I've found a new poison to guide me through the night,
The taste of your sweat, intoxicating and bright.
I've found a new game that might be fun to play,
Take everything you love, and throw it all away.
I've made a new friend here in the darkness,
Who whispers of loss and other things hopeless.
One more time around this goes...
One more time...
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The taste of your sweat, intoxicating and bright.
I've found a new game that might be fun to play,
Take everything you love, and throw it all away.
I've made a new friend here in the darkness,
Who whispers of loss and other things hopeless.
One more time around this goes...
One more time...
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231
There aren't enough words for what I'm trying to say
All these things that I cannot express just get in the way
I miss not being able to have a normal conversation anymore.
A new year resolution come early would have to go along the lines of:
"I resolve to be quieter, to say less and to judge none. To let myself be seen...
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There aren't enough words for what I'm trying to say
All these things that I cannot express just get in the way
I miss not being able to have a normal conversation anymore.
A new year resolution come early would have to go along the lines of:
"I resolve to be quieter, to say less and to judge none. To let myself be seen...
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gia:
Define normal conversation. Is conversation ever normal? Without suspicion or betrayal...?
gia:
And of course I I love Sid. Will you call me?
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Faded pictures of the life that I once loved, with the flash the moments gone,
I gave up all i have for something that never brought me any comfort now,
I've been lost too long
deny it but i am alone here
I've always hated this place,
I never thought it end this way.
deny it but i am alone (another nameless face)
deny...
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Faded pictures of the life that I once loved, with the flash the moments gone,
I gave up all i have for something that never brought me any comfort now,
I've been lost too long
deny it but i am alone here
I've always hated this place,
I never thought it end this way.
deny it but i am alone (another nameless face)
deny...
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twohundredfortyone
I know why the Hunter smiles....
It is because the Hunter wears two faces....
The one he wears when he waits...
and the one he wears when he kills.
It is the waiting that makes the Hunter smile...
For it drives him mad, you see.
And there is nothing to do at madness, but smile.
Halloween was triptastic.
Huzzah for fungus...
Now if only...
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I know why the Hunter smiles....
It is because the Hunter wears two faces....
The one he wears when he waits...
and the one he wears when he kills.
It is the waiting that makes the Hunter smile...
For it drives him mad, you see.
And there is nothing to do at madness, but smile.
Halloween was triptastic.
Huzzah for fungus...
Now if only...
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wugglyump:
hmmm...
i dont know anyone that doesn't have more than one face.
i dont know anyone that doesn't have more than one face.
erinachan:
wait, what word? I'm sorry I hope i didnt offend you 
2 . 5 . 7 .
Deny it, but I am alone here.
(And I never thought it'd end this way)
Deny it, but I am alone.
I never thought it would need to be sai-- spelled out.
I don't want a girlfriend...
I don't want an exclusive relationship.
I want a variety.
A girl I can go to the club with one day... maybe...
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Deny it, but I am alone here.
(And I never thought it'd end this way)
Deny it, but I am alone.
I never thought it would need to be sai-- spelled out.
I don't want a girlfriend...
I don't want an exclusive relationship.
I want a variety.
A girl I can go to the club with one day... maybe...
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perdita:
i've been way to busy to see/communicate beyond the internet with ANYONE.
Furthermore don't hate on the ladies. Did you ever think it's frustrating to hang out with someone you wanna bone but can't?
Furthermore don't hate on the ladies. Did you ever think it's frustrating to hang out with someone you wanna bone but can't?
aegiswings:
Hmm, I've all those things with a couple of different women, and they do spend the night and it's pleasant to sleep next to them, but theres no sex, and for me, at least, it's awfully frustrating, and I wonder if I'm being taken advantage of. I suppose to an extent, I enjoy the games too, and I enjoy being teased, but after a while, especially if you see a girl so much it feels like an exclusive relationship, you wonder if she is even attracted to you if there is no sex. Maybe that's an immature way of looking at it, I dunno
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Count down to what?
Do I even care anymore?
No really... some input here please.
Does it matter?
The eternal question....
I've decided this countdown is a double edged sword.... As well as a dual purposed one.
Take the dual purpose first.. It goes like this...
I plan on taking a one year vow of silence when that countdown hits zero...
Funny huh?
The...
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Count down to what?
Do I even care anymore?
No really... some input here please.
Does it matter?
The eternal question....
I've decided this countdown is a double edged sword.... As well as a dual purposed one.
Take the dual purpose first.. It goes like this...
I plan on taking a one year vow of silence when that countdown hits zero...
Funny huh?
The...
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solveig:
I think no one would notice if I take a vow of silence, I don't talk much to people.
gia:
Curiouser and curiouser
286
Destiny has come and gone
and we missed it in the rain.
Oblivion is far beyond
obscured in worlds of pain.
Darkness taints our eyes
accusing us of being jaded.
Memories twist words to lies
our innocence long since faded.
Sometimes words tumble over and over and over in the back of my head screaming for release.
Sorry I bored you with that.
Urm......
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Destiny has come and gone
and we missed it in the rain.
Oblivion is far beyond
obscured in worlds of pain.
Darkness taints our eyes
accusing us of being jaded.
Memories twist words to lies
our innocence long since faded.
Sometimes words tumble over and over and over in the back of my head screaming for release.
Sorry I bored you with that.
Urm......
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288
I am alone.
and sick of being lonely.
I am misunderstood.
and tired of missing you.
I am afraid.
and hopeless with apathy.
I need someone to come spend a night [or a few] in my bed to keep me company...
Or maybe I should bed hop...
Keep in mind when extending your invitation or making known your wish to be invited that sex...
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I am alone.
and sick of being lonely.
I am misunderstood.
and tired of missing you.
I am afraid.
and hopeless with apathy.
I need someone to come spend a night [or a few] in my bed to keep me company...
Or maybe I should bed hop...
Keep in mind when extending your invitation or making known your wish to be invited that sex...
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289
I've recently started to explore religion again.
Pick up the book Nocturnal Witchcraft by Konstantinos...
The Gothic Grimoire is the compainion book...
You may also want to check out the Nocturnicon as well.
Its been a while since I've updated and there's a good reason somewhere...
O.o
I'm never home.
But I miss you all terribly.
Call.
I've recently started to explore religion again.
Pick up the book Nocturnal Witchcraft by Konstantinos...
The Gothic Grimoire is the compainion book...
You may also want to check out the Nocturnicon as well.
Its been a while since I've updated and there's a good reason somewhere...
O.o
I'm never home.
But I miss you all terribly.
Call.
wugglyump:
i hope you're well.
300
I bought Vampire wine.
It's a dark merlot.
It's imported from Transylvania.
It tastes very familiar.
Hrm..
It makes my breath taste like meat...
I think I'm in love.
I bought Vampire wine.
It's a dark merlot.
It's imported from Transylvania.
It tastes very familiar.
Hrm..
It makes my breath taste like meat...
I think I'm in love.
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perdita:
forgive me for horribly misquoting you out of context . . . my breath taste[s] like meat...I think I'm in love.
solveig:
I need to start drinking wine.
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I am older.
Birthday was a smash.
Plight, Shadow, Mouse, Spectre, Eximo, Dokta, Echo, Dozer, Chille, Avatar, thanks for coming.
My brother turns 21 on Sunday.
Huzzah!
I am older.
Birthday was a smash.
Plight, Shadow, Mouse, Spectre, Eximo, Dokta, Echo, Dozer, Chille, Avatar, thanks for coming.
My brother turns 21 on Sunday.
Huzzah!
solveig:
Being older is not so bad, I hope so, cause my birthday is closer and closer...
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My birthday is tonight.. tomorrow...
Something.
Older.
Hrm.
I've been 25 for centuries.
Yee tonight.
Call me for info on tomorrows activities.
60.32.03.09.28
Wraith
My birthday is tonight.. tomorrow...
Something.
Older.
Hrm.
I've been 25 for centuries.
Yee tonight.
Call me for info on tomorrows activities.
60.32.03.09.28
Wraith
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wugglyump:
happy birthday!
solveig:
Happy Birthday!!! I hope you're having a lovely day.
I'm glad to read that you're doing okay, it's much better than being sad
I'll have a good time in Mexico, I'll use the time to do something productive, I'll start searching online what kind of classes and interesting stuff I can do there.