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I don't deserve all the people in my life who tolerate me.

I said yesterday I wasn't depressed. I wasn't then.

I checked my mail today and Nick had made me a CD with one song on it. "Last Song" by the Smashing Pumpkins. And he wrote me a letter.

I just cried for 20 minutes listening to the song on repeat.

What the fuck...
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skeksi:
who are the you?
skeksi:
I'm rock and roll.
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I don't like the person I am. Not that I'm depressed. I just don't like me. I wouldn't be friends with me. So I'm going to do something to change it. I want to be proud of myself, and I've squandered most of my life thus far doing things that make me look at myself and think, "What the heck?" I don't expect to find...
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surlyclown:
Hi.

*hug* smile
stgeorge:
I'm quite glad I'm a friend of your's dear kiss
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I need to find some spirituality. I just don't know what I believe.
bankerboy:
Start by believing in yourself, when that happens, the rest will come. smile
sophast:
Thanks...I think I'm just in need of some ego boosting. It sucks being in the dumps, under pressure (they should call it OVER-pressure) and stressed to the limit. whatever
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Can you love two people at once? Three? A million?

Maybe polyamory isn't so weird afterall.
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nofi:
interesting question. i think it may be possible, but it's probably not a good idea.

and thanks. she belongs to a friend of mine. she isn't too friendly though. but she's definitely one of the coolest looking cat's i've ever seen.
akirali:
I think it is very possible to love more than one person at a time. I don't think it is something that everyone has the ability to do, but there are definately some people who have that much love to give. And no, there is nothing wrong with it at all. If love is true and real it can't be wrong.
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bella_donna:
omg shocked that hat is the coolest EVER!! lucky!!

i havent met your guy but id have to say after seeing that hat he's deff got an A in my book lol
and you look adorable in it too blush
bella_donna:
i like the new profile pic....he he u match SoPhast wink ..you know what they say about great minds wink
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Mellow Yellow is a really great song. It makes me smile. Apparently not everyone feels the same way about it.
frozensunshine:
I love mellow yellow!!!! This might be because my dad loves mellow yellow pop. We use to sing the song all the time, it just reminds me of my dad. biggrin
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I laying on my couch coughing today when suddenly something snapped in me. No longer am I mourning Feb. 26, 2005. I am fucking pissed off about it. And I'm pissed off at the police. And I am pissed off that I can't see a fucking police report that I issued. What the hell? mad

Okay but now I am too sick to be pissed off...
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bella_donna:
aww ihope you feel better soon ..i feel like ass too puke

what happend on feb 26th?
dharmabox:
i must have missed something, were you in an accident?

oh btw when did they stop ringing the bell yesterday? the whole fucking paper here was plastered with stories of his passing surreal

hope you start feeling better.
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I live right next door to a Catholic Church - St. Peter's in Marquette. And the bells have been going off for like 20 minutes now. Seriously, give it a rest. The pope was a nice fellow I'm sure. But if there's a God, the pope is in Heaven with Him. And he's better off than the rest of us still on Earth. Quit your...
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thelibra:
i forgave her and his dad a long time ago...but i can't forget. you know? i'm in no way *glad* she's going through this, though. i just hope she doesn't suffer needlessly.

thanks for your words.

*ding*
rude_ruca:
thank you thank you thank you!!! you are too sweet...this was the first time id EVER done anything like this, so i was nervous... whatever biggrin
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kayla_:
your profile picture rules.
I want that shirt! biggrin
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akirali:
hehe you're nutstongue
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I am sick as a dog puke and my heat isn't working again frown

The Board of Directors hired me on as Editor in Chief for next fall. robot I am nervous.

Jamey and I are going to eat fishsticks and chicken noodle soup and watch Spaceballs tonight. I am looking forward to it. smile