Oh no, I most certainly wasn't! I was in a pissy mood, for realz! And my mom only ended up staying married to that guy for about 9 months. He turned out to be a real dick.
I've decided to stop drinking for 30 days. No real reason, I'm just curious to see how it will make me feel. Aside from the weekend my two best friends will be visiting (we haven't hung out the three of us in about 5 years) I am going to abstain 100%.
Cripes... I don't know if I can go to the movies tomorrow. I still have to get the rest of my shit cleaned up at the old house, not to mention working on the new house, too. And I would frankly rather wait till the hub-bub of opening weekend dies down a little. If you want to go to a matinee early next week though, that would work! Trust me, I am chompin' at the bit to see it, too!!!!! But if you want to go tomorrow, I understand, so I can see it some other time with someone else... up to you!
Being overtired and hot make for an overly crabby and weighted response to a pretty normal interaction.
Oh well. Today is a day to relax. It's too hot outside for me and I dreamed about Mac and Cheese last night so a quick walk to the store, then home to fill my belly, then some TV, and maybe a napsky.
I know how you feel, actually, being there myself.
The important thing is having self-esteem and being comfortable in your own skin. Me? I'm not so comfortable; depression did its work. I switched my routine to ride to work on my Trek every day and I'm making progress. I don't care about being buff or lean... just want to get back to where I'm me.
Whatever it takes for you to be you, that's all you need.
I spent the day today at CONvergence. It was super fun! Talked to people, saw a really funny movie, watched some nerds just being nerds. I had a great time. Although I'm crazy tired from walking around all day long.
After the Con I stopped off at Galactic to chat with some friends and then walked home. On my way home these women were riding... Read More
That's an odd thing to think about--Tim being "big." My impression the couple times we've met is that you're not big in the sense of a "Teddy Bear" or anything. Just larger than the average American but proportional. Maybe little hairy , but not a "biggie."
Did you do the putt-putt golf at Convergence? My upstairs neighbors set up that room.
Sorry I didn't call you last night!!!! I didn't get home till 10pm, and I'd been freaking out about Toe being home all night by himself! Turns out he didn't get into any shenanigans AT ALL! Man, he is just the bestest dog EVER! But then right after I got home Sporkteeth stopped by unexpectedly because he wanted to meet Toe, then the next thing you know it was late... I'm sorry!
I had a job interview this morning. I interviewed for an office job at my current workplace. I'm doubtful that they'll allow a knuckle dragger such as myself to move into the office but I know I nailed the interview. I kick kung fu ass at interviews. It's just in 10 years in printing and three different companies I can count on one hand the... Read More
I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I feel like I have this neverending well of emotion inside of me. Not any emotion in particular but it's always there, right under the surface. It manifests itself in alot of ways. Sadness, anger, excitement. I try really hard to keep it at bay because I never know what I'm going to get when I let... Read More
I hung out with my friend Danielle yesterday. It was really what I needed. The scorpio in me is too strong for my own good sometimes. It's nice to friends to give me perspective.
I'm taking Burrito to go grocery shopping and returning some crap to Target, then later we are meeting up with my ex-boyfriend who's in town visiting from Seattle. I'm not sure where we'll end up?
The wedding was awesome. Ceremony at the beautiful Lakeland Cemetary Chapel, reception at the Grand Hotel. I had a fantastic time! Brooke and Nicole have the kind of relationship I hope to achieve with someone one day. They have total faith and confidence in each other. They are a perfect team even though neither of them has lost an ounce of their own individuality. It... Read More
I don't like running without a destination either, but I do it anyways. It's a hell of a lot less mundane than the stupid treadmill! I kinda jog a couple blocks, walk a block, jog a couple blocks, walk a block, etc. I don't stray too far as yeah, it seems silly. I kinda just loop around my neighborhood and stuff...