connielingus

Note to self: Trying to overwork muscles you haven't used in a bit is not conducive to getting healthy. Ouch.

Yeah so, not much to report. Here's a quick update:

- I quit my job. Don't even ask me why. Part whim of sheer laziness, part valid problems with the companys' policies and the way they treat their customers. I'm not too career minded, all...
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I'm in a pretty derned good mood today. Woke up with a spring in my step & many reasons to be thankful. Namely - I love my friends. Be it those of you I'm just beginning to get to know, or those of you permanently etched into my heart, you all leave me warm & fuzzy and feeling beyond lucky to know you. ♥

This...
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Last night was good times. The roomie and I headed up North to attend SGNJ's dine-in of the month at zoomusikgrl & Gonzo77s' place. The Jersey kids really know how to throw down - the food was phenomenal & the people I had the priviledge to spend some time with are just amazing. Between last weekends' crazily enjoyable Charm City event at 666irishs'...
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The week behind us was an interesting one for me, and the week ahead looks to be just as exciting. It almost appears as if I have a life.

First off, I had a lovely visit to the ER last Friday. I'd been having pretty bad chest pains due to what I'd assumed was indigestion and made the mistake of mentioning it in passing two...
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Startin to feel beter. One step at a time.

Had a half decent day off - spent some time with my sister, went to visit my brother, went shoppin with the best girl (toys r us ftw), came home and watched Bottle Rocket.

Currently we're drinking vanilla mango mojitos & listening to Neil Diamond. Life is good.

I'm having my doc lower my dosage of...
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I am ruled by alcohol, nicotine, & my computer chair.

Sporadic moods swings are triggered by my inability to motivate myself for long periods of time. I love too much, I bitch too much.

It's pretty damn scary when you know better, but still can't help yourself.

I confiscated my roomies' Feist CD and listen to it on repeat for hours. ♥

There's nothing wrong...
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Numb.

I feels it.

I've been going through the motions for entirely too long. Maybe I should try to wean myself off the meds. Hope I don't freak out in the process.

I've been missing interacting with many of you terribly, just haven't felt as though I have anything of impotance to say.

Eh.

I'm fucking bored.

I'm fucking drunk.

This place used to be my haven in either or occurence. WTF happened?!?!

Talk to me people. Tell me somethin good. ♥

I am reprioritizing and reevaluating my life once again. Welcome to my world of never ending limbo. The broken record that has become my existence no longer puts me at ease. I need discipline.
No longer being spoken for leaves me feeling empty, boring, & uninformed. I've been so wrapped up in a doomed relationship that I forgot who I am. The better part of...
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I did it!

I am now a happily single woman. *sigh of relief*

It was done so maturely, so easily, & so very lovingly. On BOTH our parts. Turns out, Greek boy has been thinking quite the same way I have, but was terrified to share these thoughts with me.
We talked, laughed, and cried for a good hour. It was the healthiest breakup I've...
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New Year - new journal. I haven't much to say, I've been in a fog for a bit.

I'm not much for embracing the new year like I did in '07, but maybe that's for the best since '07 was a pretty god awful year. No resolutions, really, just lots in my life that needs taking care of. I have an agenda of sorts and...
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Blah blah blah words.....

Happiest of New Years to you all.