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Well guys, my time here is done.

I have been a member since '05 and it really has given me great joy. I have made amazing friends, found love..shit, even found myself.

You have been with me through many moves, and death. My body image, my mental health..and I am blessed.

It's time to move on. I am here less and less...
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thefuckoffkid:
Dislike.
jensen:
Wish you the best!
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This has been my my brain and body lately.



Well I've been lockin' myself up in my house for sometime now
Readin' and writin' and readin' and thinkin'
and searching for reasons and missing the seasons.

The Autumn, the Spring, the Summer, the snow.
The record will stop and the record will go.
Latches latched the windows down,
the dog coming in and the...
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chazgasm:
and why am I a bad ass? I actually have a very nice ass thank you very much wink
coyotemike:
Thank you, dear smile
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So I am now a shift supervisor at my job, one of the head receptionists for the whole company, and one of the heads of another dept. This may come across as bragging, when really it just is for me to look at in the future, if I ever feel shitty about me.

It's super funny the impression that people at work have of...
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hemightbegiant:
Feelings of ugliness?

You do own a mirror right?
mattacme:
You are the shit, you know?

Bests always here or anywhere. I'm a huge fan of you.
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obd:
biggrin
snakeplissken:
I'm going to keep the faith that it will work out. It will be awhile before I finish school. Maybe during that time we'll both maneuver to different places in life. I love you so much. You're my best friend.
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Well...interesting week.

I cried so hard I almost barfed.

I worked..a lot.

I went to a little scotch tasting holiday shin-dig.

Started a little more stable of a work schedule.

The promotion I discussed in last journal may get put on hold, as

Tomorrow I am interviewing for two positions in an entirely different department.

Big changes in schedule, pay and overall mental...
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toothpickmoe:
That sense of impending doom is my good vibes. They're sort of dicks, but they do their job eventually.
munke:
Go get em tiger!
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jekyllandhyde:
Hello my dear, how are you, aside from sporting a damn sexy new look?
dwam:
thanks ! smile
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gypsymonster:
Will look fantastic on you. I always thought Emma Watson was beautiful, but when I saw her on an interview a few days ago like this...omg heart meltlovelovelove
tactical:
Im sure it would look amazing
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cocoabutter:
i like to consider myself tame. i know it sounds crazy, but it's true. ask anyone on here who knows me. i think that when people are about to meet me, they expect me to try and finger them like right away. i'm a gentleman, i wait a week.

tis the nature of the beast.
casper:
And why is that?
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I should be sleeping.
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_holden_:
I should be too. Hope to meet up with you while you are here in CO.
dizzy:
Sleep is overrated. Build a better dream first.
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devilsreject:
SMILE!
devilsreject:
you have such a pretty face, i am almost certain that your smile would do nothing but add to that pretty face. It's 2 a.m. here and i just want to get into my truck, drive to LA, give you a big giant bear hug and say "you're going to be okay!" just to see if it gets a smile out of you.

I may/may not also include a dorky little dance with that bear hug to get you to smile.
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I don't know how many of you recall an aunt of mine that I mentioned a few times that was sick with cancer, but she passed tonight.

She fell at home, because she was so weak. She split her head in two. Her son found her unconscious and drove her to the hospital. She was surrounded with her family in her last living moments...
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casper:
That's terribly sad, and I'm sorry. And you still have a good bit of time until you have to be the inspirational lady you feel she was...youngster.
dizzy:
I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Well, it has been awhile, I suppose.

1. Just finished both Planetary and WE3(reread that one). Both very good. Planetary amazes me. Warren Ellis is incredible.

2. Saw Toy Story 3 today. Good stuff. Not sure if I am on board with everything being in 3D now, but whatever.

3. My mom is getting remarried soon. Any day now, actually. Which is so exciting...
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snakeplissken:
It's a talent. Like crocheting or carving big blocks of ice into shit like bears or flamingos with a chainsaw.
martini:
oh hey you... ♥

xo