I can't believe it's nearly 10 years since I first signed up for this site!
Thought I'd come back and check it out once again.
adelina:
Do you still check in every now and again?
I can't believe it's nearly 10 years since I first signed up for this site!
Thought I'd come back and check it out once again.
Keep eyes off
the small mind manifesto
Letting go
brings so much
Twine wrapped around ankles
scratches
Breaking you down slow
Breathing fast and falling
Empty constructs are denying
Now
Obliterate the reeds
and prison fibers
Penance from hard hanging swampland
Every day is planting seeds
Every moment is floating up
Dropping false objects
through pure light
Faces are showing
connection
Lost deep
in the...
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rourke:
OH carne asada makes me soooooo hot too.
lensturtle420:
going Vegan? I tried that, I suck at it though as i have such a restricted diet anyway (because of my health issues).
Hope you enjoy your detoxification...
Hope you enjoy your detoxification...
Okay, I just needed to get out more.
I'm still feeling like dogshit most of the time, but the severe heavy grief is gone.
It was timed right to the weather. All of this emotional turmoil right at the time of this cold windy rainy weather.
Now it's bright and clear and warmer.
I had one of the most amazing days of my life Sunday....
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When my dad was in the hospital for lymphoma they gave him something called prednisone.
It would make super emotional. He'd choke up and cry about nearly anything, or bust out cracking up.
I feel like I've been on that the last couple of weeks.
I can't believe how many people I've cried in front of the last week.
Even people at work.
I feel...
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ilsa:
Hey welcome back!!! Sorry it took me a bit to reply... I'm sorry you've been feeling this way lately, I hope things get better for you soon.
tretiak:
40 was less a transition than moving back to North Carolina.
Things are good but crazed. Hope you are getting through - sounds like you are via an unexpected route but we don't all pick our journeys - our job is to learn from them.
Cheers -
JW
Things are good but crazed. Hope you are getting through - sounds like you are via an unexpected route but we don't all pick our journeys - our job is to learn from them.
Cheers -
JW
Ugh...
I'm in an awfully bum-kicked state of mind.
That last post over 3 months ago was the beginning of the end of a relationship I was in for about a year.
It was a real whirlwind. In fact it was just too much too fast.
I'm in a different phase now that time has gone and the initial relief is gone.
It's a cold,...
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serpentworship:
Hey there man.. been awhile! Sorry to read about the end of the relationship, but perhaps this'll be the start of a new era for you.
No new girlfriend just yet, but I do have a new girl friend with whom I've been doing quite a bit of hanging out.
Indeed, Portland is great. I was there for a week in late September of this year and I wish I could have stayed so much longer.
Things going ok outside of the relation termination?
No new girlfriend just yet, but I do have a new girl friend with whom I've been doing quite a bit of hanging out.
Indeed, Portland is great. I was there for a week in late September of this year and I wish I could have stayed so much longer.
Things going ok outside of the relation termination?
lensturtle420:
Ha, that's mental. My last Girlfriend was Annie, but the one before that was Jenny. They both left me because they couldn't cope with my health issues, even though I never needed looking after. Oh well...there must be better to come. I have faith in the Universe (hence being an Ordained Minister!).
As for Temple 420, well I am very good friends with Craig X and I claim it as my Ministry. I'm looking into starting a UK version, but I have to look into the law first. I spoke to him last week after his most recent trial and that was thrown out as the cahrges were total bullshit, but Craig is still facing Jail in January for the Temple, and to be honest my health would not cope with jail so i have to be very careful. Having said that, we are all confident he will be free as they have no real case against him at this point, it all comes down to the Beverly Hills Green Cross which is entirely legal. They are just picking on him because of his profile.
Good to know you Fred. Sorry things have not worked out with your last relationship, but you appear to have a good perspective on it. I'm just convincing myself that I deserve better (which I do - someone who will love me despite my health issues is definately something better!).
As for Temple 420, well I am very good friends with Craig X and I claim it as my Ministry. I'm looking into starting a UK version, but I have to look into the law first. I spoke to him last week after his most recent trial and that was thrown out as the cahrges were total bullshit, but Craig is still facing Jail in January for the Temple, and to be honest my health would not cope with jail so i have to be very careful. Having said that, we are all confident he will be free as they have no real case against him at this point, it all comes down to the Beverly Hills Green Cross which is entirely legal. They are just picking on him because of his profile.
Good to know you Fred. Sorry things have not worked out with your last relationship, but you appear to have a good perspective on it. I'm just convincing myself that I deserve better (which I do - someone who will love me despite my health issues is definately something better!).
A HA
It's been exactly a year.
Wow, a lot of things to try and get out that are in my head.
I didn't plan on this being the 1 year anniversary of my last post.. but it is.
I'm having a cosmic moment.
it involves:
It's been exactly a year.
Wow, a lot of things to try and get out that are in my head.
I didn't plan on this being the 1 year anniversary of my last post.. but it is.
I'm having a cosmic moment.
it involves:
- marijuana
- 2012 and ongoing consciousness shift
- freedom
- disintegration
- The birth, life, ending of a relationship perfectly timed within a...
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scheisskopf:
Time flies.
Yes, I'm still here... numerous changes on my end:
New woman
Reproduction
etc.
I hope all is well.
Yes, I'm still here... numerous changes on my end:
New woman
Reproduction
etc.
I hope all is well.
adelina:
what does one mean by "synchronistic indicators" anyway?
One step closer to death
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scheisskopf:
In cadence with the rest of us, my friend.
Hang in there.
Hang in there.
zenhell:
Hi Obadiah. I think you had one of those cursed icons-an angel with a death's face-on your profile. Did you get kicked off the site, and now you're back on? I was disheartened by the thought that you may have been kicked off: it seemed immoral, that they would do that to you. You don't seem like the kind of person that would get into trouble here.
Yo yo yo
FRED is back in town!
Got plenty to update on but that'll take a while.
mollymolly:
Welcome back!
Welcome back!
strangekitty:
heehee. yeah i like 'em mean i guess. he just really cracks me up sometimes with some of the things he says.
i really need to start watching top chef as well!
i really need to start watching top chef as well!
