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here's an ideea. i am really bored, and i'm going to start doing art again. more importantly, i need money. but i also need a lot of practice doing figure drawing. so what i propose is this:

post a pic of yourself, or give me a link. it can be your face, whole-body, random-body-part, clothed, nude, whatever. but it has to be you. i...
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redwinterroses:
LOL. That's too funny. You couldn't just click the one at the right?
redwinterroses:
well, I suppose since you know the syntax for all of them, then I will let you slide....have you done any art yet?
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random note, i got my labret pierced about a week ago. hopefully when i'm less lazy, i'll take a picture and post. i need to get a new profil pic anyway.
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i feel so empty. i don't even know what i want to do anymore. not that i did anyway. i guess nothing has changed. i still feel lost, and alone. just like always. always alone...

*cries*
rosis:
*hugs* early happy birthday. your not truley alone you know-i'm right here for you, and so are the rest of your friends, hang in there
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"dream"

can't you see the way i cannot look at you
knowing i can never move your way
sad it seems to know that i can never change
but i wish that i could do it
for you

face that haunts my dreams
if only i could know your name
then maybe i could become something more
anything to push aside these fears
the courage...
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alisa:
well hell stranger. what the fuck has been up with you. thanks for stopping by and seeing me. i'm hardly ever around, either lately. which i'm very upset about. i need to find a way to invent more time for myself. you know like one of those watch thingies from harry potter.

how have you been. when are you going to make it to a bento's get together?
redwinterroses:
Lovely. I hope I can keep my connection now. and that we will chat again soon. Until then! me.
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resigned to wait and dream
of days without regret
of happiness that will not fade

there is never anything to lose
no reason to hold back
just let go and find a way
to move past your fears
and fly
redwinterroses:
Very nice...I should ask you the same questions! As for me, this past one was right off the top of my head. Some of them almost seem planned out. But most of the time it just seems like I have words that get stuck in my head, a phrase that I create. It swirls around for hours until it just seems to come together with other words and I race to find a notebook to write it all down.

I wonder if I'll ever be able "to move past [my] fears." I would settle for a nice walk in the park, let alone flight....lol
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"sometimes i think i'm happy here
sometimes yeah, i still pretend
i can't remember how this got started
oh, but i can tell you
exactly how it will end

every day is exactly the same
every day is exactly the same
there is no love here
and there is no pain
every day is exactly the same"
~ nine inch nails, "every day is exactly...
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redwinterroses:
Hey. I'm doing better today. Just wanted to say hi. Hope you're well.
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fuck. i think my new medication is doing a lot more harm than good.

i hate this shit
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this is the long, harrowing tale of my adventures on May 18th, 2005. This was the day when my friends Brendon, Matt, Zane, and myself took a roadtrip from Athens, Ohio to Philladelphia, Pennsylvannia, to see Nine Inch Nails at a small club called The Electric Factory.

We left Athens at 9:20, after a quick stop at the Oasis to pick up a bunch of...
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mistressmissy:
wow i read that whole thing
thats so awesome
trips like that is what you're going to remember for the rest of your life
YAY
redwinterroses:
I'll have to work on it then. It has a space in the middle where my silly bird keeps landing in it. I told him not to, but he never listens.
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I'm going to be at the nine inch nails concert in Philly tonight (wednesday the 18th) at the Electric Factory. I'm so fucking excited. I've wanted to see nine inch nails since 1996 and have never been able to. it's going to be amazing.

yeah, that's about all that i can think to say. maybe i'll see some fellow sg people there. *shrugs*

either way,...
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norritt:
i saw them on the fragile tour
they were keen
redwinterroses:
Love your artwork. Very cool.
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Ok, spring quarter at Ohio University is going to be pretty cool. At the beginning of the quarter, I helped a bunch of Japanese exchange students from Chubu University move into their dorms, and showed them around campus etc. (there were 39 students, and there were 7 volunteers to help them get moved in, including myself). I've made friends with five of them, and we've...
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emperor_tane:
Who is Spankmeister?

Tane whatever
ilovemikehunt:
your work is incredible.
that is all.
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Hello to everyone in SG Land.

Here's my first real update in.. well... i don't know how long.

Well, school is going ok. I'm in the middle of my senior year, and I'm still working on my Electrical Engineering major, and I've decided on two minors: math and biology. I've been doing a lot of reading on the neural basis of behavior (even taking a...
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norritt:
xynotz:
hmm. i like your artwork.