the big move to Lemon Grove is upon us... this is the last week I get to spend at Mission Valley with dannyboy .... it really sucks!!
I am going to miss seeing him anytime of the day i want to. I won't get to go over to his cubical and just say hi and give him a kiss and no more lunch breaks that...
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I am going to miss seeing him anytime of the day i want to. I won't get to go over to his cubical and just say hi and give him a kiss and no more lunch breaks that...
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mexicant:
Exactly. It's like licking the cake and not eating it. I can't stop myself. 
mexicant:
Sorry. Was...ummm... "occupado". I'm gonna be sick.
Okay...nothing new, but i wanted to update...so....
SMILE lots and lots and extra lots!!!1
SMILE!!
SMILE lots and lots and extra lots!!!1
SMILE!!
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stasia:
awwwww i love you guys!!!
you totally represnt for me!!
you totally represnt for me!!
aliceinmyhead:
Yay for smiling headahces! I think! LOL! Im doing good, just tired as sin! You, Me, Danny, and Ben should go out in a couple weeks when we get back from Santa Ana and go to dinner and movies or something cool!
Okay, i havent updated in a while....
I've been sick and it's been that time of the month- double whamy!!
I'm still sick, but the other part is over with, finally.
So Friday night and a lot of Saturday I spent with dannyboy. I had fun. we pretty much just sat around his house and watched movies laying in bed. I love just sitting...
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I've been sick and it's been that time of the month- double whamy!!
I'm still sick, but the other part is over with, finally.
So Friday night and a lot of Saturday I spent with dannyboy. I had fun. we pretty much just sat around his house and watched movies laying in bed. I love just sitting...
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mexicant:
Have you seen the scars on me? Those were done before you arrived. And ask anyone that's known me for more than a year... I was a fucking mess before you. I can't even begin to count the times I found myself with a razor to my wrist trying to think of a reason not to kill myself.
...and why did you edit it? What did it say before?
...and why did you edit it? What did it say before?
mexicant:
I love you too.
Okay, so I figured out why my entries have been looking so depressing lately and why they only seem to look depressing at certain times of the month... CLUE... yeah, certain "girly" times of the month. Well, the week before certain times of the month... Okay so maybe you don't understand me but it all makes sense in my head. At least I don't get...
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mexicant:
How come you don't post on here anymore?
clearbrightfire:
I think maybe theres some law someone that girls can be as bitchy and depressed as they want when they have blood dripping out of their vagina
so dont worry
so dont worry
So what's up with the whole cutting thing? why do people do it and how does it make people feel? does it release them from something else, does it make you feel physical pain instead of mental pain?
Hmmmm... maybe it is time for an experiment to see what the hype is all about. maybe if I understand it better by experience i won't condone...
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Hmmmm... maybe it is time for an experiment to see what the hype is all about. maybe if I understand it better by experience i won't condone...
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firepixie:
it's diffrent for diffrent people, but generally the idea is that it either makes you feel something (so you know you're alive) or it makes you concentrate on a pain that you can control (as opposed to mental anguish that you can't)
that has been my take on it anyway- i don't really recommend it though, unless you like all the scars (i'm a recovering cutter, and i don't love my scars anymore)
that has been my take on it anyway- i don't really recommend it though, unless you like all the scars (i'm a recovering cutter, and i don't love my scars anymore)
tiffanymarie:
This sounds like it is a fight waiting to happen. Hope you guys are okay, or at least will be. I'm sure you will. Take care, Tiff
I say things meaning them as a joke but don't realize that they may hurt someone's feelings. Now I'm upset with myself.
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krim:
Hey thanks for the nice welcome! Its refreshing to hear some kind words from someone. I'm so excited to be here in SD. It's been wonderful so far. Looking forward to a great summer.
Hope you feel better. I tend to fall in the same situation as you're in. I sometimes take things too far and end up hurting someones feelings and i feel totaly horrible about it. Just try not to let it get you down for too long.
Its refreshing to hear some kind words from someone. I'm so excited to be here in SD. It's been wonderful so far. Looking forward to a great summer.
Hope you feel better. I tend to fall in the same situation as you're in. I sometimes take things too far and end up hurting someones feelings and i feel totaly horrible about it. Just try not to let it get you down for too long.
mexicant:
I miss you.
Okay, so yesterday was the concert. It was my very first concert and it was so cool. We went to see the Decemberists, who by the way rock live. dannyboy was my designated driver... yeah so I got wasted. It was great to have him by myside sharing something he loves so much (music).We went with gambitgirlie and mr_demille. I had lots of fun....
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redneck70:
Sorry I didn't recognize you! When I met you before you had your hair down and looked a lot different. I had a good time at the show and enjoyed meeting ya'll again.
redneck70:
True that!
So today I took the day off to spend with dannyboy. Had a great day. we ummm...yeah, layed around together that was really fun. Then took some naps with eachother. I love being in his arms. Then went to the dentist. Then ate at Denny's... gotta love their nachos and shakes. Went shopping for new books and new plugs... I am at a 10g...
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that was really fun. Then took some naps with eachother. I love being in his arms. Then went to the dentist. Then ate at Denny's... gotta love their nachos and shakes. Went shopping for new books and new plugs... I am at a 10g... Read More
stasia:
hey huny!
COURSE i rmember you!
fun times at the BBQ
i will def let ya know when im up
5 times faves?
awwwwwwwwww
xoxoxox
COURSE i rmember you!
fun times at the BBQ
i will def let ya know when im up
5 times faves?
awwwwwwwwww
xoxoxox
engrishmofaka:
I want nachos now. Dammit.
I am so tired... i havent quite firgured out that since I wake up earlier now, I should be going to sleep earlier. But it seems to be that I am just tired not sleepy tired.... don't know why that is...
So i figured out that I can't really change who I am. I tried to not be stubborn and just agree with things and...
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So i figured out that I can't really change who I am. I tried to not be stubborn and just agree with things and...
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mexicant:
Hehehe... you made me blush. 
mexicant:
See you tomorrow morning! 
People say that being out spoken and having a mind of your own is a good thing.... well those people havent heard that sometimes too much of a good thing makes it bad.... I think that sometimes I try too hard to be my own person and it interfers with my relationships weather it be romantically or even with my friends.... Sometimes I get so...
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mexicant:
I love you. Just thought I'd let you know.
bbecker:
sorry to hear that you didnt get scared, and yeah lots of people get confused when they go there... 
Okay... Just a few new things...
I just finished the 1st book in the series of Sleeping Beauty. I can't believe they made her go to the village! So yeah, looking forward to the other 2 books in the series, the 1st was really good.
Me and dannyboy went to the fair on Saturday. Got to do some beer tasting. We rode some rides and...
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I just finished the 1st book in the series of Sleeping Beauty. I can't believe they made her go to the village! So yeah, looking forward to the other 2 books in the series, the 1st was really good.
Me and dannyboy went to the fair on Saturday. Got to do some beer tasting. We rode some rides and...
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mexicant:
I love you. No matter what it seems like or how I act, always know that I love you more than anything in this world and nothing could ever change that.
EVER
EVER
Okay, so I finished the "Story of O"... I don't really read much, but that book was good... I finished it in one day cause I just couln't put it down. Then dannyboy had to explain why they do some of the things they do (slaves and masters).
Yay... it's almost Friday... I am beat!! But saturday is Delmar Fair day, yay!! then Sunday is...
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Yay... it's almost Friday... I am beat!! But saturday is Delmar Fair day, yay!! then Sunday is...
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mexicant:
Please?
mexicant:
I love you! I can't wait till Monday!