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Emotional rollercoaster. That's enough to sum up the last two days, which for me have melded together into just one. I'm about to go to sleep. Earlier I took a nap I never thought I'd take again. I laid down and it was a comfort. I was sleeping next to someone I thought I would never see, never talk to, and possibly have no contact...
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First things being first, the visions were so beautiful. I'd nearly been caught doing dirty things, but I picked myself up and started walking. I was so happy with the sky on fire. It was sunset and everything was orange and glowing and dripping across the horizon and I walked and walked and there was a knife lodged in my vagina* that was in too...
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I'm not actually a lunatic, but I play one on SG.

The world simply is not fair. And we understand this as humans lurking through murky situations.

But when you pay $10 for a show of "internationally celebrated" unicyclists performing "amazing feats of balance and precision" you'd expect to be viewing a show consisting of more than 5 junior cyclists falling off their bikes for 20 minutes.

I'm just saying.

But all in all, it was...
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HAHA... oh my.

So I met my neighbors last night. Something like 1am and I was in my living room spraying and rubbing aloe vera sunburn gel all over my stomach and shoulders. I got burnt really bad last weekend when tubing happened and my shoulder looks like raw hamburger still.

So I'm rubbing this all over myself, which I'm sure was fairly homo-erotic at...
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it's not usual for me that a dream would follow with a requiem, not that it's never happened before.

i just lived an entire life and it shook me. my whole life in the third person view. i want to remember everything but i don't.

the life i lived ran parallel to the life i'd lived before, so i knew where it started and how,...
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Tomorrow. And that just looks fucked to me. Always have had a problem with that word.

Anyway, the day after today will host not only tubing the apple river with Danielle and friends, but also helping out with a CD release party. That's a first for me.

In the last few days I've met a couple of beautiful people. They are:

laireolosse_ksc

&

saramonster

*...
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Self-loathing is the only ritual I religiously adhere to.

I miss writing to you guys, at least those of you who listened. At the same time though, I've been working a LOT and have simply not had time. Strange to say that coming from me, and I'm being totally honest.

Gonna have the weekend off. So I guess this is what it's like to have a real job. Works I guess, I'm quite happy...
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I woke up in the back of a stranger's Explorer this morning. Actually I'm not sure what kind of vehicle it was, but it was in that family of cars for sure.

I wasn't wearing any shoes or socks.

My glasses were claimed by the water fountain on 12th and Nicollet.

I am around $50 poorer.

And I was still intoxicated.

I drank myself to sleep last night.

In a good way though. Being sick completely threw my schedule off. I had to do something to solve that problem, so I put myself to bed. And that's alright.

Been working again. A lot more than I was before, and a LOT earlier than I'm used to. But I've been getting to work on time.

Passed up...
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