what ifs:
if i hadn't tried this
it would've lingered round
if i hadn't sought this life
no other one'd been found
if i would've died back
when i felt there was no more
if i would've crawled back
to the whore of a life you left me for
i'd never had known
just how thick my blood does run
i would have never sacrificed...
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if i hadn't tried this
it would've lingered round
if i hadn't sought this life
no other one'd been found
if i would've died back
when i felt there was no more
if i would've crawled back
to the whore of a life you left me for
i'd never had known
just how thick my blood does run
i would have never sacrificed...
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new poetry:
ahem.
roses are red.
violets are blue.
all of my base.
are belong to you.
thank you.
ahem.
roses are red.
violets are blue.
all of my base.
are belong to you.
thank you.
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elan:
::stands, claps, cheers::
that was beautiful!
that was beautiful!
lv:
inspiring... 
By the way, little debbies suck...ugh, I hate them all!
[Edited on Jan 18, 2004 1:02PM]
By the way, little debbies suck...ugh, I hate them all!
[Edited on Jan 18, 2004 1:02PM]
I'd like to state, for the record, that insomnia (or whatever I have) blows.
The odd part about it, it comes and goes like it never happened. Last night, I woke up after actually sleeping for about an hour and my mind felt like I needed to be awake instead of quietly slumbering... after trying to ignore this impulse for a good 30 minutes, I...
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The odd part about it, it comes and goes like it never happened. Last night, I woke up after actually sleeping for about an hour and my mind felt like I needed to be awake instead of quietly slumbering... after trying to ignore this impulse for a good 30 minutes, I...
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nick42:
ever try taking melatonin before bedtime... it worked for me. unlike sleeping pills, it resets your biological clock, tells your body it's night time, time to sleep.
yoagy:
Try having a two and a have hour talk with a woman about your feelings 
everyone hears you
speaking your cautious ways
ravaging the maze
till you can find what keeps you
everyone sees you
working on your scars
carving out a star
brand yourself so he can find you
take the shadows and
dance with moonlight
rape yourself now
you only get one chance at life
fuck opinion
nobody knows what is right
take your chances
just in time...
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speaking your cautious ways
ravaging the maze
till you can find what keeps you
everyone sees you
working on your scars
carving out a star
brand yourself so he can find you
take the shadows and
dance with moonlight
rape yourself now
you only get one chance at life
fuck opinion
nobody knows what is right
take your chances
just in time...
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unknowntrigram:
nice vice man.
last night was fun
thanks for letting us chill at your place
yeah... ride is much shorter when you go on the RIGHT roads.
got home safe and whatnot
last night was fun
thanks for letting us chill at your place
yeah... ride is much shorter when you go on the RIGHT roads.
got home safe and whatnot
unknowntrigram:
yeah man... no prob
's the holiday season. tis better to give and whatnot.
more events would be cool.
once i know how to acually get down there w/o taking two and a half hours i'd be down w/ driving more often.
heh
's the holiday season. tis better to give and whatnot.
more events would be cool.
once i know how to acually get down there w/o taking two and a half hours i'd be down w/ driving more often.
heh
digging through old notebooks, i ran accross an old writing (roughly 8-10 years) recording my thoughts of when i first started receiving what my family and church would deem as prophetic dreams and how I'd been blessed:
lay my head
i seek to rest
everything stop for me
but in my dreams
for all to see
my isanity is set free
prophecize prophecize what the...
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lay my head
i seek to rest
everything stop for me
but in my dreams
for all to see
my isanity is set free
prophecize prophecize what the...
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lv:
t4nt, this snow's for you then!
What will you be playing? I seriously recommend getting your hands on the Call of Duty demo and checking it out. The game, I think, is on sale now at Best Buy for like 30 bucks....might've been just a weekend deal though. Very fun FPS game to play solo and multiplayer. It's the first time I've enjoyed the whole Counter Strike-esque attack/defend/defuse gametype.
Oh, and it's built from the Quake 3 engine, so it feels a lot like UT (more than Quake 3) but yet has quick kills and cool weapons much like a more sim-esque tactical FPS.
'Course, if you buy Diablo 2 and get on Bnet....
What will you be playing? I seriously recommend getting your hands on the Call of Duty demo and checking it out. The game, I think, is on sale now at Best Buy for like 30 bucks....might've been just a weekend deal though. Very fun FPS game to play solo and multiplayer. It's the first time I've enjoyed the whole Counter Strike-esque attack/defend/defuse gametype.
Oh, and it's built from the Quake 3 engine, so it feels a lot like UT (more than Quake 3) but yet has quick kills and cool weapons much like a more sim-esque tactical FPS.
'Course, if you buy Diablo 2 and get on Bnet....
diggity:
do you still have them?
take my hand
show me eventually
what will always
find me awakening
teach my hand
to do what you could not
what will always
leave me screaming
the darkness penetrates
hiding behind lucious wishlessness
scream at these damn things
probing from inside
tonight i will
throw the window open
cool air is so pure at night
let my heart explode and
take the life of...
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show me eventually
what will always
find me awakening
teach my hand
to do what you could not
what will always
leave me screaming
the darkness penetrates
hiding behind lucious wishlessness
scream at these damn things
probing from inside
tonight i will
throw the window open
cool air is so pure at night
let my heart explode and
take the life of...
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lunna:
I hope to talk to you soon tongue man. lol
Hugs
Hugs
yoagy:
I'll always leave you screaming 
Bwahhaaaaaaaa 
Bwahhaaaaaaaa wake up later than anticipated
stumble to that shower proof that you're jaded
turn on the water, the money arrived too late
at the door a final notice somehow this is fate
and i say
keep walking
keep walking the way you do
or running, running can get you there too
just keep moving however you feel is best
b/c in the end
you're your...
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stumble to that shower proof that you're jaded
turn on the water, the money arrived too late
at the door a final notice somehow this is fate
and i say
keep walking
keep walking the way you do
or running, running can get you there too
just keep moving however you feel is best
b/c in the end
you're your...
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monsterjoe:
Thank you much.
lv:
distant, you need to procure D2 cd-keys and get on Bnet. chop chop!
it's been a while, yes, i know.... i've been busy catching up with work again, well, with my car exploding and all. Got that fixed, and back on to the money issues. All and all though, I'm in surprisingly high spirits... helps to have a woman around to smack ya when you get down on yourself
I should start an Elizabeth City job here in...
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userlame:
rockin! it's good to have anyone around to smack ya. 
mrsmead:
Random Chicken!!!!!
Random Chicken!!!!!
well, my baby went up on SG Her head hasn't swelled to outlandish proportions as a result... yet 
But it's good to see her so excited Even better, I got to surprise her with an SG "going up birthday" cake that I had special ordered at the local bakery The party for her unveiling is tonight and should be a blast, close friends, alchohol, and...
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Her head hasn't swelled to outlandish proportions as a result... yet But it's good to see her so excited Even better, I got to surprise her with an SG "going up birthday" cake that I had special ordered at the local bakery The party for her unveiling is tonight and should be a blast, close friends, alchohol, and... Read More
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stacie:
*whistles* at yer girl..
userlame:
rock on. how's the living situation thing goin?
It's been a fun weekend by far... enjoyed a few substances, spent quite a bit of alone time with Zelda, and we're going out today because it's nice and sunny
THIS THURSDAY WE'RE GONNA GO SEE RILO KILEY!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!
This'll be the first time I've been able to be in NC when they've been in the area So that should be alot of fun. Hopefully...
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THIS THURSDAY WE'RE GONNA GO SEE RILO KILEY!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!
This'll be the first time I've been able to be in NC when they've been in the area
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pinup:
YAY RILO KILEY!!! 
Jenna
Jenna
korben:
yeah can't wait till thursday! it will be tons upon tons of fun!
On the first day, there was relaxation, and it was good. On the second day, there was early release, and it was good. And on the 3rd day, work got rained out, and it was good. But on the 4th day, all hell broke loose and I think I'm gonna pass the fuck out :/
Oh well, one more day, and tomorrow should prove to...
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Oh well, one more day, and tomorrow should prove to...
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blameshift:
Hey, I was wondering if you had an address for Cat's Cradle in Chapel Hill, I'd like to go to the event. I'd need an address so I can look it up on Mapquest. Thanks a lot!
R.I.P: the fro is no more and probably isn't coming back for quite a while.
I got Zelda to chop it off yesterday and we both like the short hair with the goatee... so i think I'm going to keep it like this for a while :x
Got in trouble at work, my welbutrin has been giving me problems when it wears out at night...
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I got Zelda to chop it off yesterday and we both like the short hair with the goatee... so i think I'm going to keep it like this for a while :x
Got in trouble at work, my welbutrin has been giving me problems when it wears out at night...
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userlame:
WHAT?! NO MORE FRO?!
*death*
*death*
reagan:
no more hair!! :tear:
stacie is secretly jelous that she missed out on blue feet pool time...
:sigh:distance and distant are the same damn word, so i'll use both, when refering to you!!
"WHATEVEAWHATEVAIDOWAHTIWANTIDOWHATIWANT!"
stacie is secretly jelous that she missed out on blue feet pool time...
:sigh:distance and distant are the same damn word, so i'll use both, when refering to you!!
"WHATEVEAWHATEVAIDOWAHTIWANTIDOWHATIWANT!"
crystal and i (and maybe one more) will be there tonight. though, i'm not sure where there is or what time we'll be there. drop me an email or a post with details if you will.
peas,
-w-