carnelian

I wish I knew the language, not just to speak it but to really know and understand. There are infinite things in the universe to ponder and ways to expand.

"elle avait des bagues a chaque doigt, des tas de bracelets autour des poignets, et puis elle chantait avec une voix qui, sitôt, m enjôla. elle avait des yeux, des yeux dopale, qui me fascinaient.
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The GM at my barbershop is pressuring me to eat some pot infused snacks. Im scared.

Last night's trapeze class totally kicked my ass but Im so happy. Every class I learn new tricks and poses and my body is starting to take on a very lovely shape.

Today the sun is out and so warm! Its 66 degrees out and it feels wonderful! Business is slow at the barbershop today but that just gives me time to read Faulkner in...
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my friend @lepaupau is coming over to my house on Wednesday and we are going to attempt to make a set for each other. I'm so excited! She's amazing and I love her so much! I hope to give her a lovely set and that you guys enjoy it! We will also make some videos. I know I take really good photos of flowers and...
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I think its time for me to get rid of a lot of my old albums on the site. I have so many I think they distract from my set which is quite dusty as well. Maybe I'll do this tomorrow. I don't know yet about my color albums. . .I may consolidate them into one. There are just wayy too many pictures on my...
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I walk along this path

everyday

I am in a way

He spoke to me

words seem so calculated precise

water seems so calculated precise

I saw my reflection in a mask of stone

Eagerly I drank the words

Just as the water

so neutral so perfect running between the extremes of hot and cold

I'll taste it

The right words

The right way. .
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I walk along this path

everyday

I am in a way

He spoke to me

words seem so calculated precise

water seems so calculated precise

I saw my reflection in a mask of stone

Eagerly I drank the words

Just as the water

so neutral so perfect running between the extremes of hot and cold

I'll taste it

The right words

The right way. ....
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I know its not a Saturday but I have been bothered lately with the passing of time and feeling like nothing is happening. It's Saturday its Monday it's Wednesday Thursday Friday!! Its winter it's summer, autumn, spring. I know its all out of order but that's because that's how I feel. I'd like to either live or skip through time in my dreamscapes.

I remember a time when I wasn't afraid. . .

to leave interesting comments on sets. Just now I wanted to post "immaculate bowels" but decided to say "lovely" instead.

to walk around the neighborhood totally nude.

to touch a stranger on the street.

to take good pictures.

to speak my mind. . .in a most honest way that it came out as poetry. .
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I am feeling so very optimistic today! Yesterday I worked with a friend and amazing photographer on a new set. I hope it turns out well! He has a lot of work to finish before he can work on the pictures from yesterday. Will let you know when it is ready!

I also hung out with one of best friends. Sure there were a few...
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