doctashock

Last night was weird.

First a friend of mine got us kicked out of a bar... before we even got in the door.

Then later at the Dresden I ran into an old boss of mine from a gig I actually got fired from. She was drunk and started putting the moves on me, then next thing I know we were making out in the...
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Sometimes I hate myself and want to die.

Hump day of one of the most crucial weeks of my life. If I don't get a solid job lead by the end of this week, I'll be forced to leave this fair city that I've grown to love.

Not sure where I'll be headed just yet actually. Maybe back to Florida. Philly is a consideration, and I just found out this morning that Bloomington,...
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Even the sun goes down
heros eventually die
horoscopes often lie

and sometimes why
nothing is for sure
nothing is for certain
nothin lasts forever



See you somewhere

Only because I love Wendy so much...

1. Seven things to do before I die:
1) get famous
2) find some stability
3) find love
4) get some ink
5) go to the UK
6) raise a kid or two (be they mine or adopted/stepfathered)
7) start a band

2. Seven Things i cannot do
1) stop trying to live out my dreams
2) accept...
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So saturday I found out that I passed. But this was only the first part of the process. Now I need to send in a bunch of paperwork verifying my qualifications. If they like what they see, which I'm pretty confident they will, I have to go in for a personal assessment and interview. At any rate, I feel like the hardest part is over....
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Now accepting applications:

I may or may not go to this party on Friday and I may or may not want to take a date. This is just a one time deal and by responding to this ad you are in no way obligating yourself to further commitments with one doctashock.

Event will be optional black tie with open bar and a Mardi Gras theme....
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I hate to be presumptuous... but I have the sneaking suspicion that the following was written in regards to me

Speaking of lessons learned: last night + bar + jack and coke + kissing potential = NO KISSING IN BARS. (Actual dates not included, that's clearly totally different!) New Year's resolution intact, thank you very much. Taboo reactivated.

And then I'm driving to work today...
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So I got stood up twice this weekend. (Don't worry it wasn't by Sarah of my last two updates. That's just something I'm playing by ear and we're friends for now, though she wants to hang out this week.)

Anyway, on my last gig I met this reallycute girl who actually asked ME for my number. (which is practically what you have to do in...
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"Besa me."

She gave me a look that fell somewhere between incredulous and contemplative. After a beat she calmly responded "No".

"Porque?"

"Because I love you."

I had to be on that side of town in the morning so I called Sarah and asked if I could stay over that night. Originally she had planned to go out of town and her roomies were having...
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REFLECTIONS ON SARAH: PART 1 [\B]

"Alright boo... call me
(she paused)
Wow. I just boo'd you"

I KNOW... I love you. Talk to you later.

After I hung up the phone I immediately started a retrospection of how we had gotten to this point. I'm not exactly sure what it means, but I think that by exploring it I might be one step closer...
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Life... it can be funny sometimes.

This morning I got a bit of a tourists guide stroll through a block or two of Compton from this little old lady, who works there as a school teacher. From the way she talked about it I would have never guessed that it was the city that gave birth to west coast gangsta rap as much as a...
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