elise

this guy sounds like a vampire. he's sucking the life from you. get away no matter how attracted you are to him.

I have a friend who is very, very ill with stage four cancer. At 16, in less than a year, she's had a 10 lb. tumor removed from her midsection, weeks later, a hisdorectomy (sp?), and now is battling the tumors in her lungs. There is no cancer anywhere in her family line.. the chemo is currently working, but she will eventually succumb to this monster.

Throughout all of this, she has remained positive, smiling, and optimistic. "I can't have kids now," she told me months ago, "but I'm cancer-free now and it's all over with and life is good." I have never met a brighter spirit, a more inspirational story..

Do you remember Pedro on the Real World who had AIDS? I remember watching him speak to Stanford University, I think it was, about his condition, and all I remember about that speech he gave was when he said, "I am not dying of the HIV/AIDS virus. Until my last breath, I will be living with HIV."

Thank you for the story. It's a good thing to step back and reflect.

Jenna

you're a sweetheart.
i've sufferred a lot of loss lately so i know how hard it is to keep smiling.
but with my remaining family and friends i try to be as lighthearted as possible and not be too serious about the little things and the big things in life.
thanks for reminding me to smile.

You can do no wrong.

And I forgot to say last time that I LOVE LOVE LOVE that choker.. (!!!)

Jenna

hey elise the new pic is very cute!! (have you ever seen aimee and jaguar?) you look just like jaguar!! definately a good thing. sorry that i didn't remember it being you that took the pics of yourself...i really loved that.

kdjsfalslfalfl;;;

Wow Elise.. you are like, such a hot chick.. not that that's "News" or anything to me, lol, but you know how it is when you have a re-realization haha..

*stares*

Jenna

I like it either way

Mmm.. salt water taffy... that stuff makes me think of my Mom.

Jenna

That movie scared the shit out of me. I spent the duration of it in the theater hiding behind my jacket or the Boy's arm. I was beating him up almost crying, saying "Why did you let me see that? Why did I want to see that movie? I hate you! I hate you! Die!" But I loved the thrill of being scared anyway. I'm buying that DVD just to scare myself all over again and maybe even *watch* it this time.

eye luff elise

Well, heck, it didn't. You know, anyway.

Oh Elise i'm sososososo sorry about what I said in Tatum's journal. I tell every girl I know to break up with their boyfriend and get with a girl even if they're completely straight and don't even know the girl i'm referring to, lol. I'm sure you and your bf care about each other a lot and have no plans to do something like that. I am an ass and regularly suggest things that I know people have no intention of doing just for fun (i.e. Tanya, leave your baby daddy and i'll take pills so I can be your new boyfriend). Y'know, ridiculous stuff like that which has no bearing.

I'm so sorry about what I said in Tatum's journal, please forgive me!

Is revolution an over the counter thing, cuz I can only buy Advantage at the vet.

thanks sweetie

I have a congenital eye disease that almost never fails to give me a headache at the end of a day spent in the sun. Even a normal day at school would do me in when I was younger. I'm sensitive to light anyway, but the headaches only made it worse. And I had to contend with sounds hurting, too. Terrible pain, till the time I was about 12 or so. Real forehead-crinkling monsters. If I was lucky, I'd throw up and feel a bit better. If I wasn't, I'd just have to go to bed, usually at about 6 in the evening. 7th grade was the worst; a day in a school with no air conditioning, and a computer programming class at the very end of the day. As if my eyes, brain, and patience hadn't been tested enough. Homework was an impossibility.

And then shortly after that I sterted getting headaches due to food and inhalent allergies. I had a headache last a whole month once, no foolin'.

Now I don't get headaches too terrible often, unless I do something stupid like stand in the sun for hours on end or smoke pot and drink Rolling Rock. For some reason those two together make my head hurt.

So, those are my headaches. My only advice would be to find a cold, dark place and stay there till it's over. And don't resist vomiting. Unless that doens't seem to work.

Well...they don't hurt nearly as bad as your migrains I'm sure, but I've been getting nosebleeds every day now for a week. I think you and I need a prescription of some sort...

c is fun...
do you ever feel like your waking up to late?

As stated before ms elise. You have forever been entombed upon the walls of harbinger.
I wrote elise in embossed text over a monitor in the last levels of our game. So there you are. if nobody else knows its you at least you do.
I had to spell it EL1S3 to bypass suspition but it reads correct at game size

I'll send you a screenshot first. te game doesn't release until about christmas time... problem with the screenshot is that I SUCK at our own game and I'll actually have to fight my way there. It could be a while. None the less, you will see it.