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So I don't know who did it but (though I have some ideas smile) but someone reactivated my SG account! Thank you so much. I've missed all you guys! What a kind thing to do, I'm touched! kisskisskiss
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grayness:
Hope all is well with you... update when you get a chance, if you feel like it. smile
grayness:
Happy Birthday! smile
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I don't know of anybody reads this anymore and I am so sorry for not writing for such a long time but I am home alone right now and trying sooo hard not to hurt myself. I was looking for crisis hotlines to call but could not find a right one. If anyone has time right now would you mind talking to me? I...
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oxy:
i hope your ok
mildots:
kiss
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grayness:
Happy Birthday! love

Come back and visit when you can...
oxy:
kiss
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Good morning! My sweetie gets back from China in two days!!!! I've missed him so so much. He got to pet pandas there so I'm also a bit jealous. Anyways... I just woke up so I think my ramblings are still kind of incoherent. I have a busy day ahead but I figured I would write something just to say hi =)


So my...
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marvel:
Awww, that's sweet <3 I bet you're uber excited.

Here is the US site Heckler got my ring from, and the ring I got for him can be found there as well biggrin

mildots:
Yay....so glad that he gets home soon......I better see pics of the pandas smile
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Hi Guys!
I am so so sorry it has been so long! I have been trying to get my business up and running so I can afford to live and it has been a bit challenging but I promise I will really try and make an effort to come on more. Everyone on here (especially in silliness) is so amazing I dont want to lose...
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tweedle:
Hope you've been doing well !
mildots:
An Home automation sales and installation business.
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Thanks guys sorry for the pity party I'm trying super hard to be positive. I dont think I have it in me right now to search for another job so I am going to try my hardest and make my little businesses work, I;m kind of nervous... Speaking of which I started making embroidered cards, what do ya think? Also have a good...
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grayness:
How are you these days...?
jaxy:
i actually really like that car. =)
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Yep so I have been terminated from my job, what did that last a month? Yep now I am totally screwed again frown
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grayness:
*hugs*

I wish I had more to offer than good thoughts.
liv:
argh!! im so sorry
welcome to the screw up club...i will give u something as a welcoe but as you can imagine we have nothing...

i hope u wont stay longer on her

*hugs*
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hawksley:
most excellent.

it always make me feel like high fidelity when i make mixes.

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turin:
thanks! you have great taste yourself. I blew so much time on final fantasy x... I think I was up to like 165 hours by the time I beat the monster arena.

and you were right about the weather! got to do a bunch of yard work today in shorts and t-shirt.
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I miss everyone in silliness! I hope everyone is doing awesome!
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ricos:
Hello smile
liv:
you are also missed sweety
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Ok I swear I will be on more now that certification is over because I got the job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!!! Woot! biggrin biggrin biggrin
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jstduckie:
wow....youre a pretty gal.....jst sayin tongue biggrin
hawksley:
Yay!!! That's soo wonderful!

Congrats!!!

xx
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So I have no idea how certification went because everything and anything went wrong right before I was set to start there was a local outage and I couldn't get online after that I was denied access into the chatroom I had to go on and had to go to live chat and when I was finally told to go on my whole system...
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ricos:
Wow, sorry to hear about your Mom's friend and that she's (your Mom) taking it hard (understandable). I know what you mean about about people going through stuff like that having great attitudes and it making you feel petty about your own problems but don't be hard on yourself. Depression (well I don't claim to know you but say for example) is tough becuase you don't really know what to fight or what to be upset with, it's kinda everything and nothing at the same time. It's frustrating. Don't be to hard on yourself. I know a test seems like a dumb thing to worry about now but hopefully you will do well. I'm sure it seems not important now (understandably again) but it will at some point. I hope things work out for your Mom's friend and for your Mom too. Good luck and hang in there.
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Thanks again everyone! I promise Im not always depressed and dark! I talked to my aunt and she gave me a number to call so I am going to see if I might be able to get onto medicaid and then get the help I need. I am determined to get better and change my life. Thanks so much everyone really!
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grayness:
Take care, and be well.
*hugs*
liv:
Glad u could get some help and also have access to some meds...ive been quite against until i found out when u really need them they make their work.
Like now think im against medicate everyone anyone for any lil' thing but seriously meds are done for people who need them... and im so glad i had resisted the side first effects from the fucking 3 first weeks cause now i can work better into some kind of recovery or being at least more awake about things i was totally outta of control...
im glad u can go back to the work of the great work of our lives: get better

xoxoxox