It's 10:00 on a Monday night and I feel so lonely. Fireworks from Sea World are crackling right outside my window, and the happy voices of my neighbors are cackling down in the courtyard. It's just my little cat and me here in my bedroom.
Most days I'm happy with my life, and everything's where it should be. Then nights like this happen... a hollowness...
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Most days I'm happy with my life, and everything's where it should be. Then nights like this happen... a hollowness...
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oldsteel:
Glass are nice stockings better!
oldsteel:
Glass are nice stockings better!
From the fortune cookie that I got at a Chinese restaurant today:
Your geniune talent will find its way to success.
Hmmm, let's hope so. I am a unique snowflake, dammit!
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never...
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Your geniune talent will find its way to success.
Hmmm, let's hope so. I am a unique snowflake, dammit!
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never...
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The sun melts everything into puddles... even my skin feels like it's melted off my bones into a pile of steaming mush.
Jack Kerouac rescues me from the heat momentarily, with his ambling tales of being on the road, exploring an unforgiving landscape with its lashes of adventure and unturned corners.
I am restless, anxious, yearning for something I can't name. Something fresh and new....
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Jack Kerouac rescues me from the heat momentarily, with his ambling tales of being on the road, exploring an unforgiving landscape with its lashes of adventure and unturned corners.
I am restless, anxious, yearning for something I can't name. Something fresh and new....
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synfull:
thank you for the kind words, it means a lot to have someone feel what i write. sometimes it's hard for me to express these things that i write in the normal everyday paths of communication, so if someone reads them and gets them, it feels really special... and your response to my newest words, well 
(hey, you look very cute in your new profile pic again. bye!)
(hey, you look very cute in your new profile pic again. bye!)
colcannon:
your porn name is rad
I couldn't sleep. So I got up and wrote a poem. This one is somewhat dark, but hey, that's the mood I'm feeling at the moment.
walk through desolation 7-16-05
the alley is grimy,
silent,
vacant,
exposed like naked skin
under the restless
roaming of my eyes.
it reeks of lonely lives
led by empty people,
littered with the ruins of self-destruction
and even greedier...
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walk through desolation 7-16-05
the alley is grimy,
silent,
vacant,
exposed like naked skin
under the restless
roaming of my eyes.
it reeks of lonely lives
led by empty people,
littered with the ruins of self-destruction
and even greedier...
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dusty corner 7-14-05
shrunken candles in the dusty corner
of my room, isolated
and forgotten.
some are contorted
like scraggly fingers,
or like dying roots,
curling and withering
and fighting
to save themselves.
crumpled carcasses in the dark.
i feel like those candles,
gasping, aching
to feel more alive,
to feel light revive my dead
fingers
and arouse the blood
that once reddened my lips....
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shrunken candles in the dusty corner
of my room, isolated
and forgotten.
some are contorted
like scraggly fingers,
or like dying roots,
curling and withering
and fighting
to save themselves.
crumpled carcasses in the dark.
i feel like those candles,
gasping, aching
to feel more alive,
to feel light revive my dead
fingers
and arouse the blood
that once reddened my lips....
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scheisskopf:
Yeah, me too. Being the streetcreeper like I can have fun pretty much anywhere I go. Glad you had fun.
Nice entry. Rage against the dying of the light. You certainly still have your mind and good looks to boot.
Innocence is good. Stay gold, Pony Boy.
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Nice entry. Rage against the dying of the light. You certainly still have your mind and good looks to boot.
Innocence is good. Stay gold, Pony Boy.
[Edited on Jul 15, 2005 4:10PM]
abstract_sound:
livelaughlove ~
thank you for your kind words regarding my portfolio.
i found your poetic works to be absolutely splendid and encourage you to continue writing, as you truly have a way with words.
sincerely yours
thank you for your kind words regarding my portfolio.
i found your poetic works to be absolutely splendid and encourage you to continue writing, as you truly have a way with words.
sincerely yours
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sddrizzt:
so how was the trip did you have fun?
synfull:
you look cute without makeup too. (bloody hell mate, that's the god's honest.)...the word/phrase that always got me when i was spending time in ireland was when they say "pissed", i kept thinking it meant mad like "pissed off" like we use it, but to them and most of the rest of the world it means drunk.
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scheisskopf:
Oh yeah, one more South Dakota attraction:
The World's Largest Rubber Ball???
I think.
l8r
The World's Largest Rubber Ball???
I think.
l8r
tonystheme:
Hey yeah, that painting is hot. It was fun to take (the pictures) and fun to paint the painting 
Glad you liked it
Justin
Glad you liked it
Justin
HOLY SHIT - look at Dani's newest set!!! Too HOTTT for words!! yowsa.
I went to a lovely bonfire on the beach last night with my friend, Heather, and I met an interesting bunch of people. I arrived incredibly blazed and with a strong shot of tequila still firing in my belly, and what do I proceed to do? I started pouring out my...
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I went to a lovely bonfire on the beach last night with my friend, Heather, and I met an interesting bunch of people. I arrived incredibly blazed and with a strong shot of tequila still firing in my belly, and what do I proceed to do? I started pouring out my...
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I'm back!!! 
Back from 2 weeks of relaxing vacation... 4 days aboard a Carnival cruise ship in the Carribean and a week in Florida. While on the ship, our one day stops were at Key West and Cozymel. Both places are absolutely beautiful - clear blue waters, gorgeous beaches, palm trees, tropical weather, yummy drinks with little umbrellas... what more could I have asked for??...
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Back from 2 weeks of relaxing vacation... 4 days aboard a Carnival cruise ship in the Carribean and a week in Florida. While on the ship, our one day stops were at Key West and Cozymel. Both places are absolutely beautiful - clear blue waters, gorgeous beaches, palm trees, tropical weather, yummy drinks with little umbrellas... what more could I have asked for??...
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synfull:
welcome back
Hi bitches!
So guess where I'm going for the next 2 weeks??
I'll be in Florida for a family reunion with all my relatives on my dad's side.
Then off for a 4 day cruise around the Carribean!! WHOOO!
Bet you're jealous... I can't wait for some much needed R&R. I've been so stressed out over job interviews and such this past week. I definitely...
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So guess where I'm going for the next 2 weeks??
I'll be in Florida for a family reunion with all my relatives on my dad's side.
Then off for a 4 day cruise around the Carribean!! WHOOO!
Bet you're jealous... I can't wait for some much needed R&R. I've been so stressed out over job interviews and such this past week. I definitely...
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ari:
Cool!!! Make sure to wear sunsceen.
Thise pictures are hotttt!!!
Ummmm blood.
Thise pictures are hotttt!!!
Ummmm blood.
vidalwolf:
i like the pics they rock. oh and my work karma went horribly wrong. i got fired. 
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So I had my interview... or should I say INTERVIEWS at Kalypsys today. I was interviewed by SIX, COUNT EM, SIX different people today. It was a bit overwhelming, but I think I did fine. Hopefully. I've never gone through such an intensive interviewing process before. I don't want to get my hopes too high for this first attempt...
First, let me say that the...
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vidalwolf:
ha! who said anything about ME having good karma. i've been working off a karmic debt for the past 3 years!!! lol. i just happen to enjoy work. the girl stuff is where my karma kills me. well i hope your karma is good and helps you with your job situation. 
scheisskopf:
Hey, I'm doing OK, been in kind of a rotten mood lately, except for the fact that I've put an offer on a house-- I just hope things will change for me if I get it.
Good luck with the job situation. I hope it works out for you. You're extremely nice and BY FAR the most intelligent person I've met on SG. I appreciate the comments and stuff and I enjoy your posts.
Take care.
Good luck with the job situation. I hope it works out for you. You're extremely nice and BY FAR the most intelligent person I've met on SG. I appreciate the comments and stuff and I enjoy your posts.
Take care.
i saw the fireworks last night too. not a bad show. anyways, have a good night. and don't forget to smile.