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there are moments in life so surreal and yet they keep happening to me. clues from the universe or just some karmic return on energy sent out.
guard dogs on the loose swarming like a flock of swallows.
neighbours dog hit by a car making the sound of some woman being dragged by her hair.
for every action i take there is a void of...
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i have this dream where i`m running around in the dark and i can`t tell if i`m running in a large space or circles around a small one.

i`ve been warding off closeness to people. men, women, everyone. i give so much of myself that i empty out and when all is said and done i am the one left to rebuild and recycle this...
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sometimes i just want to pause my life and have a long cry.
there are two ways to live your life, and no matter which way you choose you will always feel regret, remorse, and some pit in the bottom of your stomach.

the first way to live life is the safe way. always taking the surest path to what you think will make you...
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I am alive and kicking.

Eli: your number got deleted from my phone so you should send it to me again.

fall time soon. i feel it in the air already.

no more wearing white, labour day has come and gone.

i need a roadtrip. might take one to texas.

ex's are strange people. i'd like to throw mine off of a very tall building....
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so i haven't had the internet in a really long time now it seems.

my hotel trip was fun but cut short due to an intense summer storm knocking the power out.

my business venture is up in the air. it brought about so much new stress in my life that i wasn't expecting. i have some more balance now. i just have to start...
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hello all.
audio is alive and kicking.
it's been a hectic few weeks. i don't know where my summer has gone. tonight i take a break from it all to party hotel style.

business business business.
not tonight.

for the next two days i will be lost in the rabbit hole.

kisses to all. sorry for the neglect.

i was sick. took some antibiotics.
am feeling much better now.

work is ok. need to make more moneys.

i moved into my new pad. bought some high thread count sheets.

i'm going camping tomorrow. be jealous.

might be driving in a jaguar soon. mwuahaha.

DYNAMITE!

tnt

KABOOM!

oxoxox

oh i need to be taken care of.

me fever is back full force.

oi.


now i go back to bed.

sleep is good.

my bed head is out of control.


kisses. hugs.
xoxo
don't come to close or i'll make you all sick.

i had a bad dream last night.

all the things i feared came true. people i trusted were really just using me. all the decisions i made up to this point came to bite me in the ass.

i need to get out of the city.

i need to meet new people or reconnect with old ones.

i need to be able to trust people...
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i want love.
i want that feeling of being with someone that makes you feel so good nobody else can make you even look their way.
i want sillyness.
i want play wrestling and spontanaiety.
i want petty arguments that end in hot sweaty sex.
i want sharing and growing together.
i want a relationship where both involved still try to impress the other.
i...
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i feel happier right now in this moment than i have in a long time.

i feel like crying. sometimes i forget that there are people that care so much about me and love me unconditionally despite my numerous faults.

i think of fun dip and fried calamari and it makes me happy to know that i could share both of those with the same...
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-two days in a row at the nudie beach has made me tan like a toasted bagel.

-i ate a hotdog today.

-i really need new music. i am surrounded be people who believe that there are only four songs out there and that we must listen to them continuously.

-i get my new appliances on the 9th which means i can finally move into...
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