Thursday Mar 31, 2005

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i like the new people i hired at work. they are fun girls. I have had tons of fun going out. prom was a blast im gonna steal everyone's pics from their folders and make my own folder. i need a makeout buddy. i need loving and it makes me sad. cute guy hasnt called me yet frown
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oa55:
good idea... i love it when a woman makes the first move, shows she has strength.
mistakesmade:
kiss

Sunday Mar 27, 2005

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Man I have missed road trips. xviolentxbeautyx and I went to Philly to see Alston. I had a blast hanging out with the guys. I love them so much. I dont ever get to see them enough cuz they live in ny. I meet some new people. I meet a male version of me..Badger..he is a trip. I called my mom to tell her that...
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xviolentxbeautyx:
Black market hotel rooms! hahaha

Road trips are awesome.

We need to plan more.

"Woah oh, oh oh oh oh!"
jamielee:
i had fun molesting you on tuesday. smile

Thursday Mar 24, 2005

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Yay for Bingo wednesdays! Its funny to play bingo with old ladies when your pierced and tattooed. Great fun. Work sucks. I interviewed someone today and im interviewing someone tomorrow. I hope they dont suck. I hit on a hot chubby guy today. He actually applied to work at my store and I was like I cant hire you cuz your hot and then he...
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cathedra:
sweetie. you are FUCKING awesome. *random love*
85girl:
lol...that is the coolest easter present...i wish i could do that for my mom, she is a little to conservative and scared to talk to me about sex for that though....

happy easter ^_^

Tuesday Mar 22, 2005

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Florida was a blast. I was so glad that starry_eyed went it made it funner (which is a word). Meeting moo moo matt was fun stuff. Losing 50 bucks at the casino was maybe not so fun. I think its a pretty safe bet that 20% of the people that work for the oriles think we are nuts. The truck driver voice was the hotness....
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oa55:
glad to hear that you had fun in fl. & congratulations on working with dumbasses like i do.
rallyb:
glad you had a great time in Florida...i want to go back!

Wednesday Mar 16, 2005

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Im done mourning. Im moving on. Florida this weekend with moo moo. Im "bumping" into a hot guy on the 15th! I feel sorry for whatever poor sap tries to date me next biggrin
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rallyb:
Have fun on your Floridays! I'm jealous.
countryboy:
you taking applications for the next fella smile biggrin biggrin biggrin

Sunday Mar 13, 2005

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What am I mourning? I just found out that my entire relationship was a lie. He was seeing someone the whole time. Has a 3 month old son that he saw 3 times a week and had just started talking to his x again on top of that. He should get an award for being that good at lying and hiding all that shit from...
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starry_eyed:
i think the burning party is a really good idea... i just wonder what else will come out of the woodwork in the next few months or years.

i have some stories for you, but i won't volunteer then i'll wait until you ask
countryboy:
i am sorry to hear that , some of us men are real shit heads , blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed blackeyed blush blush blush frown frown

Thursday Mar 10, 2005

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I cant stand work..double after double. at least once i get these new people trained i wont have to work doubles anymore. coconut's mom called me today and asked me to go get coffee with her to "talk." Im confused she never wanted to "talk" to me before when shit sucked and she was being a meany head. I like cigs and I like not...
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daveydarko:
Smokin!
countryboy:
sounds greeat

Monday Mar 07, 2005

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I get to hang out with Coconut this saturday!!!! im sooooo excited biggrin. Tomorow hopefully if i get greg's ashes in time i'll be getting tattooed. I think victoria is going to pierce me. Snake bites maybe even though moo moo and jd said no. And i have tomorrow off and im going shopping with momma. I worked a double today but got alot done....
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daysofmetal:
aww thanks smile im glad i finally found a good girl too. took me long enough! lol
daveydarko:
miao!!

Sunday Mar 06, 2005

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I feel bad for going out. I dont feel like laying in bed and crying all day. But I feel like I should be. Likes its wrong for me to have a smile on my face. I go back to work monday. I have a trip to florida with moo moo to look forward to a like in general. A huge part of my life...
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oa55:
ok; you don't know me, you may think what i'm about to say sucks... but i've been through what you are going through personally.

grieving is done in different ways and at different times. when you want to go out, go out... don't feel guilty about it. the same with smiling and moving on with your life. i imagine that he would have stopped at nothing to keep you from feeling the way you feel right now, return the favor and lighten up on yourself. don't think of it as just moving on with "your" life; there are things that the two of you never got around to doing... now you've got to do them for him. trust me, you'll feel better when you do. personally, it worked better for me if i did it alone, that way it was still "ours"... plus, i don't want someone telling me that everything will be fine when i feel like blowing up the planet & i'm crying like a newborn.

i hope this sheds a little light on things, i really do. i wish i could tell you that everything happens for a reason and believe it, but that's not me. i know that it's going to take time, i know that it's going to hurt like a shot to the nuts, but i also KNOW that it will become more tolerable.

so, lean on your friends (they've probably used you for a stable shoulder before, return the favor), heal in your own way and at your own pace. and if anyone tries to talk sunshine and rainbows before you're ready, punch them in the throat.

best wishes darlin', we're all here for ya; whether you want us or not... wink .
oa55:
no problem

i'm easy to find if needed

Friday Mar 04, 2005

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Stuff still isnt adding up. I feel like I should be sadder. LIke maybe I didnt cry enough. I have my bad momments alone I like it that way. I know all of my friends arent on here but I would like to thank everyone for being there for me in my time of need. Im nervous for what my future alone holds. Im glad...
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starry_eyed:
it was vbeautiful. you are beautiful. i am proud of you. i love you.

Wednesday Mar 02, 2005

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I have the best friends ever. They protect me even though I might not need it. They always have my back especially in times of need. My moo moo has always been my rock. I love her so much and I hope she knows it (i know how much she loves me). She told me some disturbing this tonite and I just got pissed. But...
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starry_eyed:
i love love love you. i'm sorry to spill the beans. but it was just in case. i hope you aren't too mad i didn't tell you sooner, i just wanted to wait. but it's taken care of. i love you soooo much and i can't wait to see you and give you a big ass kiss on the cheek and hug and and and... ok yeah. anywho <3's
jamielee:
You are awesome. And if there's anything I can do at all to make things easier for you, please let me know.

Wednesday Mar 02, 2005

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I know its true. It sure hurts like its true. But somewhere in my head 2+2 is not equally 4. I need to see him. I keep yelling at him then telling him im sorry because he is kicking his own ass more than any of us could. A friend of mine Jay stopped by. He hadnt heard. He told me I may not belive...
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starry_eyed:
that's incredible. i hope it's soon
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