listening to:
he war - cat power
cry to me - solomon burke
fairytale of new york - the pogues
30 whacks - the dresden dolls
just traveling through - the thrills
hallelujah - bob dylan (live)
perfect fit - the dresden dolls
celebrate you - veruca salt
i wish my baby was born - riley baugus, tim erikson, & tim o'brien (cold mountain soundtrack)...
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he war - cat power
cry to me - solomon burke
fairytale of new york - the pogues
30 whacks - the dresden dolls
just traveling through - the thrills
hallelujah - bob dylan (live)
perfect fit - the dresden dolls
celebrate you - veruca salt
i wish my baby was born - riley baugus, tim erikson, & tim o'brien (cold mountain soundtrack)...
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words hit much harder than the bullets from a gun, a shovel to the skull, a stab in the spine.
-ben kweller "hospital bed"
not much going on at all.
worked. was fun, got to work with my lil' one stella.
bought a new shirt from the gap. soft comfy brown v-neck.
returned the cd i bought. i want that more than the movie...
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-ben kweller "hospital bed"
not much going on at all.
worked. was fun, got to work with my lil' one stella.
bought a new shirt from the gap. soft comfy brown v-neck.
returned the cd i bought. i want that more than the movie...
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bottlecaps:
The girl I met in Canada used one like this...
While I was going down on her and she made some crazy noises.
While I was going down on her and she made some crazy noises.
pixidust:
so as i make my first million ill buy you whatever you want .... 
hmm...
yesterday i finally worked up the courage to buy a dirty anime dvd from Sam Goodey...if it were a porn shop i wouldn't have been a tad embarassed, but since it wasn't, i felt a littel weird. it's called Twin Angels and it's not that good. if i could return it i would... there isn't enough sex! and there are too many looooonnngg fighting...
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yesterday i finally worked up the courage to buy a dirty anime dvd from Sam Goodey...if it were a porn shop i wouldn't have been a tad embarassed, but since it wasn't, i felt a littel weird. it's called Twin Angels and it's not that good. if i could return it i would... there isn't enough sex! and there are too many looooonnngg fighting...
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funkabella:
pretty bra and panties that look like whaaaaaaaat? i need some pretty ones, i cant find bras i like that are pretty 
i totally bought that stuff from best buy lol and i was proud
u rawk
ang<3
i totally bought that stuff from best buy lol and i was proud
u rawk
ang<3
_stella_:
UPDATE YOUR SHIT!!! Sound familiar? Haha I love you sis...see ya at work 2morrow!! 
i'm always dreaming that i'm forgetting something.
i've had several dreams where i'm a bride's maid, a bride, or going to prom and have forgotten almost everything i need.
last night i dreamt that i was going to prom and left the house in jeans and a t shirt and and had my dress with me but nothing else and only realized that when we...
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i've had several dreams where i'm a bride's maid, a bride, or going to prom and have forgotten almost everything i need.
last night i dreamt that i was going to prom and left the house in jeans and a t shirt and and had my dress with me but nothing else and only realized that when we...
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sugar_boy:
I used to dream about always being late or missing classes in high school, and that dream kept on 5 years after the fact!
I do think it has something to do with caring about how others percieve you, at least for me, because the worst part of the dream was always when I walked into the class and the teacher and classmates would lose respect for me for being a zero.
It's easier for me to deal now with people and their respect levels of me for some reason, so maybe that's why I don't dream that dream anymore.
Random thoughts. Not sure if they mean shit.
I do think it has something to do with caring about how others percieve you, at least for me, because the worst part of the dream was always when I walked into the class and the teacher and classmates would lose respect for me for being a zero.
It's easier for me to deal now with people and their respect levels of me for some reason, so maybe that's why I don't dream that dream anymore.
Random thoughts. Not sure if they mean shit.
_stella_:
I have all the penis?? Ha Ha i wouldn't go that far love!! That was a good one though
-i am crazily tired right now.
-my kitchen reeks of bug spray.
-i watched The Pickup Artist tonight.
-i am pretty much desperate for sex right now.
-tonight i realized that i will never be the girl that is sought after. i will always be the fat best friend. or the second choice, or the third. or the last resort.
-i cry everyday.
-i feel...
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-my kitchen reeks of bug spray.
-i watched The Pickup Artist tonight.
-i am pretty much desperate for sex right now.
-tonight i realized that i will never be the girl that is sought after. i will always be the fat best friend. or the second choice, or the third. or the last resort.
-i cry everyday.
-i feel...
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daft69996:
Being emotionally attached sucks if it isn't returned! Its an excersize in masochism.
As for casual sex, if you are not in a place- emotionally- where you would not enjoy it, its pointless. Better to stay home and use some tiy till the batteries or you run out!!
As for casual sex, if you are not in a place- emotionally- where you would not enjoy it, its pointless. Better to stay home and use some tiy till the batteries or you run out!!
_stella_:
Sister I am so sorry you feel this way. Just know like you always tell me...Things will get better. You're gonna get through this and you know I am here to help you with whatever you need. I love you endlessly!!!!!!
nothing much to say, just felt like updating.
bought a new bathroom set today. shower curtain, liner, soap pump, soap dish, toothbrush holder...all for $20. it's a welcomed change. i was so sick of looking at fish. will post picture later.
my brother's birthday is tomorrow. 9 years old. it's insane.
got him an $18 Full Metal Alchamist (sp?) shirt from hot topic.
my mom...
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bought a new bathroom set today. shower curtain, liner, soap pump, soap dish, toothbrush holder...all for $20. it's a welcomed change. i was so sick of looking at fish. will post picture later.
my brother's birthday is tomorrow. 9 years old. it's insane.
got him an $18 Full Metal Alchamist (sp?) shirt from hot topic.
my mom...
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corporatespy:
Hah! Yeah... my friend Catherine's mom forces her little brother to listen to christian rock rubbish. *shiver* poor kid, hes 12 and since Cat is all grown up and moved out she can't intervene. Though, for his last b.day she got him slayer and suicidal tendencies CDs. Totally cheesed off her parents. But is being a poser better than listening to christian rock? Rough call but i'd ultimately say yes!
daft69996:
Watch SLCPunk!!! Apparrently, we are all posers!
nothing much to report.
just dreading my birthday like no other.
spent $44 at Target last night. bunch of clearance school supplies and a matching bra and pantie.
spent almost as much at Hot Topic the other day. i only went in to buy a present for my little brother's 9th birthday on sunday...got that and a few clearance items as they were %50 off...
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just dreading my birthday like no other.
spent $44 at Target last night. bunch of clearance school supplies and a matching bra and pantie.
spent almost as much at Hot Topic the other day. i only went in to buy a present for my little brother's 9th birthday on sunday...got that and a few clearance items as they were %50 off...
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bottlecaps:
If only you weren't in AZ. Get to the Seattle AI quick.
graycen:
Awwww....
*HUGS*
I'm sure being lonely for a little bit will be much better for you then getting involved with the needy "myspace" guy in the long run... Hang in there!
In the meantime you have your faithful "friends" to keep you company! Right? Right!!!
Gray
*HUGS*
I'm sure being lonely for a little bit will be much better for you then getting involved with the needy "myspace" guy in the long run... Hang in there!
In the meantime you have your faithful "friends" to keep you company! Right? Right!!!
Gray
well, let's see...i've got a headache right now, and my back hurts.
last night i hung out with this guy i met off of myspace named Jason...he seemed real nice and stuff and i was dying to have some company...
i met him at the grocery store by my house. he drives a '65 mustang. hehe...
we went back to my house and watched Death...
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last night i hung out with this guy i met off of myspace named Jason...he seemed real nice and stuff and i was dying to have some company...
i met him at the grocery store by my house. he drives a '65 mustang. hehe...
we went back to my house and watched Death...
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buzzgringo:
hi delores,
pleas b carefull, there are a lot of fucked up people out there.(bring mace next time). And there are other ways to date. You seem like a nice and clever girl. take control first and be dominant. you can be submisive later.
x buzz
pleas b carefull, there are a lot of fucked up people out there.(bring mace next time). And there are other ways to date. You seem like a nice and clever girl. take control first and be dominant. you can be submisive later.
x buzz
graycen:
Wow... and I thought my dating stories were bad. I have heard of MySpace.com but have never ventured there...ummm...not sure I want to either! *chuckle*
I've had shitty luck dating, too...I might tell you about it if we are ever sitting around drinkin' beer together sometime.... Yeah. I pretty much gave up dating for now. I figure if I meet someone it will happen naturally...and they will care for me as much as I care for them ( not this lopsided relationship shit!)
Good luck with your next date. Definitely take buzzgringo's advice. Lots and LOTS of MACE.... or better yet make it a double date!
Be Safe!
Gray
I've had shitty luck dating, too...I might tell you about it if we are ever sitting around drinkin' beer together sometime.... Yeah. I pretty much gave up dating for now. I figure if I meet someone it will happen naturally...and they will care for me as much as I care for them ( not this lopsided relationship shit!)
Good luck with your next date. Definitely take buzzgringo's advice. Lots and LOTS of MACE.... or better yet make it a double date!
Be Safe!
Gray
of course he didn't come by. no surprises there.
i went out with Kristin to see her friend's play some accustic sets at Holga's, an art gallery in downtown Phoenix.
i've been there before with my ex for First Fridays a couple of times...bleh. he'd be so jealous because two of Kristin's friends from high school are living in the ajoining apartment building. heh.
well,...
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i went out with Kristin to see her friend's play some accustic sets at Holga's, an art gallery in downtown Phoenix.
i've been there before with my ex for First Fridays a couple of times...bleh. he'd be so jealous because two of Kristin's friends from high school are living in the ajoining apartment building. heh.
well,...
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apadravya:
thanks for commenting on my set!
it means so much to me!
♥
p.s. i'm glad that i'm able to help you out in times of need.
it means so much to me!
♥
p.s. i'm glad that i'm able to help you out in times of need.
new_futon:
Hi hope your ok, i liking your PSW sets alot
want to hear something sick?
at night, when i cant sleep, i often imagine my own funeral.
i've actually been doing this for years.
i think about who would actually show up, what they'd look like and where they'd sit.
the ones who are always there are my mom, brothers, and my dad (that's mostly wishful thinking, cause i honestly dont know if he'd show...
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at night, when i cant sleep, i often imagine my own funeral.
i've actually been doing this for years.
i think about who would actually show up, what they'd look like and where they'd sit.
the ones who are always there are my mom, brothers, and my dad (that's mostly wishful thinking, cause i honestly dont know if he'd show...
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oa55:
i plan on being a no-show for mine... 
star10764:
I think that it is a natural thing to think about your funeral. Just as long as you are not wishing that it will come soon you are OK.....keep smiling
i just finished some Maruchan Instant Lunch. really satisfying for some reason today.
i woke up feeling not so bad today. i woke up and masturbated some.
yesterday was the most exhausting day ever. i was woken at about 10:30 by my mom's idiot friends and their very loud children. they woke me up knocking on the door and then i couldn't fall back asleep...
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i woke up feeling not so bad today. i woke up and masturbated some.
yesterday was the most exhausting day ever. i was woken at about 10:30 by my mom's idiot friends and their very loud children. they woke me up knocking on the door and then i couldn't fall back asleep...
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oa55:
"i woke up feeling not so bad today. i woke up and masturbated some."... i knew there were reasons i stayed on this site...
star10764:
congrats on the weight loss. I can relate to job related stress even though I'm on medical leave right I am currently going through alot of BS on the job and most likely will get fired when I return.
Cute little mini set on PSW
Cute little mini set on PSW
i'm sick of pretending i'm ok.
i'm fucking not ok.
i fucking hate everything about my life right now.
i've been realizing that i have nothing to offer.
nothing at all.
i'm going no where.
i dont know what the fuck i want, and even if i did, i wouldn't know how to go about getting it.
i feel totally worthless and useless right now....
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i'm fucking not ok.
i fucking hate everything about my life right now.
i've been realizing that i have nothing to offer.
nothing at all.
i'm going no where.
i dont know what the fuck i want, and even if i did, i wouldn't know how to go about getting it.
i feel totally worthless and useless right now....
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filmguy79:
woah! life ain't so bad...there's a boy here in MD that thinks you're a TOTAL cutie!!
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[Edited on May 29, 2005 12:08PM]
bashster:
hide to rope,tablets,razorblades,car in garage with blocked exhaust pipe,high building,gun that kurt used,petrol can and match awww fuck it girl cheer up girl hope this cheered you up!.
ps paint the ceiling or sleep faced down!
ps paint the ceiling or sleep faced down!
well i hope you get it for your birthday thatd make a great gift.
soul calibur 2 was fun i cant wait for the third one