meet my ex like she wanted me to but im probably going to cancel that later because its just...
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I might finally meet Becky who no one knows. And i just agreed to meet my ex like she wanted me to but im probably going to cancel that later because its just...
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genericname:
Nah atleast not senseless risks Faliate er... i would think the ex thing is senseless hehe. You dont know muh ex trust me haha.
Hey elm im sorry we missed you :/ im usually able to go there on wednesdays though so feel free to tap me on the shoulder!
er... i would think the ex thing is senseless hehe. You dont know muh ex trust me haha.
Hey elm im sorry we missed you :/ im usually able to go there on wednesdays though so feel free to tap me on the shoulder!
chiquitabonita:
hi, apologizing again for being unrecognizable at gotham. we do have a table that we usually meet at upstairs, if you turn left right after coming up, near the couches. or check the smoking lounge. sorry... and don't go hang out with your ex. just shaking my head.
and don't go hang out with your ex. just shaking my head. Bawls itchy, eyebrow ring itchy, penis... still.... nominal size *pulls on it to try and make it get bigger* argh! ... damn...
*continues to swallow all the mucus running down his throat*
i told granny in three months i would have a girlfriend... not a goal or anything.. it just popped in my head so i figured id mention it to her..i wonder if it...
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*continues to swallow all the mucus running down his throat*
i told granny in three months i would have a girlfriend... not a goal or anything.. it just popped in my head so i figured id mention it to her..i wonder if it...
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nakedsuperhero:
I wasn't mentioned. ASS.
genericname:
Blarg i didnt talk to you in the same day as them you evil monkey of nakedness!
Oh bloody poop.... ill just edit my long journal ... heres the condensed version of my crazy rambling that so far im only sure granny read (god bless her long post reading soul) but ill make it easier for everyone else.
Im pissed, i dont wana be, all friends are very very far away, i sleep too much, i want to go out and have...
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Im pissed, i dont wana be, all friends are very very far away, i sleep too much, i want to go out and have...
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sei:
You know what man, fuck it. Shit'll clear up and eventaully you want even remember being lonely/pissed/ or whatever from your yesterday's. At least thats what I'm hoping for gotta have hope and not let the rest bog you down. Yea,
Anyway.. Best of luck to you not being bored at work. peace
gotta have hope and not let the rest bog you down. Yea,
Anyway.. Best of luck to you not being bored at work. peace
sunniapocalypse:
yes you. You are the only person who ever tells me Im awesome. and i heart you for it.
genericname:
er me
OK so yeah obviously as some of you know im working out here and there to ... umm.. try and be a model SO i took these pics to see how ive been doing so far, of course they were right after i ate junk food BUT i figure they are still good enough to give a judgement...
Tell me whatcha think? i know i...
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piksy:
no way! my kitties are definitely better! azreal has 7 toes on her front feet. and ive had sid since he was 2 days old. 
jewcy:
just because you're naked, doesn't mean your wang is out! DUHHH!
Ok so i did some sprucing up on my friends list.... if you didnt wana be off it and still wanted to talk to me just lemme know and ill put you back on.
Mainly i took people off cause i just didnt freaking talk to them even when i went on their journals and replied to their posts and stuff.
Why bother keepin someone...
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Mainly i took people off cause i just didnt freaking talk to them even when i went on their journals and replied to their posts and stuff.
Why bother keepin someone...
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coldfreak:
i always hope for too much way to soon! then i get hurt... thanks for the inspirational lesson, tonight!
shadowslady:
definatly still wanna be on here!!
still wanna be on here!! Well i tried to meditate at work today, i got maybe 10 min out of it until someone started goin "hello? heloooooooo?" (why do customers only come when im actually trying to do something constructive to make the day go by)
I tried to meditate after he left but i kept hearing footsteps near where the customers normally are... so i couldent focus.
I was...
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I tried to meditate after he left but i kept hearing footsteps near where the customers normally are... so i couldent focus.
I was...
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genericname:
ack oops i didnt mean to depress everyone 
hmmm i guess ill try not to post so many depressing entries in the future haha.
yeah i know what you mean about feeling bad sin... but thats why i figured id tell people first, so THAT way if they dont reply then they dont care anyway
hmmm i guess ill try not to post so many depressing entries in the future haha.
yeah i know what you mean about feeling bad sin... but thats why i figured id tell people first, so THAT way if they dont reply then they dont care anyway
slayerboy:
numbness rox
trust me...I think I'm numb to every human emotion after 5 years of working in retail and having some horrible luck with relationships...
But who cares about relationships...take up a hobby. I started working out so I could help myself quit smoking, and it actually got my mind off of wanting any kind of relationships right now. I'm perfectly straight, but I'm not about to let go of single life.
trust me...I think I'm numb to every human emotion after 5 years of working in retail and having some horrible luck with relationships...
But who cares about relationships...take up a hobby. I started working out so I could help myself quit smoking, and it actually got my mind off of wanting any kind of relationships right now. I'm perfectly straight, but I'm not about to let go of single life.
I dunno i think im a lil pissed but im not sure why.
I guess its because at the moment i have really no friends in CT that i hang out with. Pretty much anyone i know is an aquaintance.
As for anyone else in my life i talk to? they are aquaintances too , oh there jared but hes in france
whats that? pat?...
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I guess its because at the moment i have really no friends in CT that i hang out with. Pretty much anyone i know is an aquaintance.
As for anyone else in my life i talk to? they are aquaintances too , oh there jared but hes in france
whats that? pat?...
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coldfreak:
thanks for the comment. i needed that. been feeling awful lately...
sei:
Yea man I gots the AIM and puts you on it.
So if you get some random IM thats me..
P.S. to your P.S. Yea I used to watch Sliders back in the day and just recently realized that they started replaying the original episodes on Sci-Fi, If I remember correctly all of the original cast was dead at the end which sucks cause I liked Quine? too. And yea man Tomcats was good, wasn't he also in some movie as the college drunk who hung out at all the highschool parties?
So if you get some random IM thats me..
P.S. to your P.S. Yea I used to watch Sliders back in the day and just recently realized that they started replaying the original episodes on Sci-Fi, If I remember correctly all of the original cast was dead at the end which sucks cause I liked Quine? too. And yea man Tomcats was good, wasn't he also in some movie as the college drunk who hung out at all the highschool parties?
Now im sittin here at work all juiced up and ready to go! (for some reason)
I had a really fun time with Granny ummm on thursday. We did things and ate stuff... most importantly we tried to extract a rock from the ground so we could throw it in the water... we failed though and then the security people told us we couldent take...
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I had a really fun time with Granny ummm on thursday. We did things and ate stuff... most importantly we tried to extract a rock from the ground so we could throw it in the water... we failed though and then the security people told us we couldent take...
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piksy:
course ill be yer best friend if you move to sc
sei:
where were you two off grabbin rocks? I doubt it was historic, its just those damn rockaphiles.,they're always lurking..
and yes, run far from CT.. far far away.
and yes, run far from CT.. far far away.