ducksarecrazy

I got a wedding invitation in the mail yesterday.

Well, I didn't get the invitation; someone who lived here over two years ago got it. It looks like the girl's sister is getting married, or at least I'd assume from the names. In a mostly student housing area no one ever forwards their address, but you think you'd let your family know that you don't...
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There are times when I feel like I'm dreaming. Even when I know better, when I know logically what's real and what's not.. there's still that uncertainty. I make a most of my decisions from gut instinct. I think intuitively. It's a very reaction-based way to function, and I'm afraid of the day when I lose my ability to tell what's real and what's not,...
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I just noticed the fullsize option on pics is functional now; sort of. Rather than something similar to the old pop-out viewer it shows a set of pics in a blog format. So far the few sets I've looked at have been full sized, or at least not obviously compressed.

That's my biggest issue with the new setup: in any of the other viewers, the...
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Anxiety beast turned into full panic attacks the last few days- even though I haven't left my apartment for pretty much a whole week. I turned the phone off and deactivated facebook, so it's just me and the brain chemistry in a staredown. According to old Eastern martial philosophies, a duel's outcome was decided before the first blow; the real fight is determined by will...
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It's nice to force the people you love to experience things you dig until they also dig them. My mom is now a Doctor Who fan. Dad would be if his off switch wasn't set to 8pm.

I've got some work in a silent auction tomorrow, a benefit for a local community group to help impoverished people. Ironically, if I didn't get a free ticket...
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I'm not sure if it's worse that I've barely left the apartment in a week, or that it's not bothering me.

I missed the retirement party for a close former professor, and a memorial for a close friend who died. I just couldn't force myself to be around people, even to do things I wanted (and needed) to do. And I don't feel bad about...
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I'm a little toasty. It was a late local trivia night and my team bailed on me. So I got a little tipsy and wandered around downtown a while.

I'm looking at a job that actually fits my qualifications to a T, so here's hoping.

Sweet Jesus, it was only a month and a half and there was still this odd hole in my bookmarks. So I had to come back.

Also, I have a small commission and couple of show possibilities in the works. Still no work, but I'm not homeless yet and I do have a couch-crashing backup plan and a supply of meds.

I've been looking for work for a month and a half now, and I haven't even gotten a call for an interview. I have 14 years of mostly steady work experience in a broad number of settings and roles, a college degree, solid references... and I can't get McDonald's to call me back. It's beyond frustrating, and I'm down to selling off my possessions to...
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Two anonymous hopeful's sets in a row? Or some login wonkiness?

If it's not the wonkiness, I'm slightly amused and one more step past the disappointment of how MR has turned out. There's been a handful of hopeful sets from girls with no profile pic before, as though they uploaded a set 10 minutes after they joined. I'm aware of the opportunists on here, the...
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