boxcarxo

i broke up with indy

because he's too needy

and i'm still so fucked up from an old flame

fuck!
this isn't fun


i also have 2 little girl crushes
i'm trying to get to a Nerf Herder show on Friday
and i've got a rave on Saturday

ughnguhgbngnnggnjfdkhgskjdfghsjkh

i can't stop half crying
hoora!

i'm leaving Suicide Girls....
myspace.com/saint_puck
or
AIM-- sonnisaurusxo

if you wanna keep in touch

i don't have to tell you why i'm leaving, you've all heard the reasons before


good luck to all the other hopefuls....


EDIT!!!!
sweet, they didnt delete my account. guess i'm active until further notice. wooo.

I CANT SLEEP EVER ITS ALMOST NOON AND I HAVNT SLEPT YAYYYYYYY
shoot me in...
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updates--

i have a boyfriend who treats me amazingly well, and if you know me at all, it's an insane shock.

i've been spending almost no time in my town and it's amazing.

i saw Cloverfeild on opening day (i shit my pants in joy)
that movie is so good and fucked with my head so bad.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

i also saw Pansy Division and Kepi...
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christmas went better then expected.
my family got me a lot of hoodies.... which is kind of odd.
and a mug.
do i look cold to you?
strange.

i've been feeling wrecked and hopeless lately,
and i've decided on moving to New York.
i've told my mother, just so she can help me with arangements,
rachel, because shes my best friend, and my friend shane....
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hahaha...
in the last post i said "i'm thankful ryan is back in my life"
god damn it.
he's gone again, with nothing but a "forget about me".
i'm trying.
i've been crying a lot lately, i havn't left the house since Monday.
my friends are all busy with finals or just don't want to see me...
there's no christmas tree in my house, so...
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I AM THANKFUL that in the past week i have seen Hellogoodbye AND Instant Messengers live.
i am thankful that i've gotten rid of the fair weather friends and gotten closer to ones like Charmander, Kali, and Rachel.
i am thankful that Ryan is back in my life.
i am thankful that last night no one noticed that i snuck into the bar and Haley...
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ASDFGH

so the other night, i saw my all time 5 star favorite group in the history of anything The Instant Messengers.
i've known them for years, and half the times i've seen them play have been for free, but this time i had to pay $25 (which isn't that bad, but still.... bastards)
they're the most amazing group ever, and their sets are...
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