chiquitabonita

I don't know...I'm just tired. think of something by yourself.

i've been busy, and sick, and busy...now I'm listening to depeche mode. rocky horror picture show was fantastic, nothing like seeing people do the time warp to force you to reembrace your life. went to go see the incredibles...thank you sweetheart. never met a man so inclined to kidnap me for my idea of fun...weds I assume there will be time spent at elmcitydrunk's...
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now hooked on starbucks concoctions...oh it's a sad sad day for me...too fucking excited about both going on a date tomorrow night, and getting to see rocky horror picture show on it. that movie was listed as one of the causes of my parents divorce. how fucked up is that? richard obrien WAS the other man, almost!

votevotevotevotevotevotevotevotevotevotevotevotevotevotevote. if you didn't yet, don't comment to me. they keep running the stats from last election (537 bitches!) and my baby bro just announced that he will be holding anyone not voting personally responsible if bush wins. gotta love the kids. had a disneylicious weekend...saw elmcitydrunk and GrumpyBear friday, and lo, the fight was on. my sweetie and ECD looked on in horrified delight...
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WelnTaod skip this for pete's sake!!!

































kay. so. I am giving in to my closet gothness and writhing around listening to nin, which elmcitydrunk thoughtfully let me borrow...and he'll be getting thanked for later. by the person about to recieve the mad frenzied fucking that goes along with it. this weekend will be a bit on the hectic side again...grandma's service is tomorrow, also a...
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kicking screaming tossing pillows stabbing puppies and threatening nuns...and that was all before breakfast. somebody get me some motherfucking calgon. the eclipse was beautiful before the clouds rolled in, and I got to watch it all on my deck wrapped in blankies and somebody else. it was a wonderful time. there's a masquerade ball tomorrow night for the closing of city wide open studios in...
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Still PMSing but in a better mood as I am at ECD's house having beer and giggles. Today was a bad day till I saw porn star guy (granted He is the one writing this not Me ). It seems He is going to have plans for Me later but alas they do not include watching the lunar eclipse with Me By the way He...
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No. just no. PMS has taken over. NO. go watch lunar eclipse.

still running around in a tizzy...thank you for all the love and support. went to a playground with pornstar guy today. and he pushed me on the tire swing. then kindergarteners attacked him until he pushed them on the tire swing. I got nothing kids...see you all weds...and not a pretty girl is an album. it was a joke. p.s. fuck I'm tired.

hi...I will be checking in, but the posting, not so much for the next few days...grandma did very peacefully check out, so much in the way of family time. if I didn't post back, I will, I just am kinda frantic right now. and sick. still in love, still not a pretty girl.

ok. so this entry will be in two parts. the first will be sad, the second, happy. here goes...

my grandmother is sick, has been for some time now. terminal illness sort of thing, there have been so many close calls. she's on a fair amount of morphine and has been quickly declining over the last few days. everybody out there, send thoughts for a...
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hi kids...busy right now...will get back to you.