So today was a really bad day. I had another one of my bi-polar fits. I just get so fucking angry over nothing at all. It all started last night... I fell asleep in my new incredibly comfy chair with my adorable puppy 
and my girlfriend woke me up to go to bed... which was difficult in itself. So she got me to bed, and...
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letigre:
im glad you are still around. sounds like life is good for you. yay!
yay!
_grrlhavoc_:
Dude this acct is still active??? where are you
YEA! I'm back from a looooong break from SG. I missed it so much. Nothing really compares. It seems a lot of my friends are no longer active. I have a new girlfriend 
now and I am a stay at home wife. 
Things are really going well for me these days aside from being diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. I've started some medications for that and...
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now and I am a stay at home wife. Things are really going well for me these days aside from being diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. I've started some medications for that and... Read More
oxy:
not met you before...but HI anyway
Good to hear about you having a new girlfriend....im for as many people finding love as we can in this crazy world.
Good to hear about you having a new girlfriend....im for as many people finding love as we can in this crazy world.
letigre:
welcome back
Wow.... in 2 weeks the site has changed alot. So life is okay right now I started working in the bank and I am loving it.... not much else is going on... 
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grrlhavoc:
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[Edited on Nov 10, 2004 5:47PM]
andreaandrea:
I worked in a bank for 4 weeks and hated every minute, it takes a particular kind of person. I'm glad you found a job you enjoy. I work in a salon and love it, love it, love it!!!
Alright guys.... Things are getting better, but the moment I say that everything will go down the shit-hole. 
So I have a crush, but I don't know. I don't like crushes, because you never know if they like you back and we can be waaaayyy to overanalytical when it coems to a crush. All I really wanna know is.... Does she like me too??? I...
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So I have a crush, but I don't know. I don't like crushes, because you never know if they like you back and we can be waaaayyy to overanalytical when it coems to a crush. All I really wanna know is.... Does she like me too??? I...
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cindi_slaughter:
i thought you lived with your girlfriend?
cindi_slaughter:
oh sorry
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[Edited on Sep 21, 2004 3:35PM]
I can't believe my life sometimes. I went out last night and I was having a great time until my ex Grrlhavoc decided that she wanted to hook up with some girl in OUR apartment while I was here. I don't have as many friends as she does, so therefore not as many places to go to get away, in fact not really any places...
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inkvisitor:
yikes 
sorry i didn't get to chat when i saw you at diedrich's - we were trying to get out of there and things were hectic
i am so sorry things are going the way they are for you right now...hopefully you'll be able to make some positive changes soon...
sorry i didn't get to chat when i saw you at diedrich's - we were trying to get out of there and things were hectic
i am so sorry things are going the way they are for you right now...hopefully you'll be able to make some positive changes soon...
jasechase:
it's like you are living the war of the roses. you or she needs to move out and on with your lives. I hope you are well. stop by and say hey sometime. peace - jase 
went out last night, had a pretty good time. wanna do something tonight, but don't really know what to do or rather who to do it with.... any ideas???
jupitergrl:
^^^^ !!
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[Edited on Sep 05, 2004 11:00PM]
_bossanova_:
We should hang out the next time I come to Houston, sweetie. I hope you're doing well.
I don't understand why I am so afraid of new people. They really intimidate me. or maybe it's just women in general. I don't think that my current friends are really my friends at all anymore. It is very upsetting to me when people say they are going to call me back, and then they don't do it. If I have one pet peeve, that...
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grrlhavoc:
i always call you back when im supposed to
curiousfeline:
Move on... if friends don't wanna be good ones.. then you don't have to be a good friend back.
going to paint the town RED tonight. anyone want to wish me luck???
letigre:
good luck!!
buffinmuffin:
commenting on own journal: town is not red, not even slightly pink.... 
For those of you who can't believe it's really over, and may have met Grrlhavoc and me at the show in Austin, believe it. As I have come to realize, our relationship has been over a lot longer than either of us really thought, believed or decided. We are more family than we have been lovers, yes we have been partners together in this life,...
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jupitergrl:
awww, dollface.. that's a very mature way to look at things. you're doing better than i ever did. i hate my ex alot, because for me, it's easier to be angry.
then again.. my ex did fuck my best friend behind my back, so it's probably not the same at all!
at any rate.. i hope you're feeling better, sugar!
then again.. my ex did fuck my best friend behind my back, so it's probably not the same at all!
at any rate.. i hope you're feeling better, sugar!
perilsensitive:
I feel ya. I am recently out of a long relationship, one that went on too long.
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[Edited on Sep 01, 2004 2:02PM]
I am having good days and bad days.
I am having sad moments and happy ones. But that is definately to be expected. No one individual can make me happy all of the time. That is my job. And no one can stop the tears that flow from my eyes at times (right now). But I will have happier days in my future.
I am having sad moments and happy ones. But that is definately to be expected. No one individual can make me happy all of the time. That is my job. And no one can stop the tears that flow from my eyes at times (right now). But I will have happier days in my future.
menotyou:
I'm sending good vibes your way.
grrlhavoc:
hopefully i will bring some happy days as a good friend
Hopeless night at the bar, except that I did have fun with my friends and my ex,Grrlhavoc. It was nice. I am so glad that she can still be my friend and hang out with me. Earlier this evening, we went to hang out at Grrlhavoc's brother's house for cake and fun with the family. I am also very happy that her...
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grrlhavoc:
just when i think i cheer you up...i make you cry.
jupitergrl:
hey! i was running around looking for you last night! i'm sorry that i didn't get to talk much, i was in the midst of everybody's favorite drama... LESBIAN DRAMA! hooray! </sarcasm>
anyway - i was glad to meet you.. hopefully we can talk more soon!
anyway - i was glad to meet you.. hopefully we can talk more soon!
So I am really becoming depressed. I don't know what to do with myself. I have applied for jobs and I have tried to meet people. I am just at a complete loss. My life fell apart in one week, and I don't know why I am not absolutely bat shit crazy, crying and throwing things. this is very out of character for me. I...
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zephyra:
It will be better soon...it's just gonna take more than one week. time makes things better.