codycat

I can't wait till I can be active again... All this boredom is killing me.. over thinking all my problems, making myself depressed and slipping back into my hateful ways... I need to get outside and risk my life doing some extreme shit before I kill someone... Or myself... Either way my brains are not in a good place... Fuck it, time to hit the...
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I wish all my friends in Arizona weren't heroin addicts... I just wanna chill with someone I used to know, but everyone I know here are fuckin junkies... Shits fucking lame! I can't wait to go home

Well I'm fucking pissed off now!!

I just want to go back to Colorado and continue my life.... I fucking hate being stuck in Arizona. I left this state for a reason and never should have Come back!!

I wish I had the money and mobility to go out for a night of heavy drinking!!!!

Payday 2is a fucking sweet game!! I'd recommend it to anyone that owns a computer... Other than that, life is the same as it was yesterday.... Shitty like a truck stop bathroom (not literally) but you get what I'm saying... I just wish I could go ride my fucking bike or climb a rock or do a handstand or even work!!!! Ahhhhhh I'm going fucking...
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Holy fuck I can't wait till I can get rid of this fucking back brace!! Only 3 more weeks and I can burn that fucking thing!!!! Oh and in other news, I haven't taken any of my prescription painkillers (poison) in 3 full days!!! My back hurts like a bitch, but I'll take the pain over the drugs any day!!

Been back in flagstaff less than 7 hours and already remember Why I left this place.... These next 3 weeks will be fun.... Sarcasm

Denied Medicaid and all the other financial assistance shit, looks like my $300k+ hospital bills are on me, and I'm not able to work for 3 more months.... Yupp I'm fucked