bloodykisses

Married, happy, and I have the source to my back pain removed yesterday! Things are looking up!

Also, thanks to whoever reactivated me, that was sweet of you. Missed all my lovelies!

*Smooches*

So I know that stress doesn't help my back at all. Wow, if I ever had a hard couple of months it would be these. I am welcoming the new insuance I get soon. Just to be able to talk to a doctor about this would be a huge step. I just want someone to realize my pain is real. I also welcome any and...
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I go in for my first fitting today. I am so excited. I can't even tell you how much I adore my dress! I love that it is a little vintage. Oh I cannot wait for the day! Everything is falling into place very nicely. Oh its getting really real!!! Wish me luck.

Two months from today, and I am going to me a Mrs. WOW!!!

Oh I am really feeling it now. I am so excited and I can't hardly wait!!!

I started working out again. I decided it was time. I feel like I have kind of slowed my weight loss with just eating slower, but that is ok, I want this to be a life changing journey one step at a time. Adding them in one at a time is usually better for me in helping new things stick.

I feel good about myself...
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I haven't been around a lot lately, but I'm back. I hope to be more active and fall in love with this site again. Been kind of hard lately, but for personal reasons.

I do miss all my darlings, I hope to get back to where I was before. Love to all of you. That never stopped. Sorry I was so distant and I have...
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Invitations are sent, and I'm getting back my RSVPs so all is well. We decided to not invite those we weren't close with. It's our day, we need to share it with loved ones. It's getting so close. I'm starting to get a bit nervous. Just a few more big things left on the list to take care of at this point.

Not a lot...
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Why is it that when you are having a wedding people that you haven't spoken to in a long time just automatically assume they are invited to it? I have people I haven't spoken to since high school say they are coming. Well thank you, but maybe wait until you get an invitation? Now I have to either suck it up and deal with the...
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I am down some more! Feeling great, I feel like for the first time I am not terrified about IF I am going to get into the dress, its totally doable now! *happy dance* I am so excited, but I think I am going to still have it altered a bit in the back, make it more original.

I just don't even know if I...
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I bought a size 18 jeans today! Ladies and Gents, do you know how long it has been since I have been this small? OMG it was a feeling I can't describe. I am so excited. I'm only getting smaller! Yay!

I have the best man in the world. We are paying for our wedding ourself so we are pinching pennies. I'm even looking for a job to help out (surprise huh!) He still finds a little cash to get me things that I have been drooling over for a while. I know that its not the gifts that make him important and wonderful, but how...
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