beestealer

Don't be daft you know what I meant. Good luck anyway.

your welcome, anytime

well when you put it like that, it sounds like you already know what you want. it seems to me that are being pulled in one direction more than the other....so go with your heart.

i know what you mean about loving someone....im exactly the same.

yeah you know the step one song ( called this could be love) is about damien from the omen falling in love


regarding your issue.....its a bit of a difficult one, mainly because of the reason it fell apart. was the only reason cos she was moving away? nothing else? cos its thats the case....then it kinda throws a differnt light on it all.
if she had cheated, been horrible to you, turned into a mega bitch...then i would strongly advise telling her to FO. BUT.....if all that happened was that and unfortunate situation of timeing came inbetween your relationship and made you have to part ways...well.....is she still far away from you? cos surely what bothered her then would bother her now. the distance i mean, if it was the reason she left, surely she will leave again once it gets too hard again.

if she lives closer...it may be worth having a talk to her...find out where she is at mentally. what it is that she really wants, and not just thinks she wants.

i know i made a very hard decision once. before brian the main person in my life was a guy called jay, he was a knob....but hey ho....anyways....he kept leaving me, getting back with me...treated me like a doll, there for when he wanted me....got rid once he had enough.
we broke up....and it seemed final...there had been a bit of time since we spoke...and i was seeing someone else. then i saw him out, and gave me the whole " i love you, i miss you...no body comes close to you, we are made for each other...i cant believe i wasted all this time letting you go and being an arse...im promise i will treat you how you deserve from now on".....thing is...he really meant it. and i believe he really would have tried.....but i knew i had to say now...i knew i had to walk away....it was so heartbrakingly heard to tell him i didnt want to see him again, and walk out....i went home feeling so confused. did i make a mistake? shit! let me go back and tell im ive changed my mind. he was the love of my life....i really didnt think id get over it. i thought i would regreat that night forever.
but now....hes just in the past. hes not the love of my life.....i found someone else who has complletly taken over my heart. much more than jay ever did.
my point is....it is possible to find someone else im sure. someone who more than fills her( the girl in question) boots so to speak.

having said all that....it doesnt sound like the relationahip you had with her was a pretty dire one like mine and jays. so therefore.....there is a chance that perhaps it would work out.

answer this....would you regret it if you didnt give it another go? how much? was the relationship a good one apart from the split?

i realise that im full of clashing advice lol....sorry about that..im trying to work it out in my head but im typing as i go....this is how my decisions are usually made...lol

cool art there

Thanks for the support I think I'm too tough on myself and I definitely need to reward myself more *heads in direction of microwave popcorn* bwahaha

Cheers man, hope you can make one soon and the money woes lessen.

It's the fever

It's been the whole week, indeed.

That it was, I felt it really helped the development of the series.

I cant believe you just used the phrase beef curtains.I may have to go and throw up.

I still can't decide if I just have put on a few pound and I'm actually chubby or Gill just makes me look that way. Ha ha. Honestly, before she went on the show we stood next to one another in a big mirror in our underwear and I was almost twice her size... and I'm two inches shorter than her!

Also, now you have a general impression of how my voice sounds because no one can ever tell us apart on the phone.

i love vampires but twilight was too romantic for mee but eh i guess thats the whole point lmao !!
btw who is that cutie with blonde hair ??

Oh stop being so mean Shes hot,you know it! Its not THAT big.I think you looked long and hard for the WORST photo.....

Sounds like it could be fun bud.

I confess I ain't read the email yet, I've been aslepp for the past 12 hours nearly.

When I'm more lucid I will.

Nope only really know two of their songs, weird eh lol.

Fair does bud.