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Sunday
730
wake up, play on the computer till
8am
get the boy dressed and food eaten
10am
to hospital
11-1230
to playground
i ran into a girl i used to work with. she lives in jersey now and i hadnt seen her in about a year. we both agreed our lives were really boring and unchanging now that we have kids (!!!! i dont...
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fancyd:
Well, yesterday.....went for cooffee around 8am, found a soaking wet $40 on the street Sweet and thank you !. At cafe, getting coffee met neighbor, heard about casting call for cooking show, remember me telling you about Hells Kitchen, yeah, they will be casting spitting distance from my house......what did that gypsey say again ;-)

Went to work, till 2, easy short shit, went to shops, ran in and out as fast as I could, shopping is death !, went to lake, ran, sat at lake, walked to park, visited mom, came home, tidied, fixed things up, relaxed, watched movie, went to sleep, slept until 12 o clock today !!!

WHOOOOOOO!!!!

I needed it !! Seriously, I have been running on 3-5 hours a night for a month now and feel like a new person !!

Hope your Monday is going well, give Wave a kiss for me, he is so adorable from his pics in Vermont, hell he is always adorable !

kiss
tatertot:
Sometimes time can be psychedelic... surreal

Sometimes you don't know what day it is!

Have a good day nontheless...

wink
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Saturday
9 am
woke up. shit its late. i have to be out the door in 45 mins.
9:50
out the door
10:10
late for Dr appt
12
leave Dr appt. go to florist
1pm
get my son (who should be napping at noon) take the flowers and him to see my evil grandmother in the hospital
we stay for about 15 mins
2pm
walk...
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corpho:
I just don't see much progress happening where education is concerned. It's very depressing that not only are the federal and state governments short-changing the school systems, but that a return to biblical teachings seems to be the issue that is getting so much attention. Can this country not be embarrassed in the eyes of other countries when it's basically involved in a Scopes Monkey Trial situation in 2006? It just seems like when there are real problems to be addressed, this country is still mired in faith-based battles, and as Pastura said, has the nerve to call itself a beacon of progress and ethics.

Oy!
illstabyou:
Yours so has mine beat -- you have all the times recorded of when you did stuff. smile
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a warm bath doesnt do the trick the way a good stiff drink or a bag of heroin does
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robotsatemyhair:
I miss you.
severus:
Hey I hope your birthday was nice too. What's up?
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trixxx:
anax.. I have never read a journal entry that I have most identified with. I always say that I live with no regrets but I do have one. I have bailed on many an oppourtunity to have great photos done of me. When I ws a bit younger before my 3 kids, I was in my twenties and thin and getting pretty heavily tattooed. I started going to conventions and got a photg from my fave tattoo mag ask to see me for a photo set for the mag. I was so nervous in the waiting area that I bailed. I was in a lot of fashion and or hair shows then too (as the one edgy one haha) and got approached alot from photogs wanting to take my pictures and each and every time i managed to slip away at the last minute. I now wish that I hadn't bailed like that. I will never look that way again, so thin and fresh. (3 kids in 3 years makes one tired lookin!)
I never saw it as an intimacy thing before I read this. I always though that I may see somthting ugly in the photos and it would blow any self image I had..I dunno why it happened but now I am curious....
trixxx:
that was so self involved. 'm sorry lol...your son is gorgeous, and you look so serene and beautiful in the first pic.. Happy Birthday!
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its 1230 and my boys are sleeping.
SG is not high on my list of priorities, but it is fun and i've been feeling like its hard enough to figure out when i can do stuff like pay bills let alone fun stuff.
i had an idea for a longer update but i'm too tired
i feel like i'll get more stuff done once i...
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kenyon:
quinne's wishlist is pretty fucking stocked. then again, she doesn't have, you know, kids. it's fun to look at yours. i feel like an arse b/c i egged you on to do one and now i realize your birthday is 2 days away and i haven't shopped for you!! perhaps a birthday poem instead (lame, but i'll bat my eyelashes and hopefully it'll all be ok).

i'm gonna try to add one soon, if i don't still have that computer glitch. if only to tell the sg world, this is the shit that i want. it's pretty telling, i think, in a good way.

STEAK!!! (drool)
corpho:
The picture didn't work. I didn't take you for a tease.

Is that the kind of reputation you want for yourself?

"Hey, there goes that big tease."

That's you.
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did britney spears have her baby and i totally missed it?
boy or girl? i think the name is sutton but that gives me no clue?
where the fuck have i been?
not here thats for sure

its my birthday soon
not as bad as new years eve, yknow with the unrealistic expectations that always leave one dissapointed but still

i often plan nothing and...
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shellymc:
rumor has it..you got the sickness now frown

feel better soon!
tallboy66:
I want the "old" Britney back.

And if I miss it have a happy b-day.
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what a week
more socializing than I've done in ages and mostly with the SG family. I've been looking forward to this day for a long time. These were not the first SG people I've met, but it was certainly the longest and most sustained time I've spent with SG people.
It was lovely to finally meet the fabulous ShellyMC; I had been looking...
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surlymike:
I've been told by a semi-impeachable source that you have a Joey Ramone story. Might I bother you for a retelling? blush
tatertot:
What a cutie little Wave is! smile
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oh my god
i havent listened to the messages on my phone in 36 hours.
they're building up.
i have 8.
i'm scared.
lets listen to them now....




4 new
AP- this is a friend that i have not been so in touch with, not for any good reason, just life. she sounds annoyed but trying not to (hey, just wondering how you are, this...
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shellymc:
kiss
shellymc:
That photo of you and Wave in CorpHo's journal is awesome!
looks like you guys had fun at coney island,
i wish i could have joined you!
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what to write
i've been spending a lot of time in SG Cgat.
its amazing how its addicting and boring at the same time
i am depressed and inactive
i long for the creative force to grab me. but i think there needs to be a little effort on my part. i heard someone say once
'no one ever had a spiritual awakening watching TV'...
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inkedmamajama:
i added you as a friend-and yeah that last journal of mine was pretty 'out there' but life is pretty out there dont ya think?

arkay
robotsatemyhair:
Thank you, I appreciate that very much.

The weekend has been better, and exponentially so. Things are still wretched but I think that I feel better...

That makes all the difference, you see.

How are you? How was your weekend?
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oh my goodness, i was on SG chat today!!!
what a great time waster
i got to see and talk to
brixton, testykitty and robotsatemyhair and i think i got a couple new friend requests. i wanna go there all the time now

here are some of my ideas for Labor Day themed sets
white shoes (thanks ShellyMC)
any kind of labor-er (or...
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brixton:
you have the most amazing thigh muscles. seriously. eeek
alyk:
^^Hot ass, ma'am.

Yes, I'm watching that right now! It's kind of bumming me out--knowing that little Gary Coleman will eventually become a security guard, Todd Bridges a gun-toting crack-smoker, and Dana Plato a video store robber and soft core lesbian porn star/dead person. Poor kids.
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my lack of routine and structure will be the death of me. i need to get a job so i stop going stir crazy. i wish i could enjoy this time off, but the empty days feel like deserts stretched out in front of me, they scare me. i want to sit in front of the tv and eat ice cream
all day
but instead...
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tex:
i hardly answer my phone. and thats when i am of all emotions. happy, sad, whatever- i fucking hate my cell phone.

thank you so much for you comment. i truly appreciate your guidance.

and if you eat ice cream, make sure its something good. like ben and jerry's or something.
alyk:
Dude, I think I just accidently booted your hub from CW, so please tell him I said, "My bad." Oh and, of course, just re-apply and shit, and I'll let him back in.
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where to even start....
when i was in baton rouge my computer died.
thats the bad news.
i am sitting here typing on my new mac
thats the good news
but i am out of the SG rhythem (sp?)
maybe i am just a sucker for the marketing but macs sure seem a lot cooler and more fun,
i've
been toying with Photo Booth
^^^^^...
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corpho:
I don't know if you'll be offended by this, but I have to say your black and white picture reminds me of Kurt Cobain. Are those vintage frames on your glasses? They're pretty spiffy.

I'd love to come by some evening. We'll hook it up soon. I need to give Wave his very belated birthday gift before he gets too big.

Did you give Control+click a whirl yet? It's very exciting!

biggrin
brianwood:
That b/w picture is stunning.