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well you all failed. nobody guess it. hell nobody guessed at all. it's not like i update everyday people. which may be the problem. who knows. anyways i'm getting hitched monday. halloween. so i'll be gone for a week after that. then maybe i'll come back. maybe i won't who knows. i may find that i'd rather pay to play an online game than be...
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name that tune.


...when this train ends.
well i'll try again.
cause somehow i've got to
to carry on....


20 points to the winner.

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belladea:
Going invisible. May come back at another time under different name but I doubt it. I will miss all you guys.

kiss
Bella
aidian:
Going invisible. May come back at another time under different name but I doubt it. I will miss all you guys.

kiss
Aidian
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updates updates updates. looks like the baby is due around june second. or anytime after that.

the wedding is oct 31. end of the month. stress level is very high......oh well just another day in the neighborhood.
devil_bitch:
Living just for dying, dying just for you....

Black Sabbath, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath

Congrats on the baby!!! I am so happy for you. As for the wedding. Good luck my friend. I should be able to make it now... Since there is no Voodoo Fest. I'm just saying.
belladea:
Congrats on the baby. That's cool. You seem to dig your kids a lot. smile

Sorry 'bout the wedding stress. I wasn't very stressed out about getting married and look where I am. Perhaps stress is a good thing at this point.
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well i now get two days of cook time. so yay there. the wedding is coming up fast. finally got around to a brst man. tongue i'm a slacker i know. working on building a mod for neverwinter nights. that game rocks.
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belladea:
Yay! A best man. Only one?
belladea:
Honour guard... cool. I wish I'd had Don't Do It guard at mine.

Yes VERY grrr at the hubby. Ah, well... whattaya gonna do?

RenFest was pretty neat. A little too humid for maximum enjoyment. Having no money didn't help. I'd spent it all the day before.
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ok sorry girls but THIS is a long one.......

this post will incorporate 2 stories.count them two. first one is last week. well a week ago yesterday.

so as everyone knows i'm a swordfighter and a teacher of the art of swordplay. you may also know that my children also swordfight. i believe i've mentioned it once before. anyway last sunday the girls and I...
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belladea:
No... Being kidnapped is the last thing I want. In fact, it's one of my biggest fears. Thanks for suggesting it. Don't make me have to hurt you. I'll get out when I do.

Really, though, that's not something you should joke about with me.

The ant thing was fucking funny. He just has no sense of humour.



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aidian:
Thanks.

I'll try. I just never seem to get over to Kearney
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peek-a-booo......
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belladea:
Thanks. Sorry if I don't agree, but thanks.

Second marriages are supposed to be much better than the first one so don't be too nervous.

Glad you're getting to work more. A little extra money will probably come in handy with the wedding and all. It would probably come in handy anyway. Money's like that. biggrin
belladea:
Thanks, curly lox. wink
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the world is falling apart.......lets have a giant orgy. come folks what do ya say? wink
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belladea:
Wow, indeed.
shann71:
LOL thanks smile

It's the apocolypse I think.... ARRR!!!
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bleh. not interested in writing today.
belladea:
No big deal. Just letting you know. Girls don't think like guys do. Even girls that think like guys. We're just different animals.
jodi_marie:
Thanks for nod. Hope you have a good weekend
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Its Sunday time to update. woo hooo!

damn just had a mind blank. had a thought then not.
still writine alot here. mean to say posting in journal.

am stoned in the am. just posted a rant about boobies. their so nice. and squishy. and jubbly. how the hell did i get on this rant? you may ask. well i posted that yes i would...
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everafter:
Thats some funny shit. Thanks for the comment wink
belladea:
Well... um... you say you get it but do you not notice that no other men post things like that in my journal? Really... it's a given that you all want to rub your face in big tits. That's why it isn't necessary for you to state it in a girl with big tits' journal. As I said before... that's the kind of thing that makes a girl uncomfortable. What you write in your journal is your business. That is there for you to write whatever the hell you want and I support your right to do that but you need to respect some boundaries when you are talking straight to someone. Women know how you guys feel about T&A. You don't have to tell us directly unless it is directly solicited. Otherwise it seems you are coming on a little strong. Most chicks don't dig that unless they are drunk. And even then it's a gamble. Again, no hard feelings, but you need to cool it down just a bit.
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just got home from dropping a coworker off from work. dudes' got some good shit. heh I've got hands......
anyway ...they are nice hands skilled and all. did i mention i play guitar? yep. did i mention i'm stoned?
well i was stoned. coming out of it now. but feelin' good.
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ji'm actually updateing fairly regularly. what's gotten into me? am i becomeing more talkative?...
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belladea:
You honestly dont understand the difference in you, a man, making comments about a girls privates and a girl making comments about them? Im sorry, but it isnt at all the same thing. There is a reason that men and women have separate bathrooms, dressing rooms and prisons. Men are an entirely different animal than women. Men are scary.

You, having never been a big breasted woman, obviously dont have a clue how weird it is to have a man you dont have a close relationship with tell you what dirty things hed like to do to your ample bosoms. A woman has an entirely different appreciation for another womans body than a man does. And even if your intention is not to make the girl uncomfortable, it probably will.

Usually when a man asks you where you are from hes really saying, I want to stick my dick in you. So when a man actually says, I want to stick my dick in you, theres a pretty good chance hes thinking he can accomplish it. And, hopefully, hes willing to consider your opinion on the matter but you never know.

Being a woman is a lot like being a little guy in the state pen. Especially if youre pretty. It is a very vulnerable position. Women dont take self-defense classes because they want to protect themselves from other women. You may not be a man that we need to protect ourselves from, but unless weve been around you extensively, we dont know that. And, fuck, we dont really know that anyway.

I let my girlfriends and gay boyfriends touch my boobs all the time. Not my hetero male friends. Why? Because when a gay boy touches my boobs hes thinking, Yay! Boobies are pretty! When a hetero guy touches my boobs, hes thinking, What can I get away with touching next? Lets find out. And a chick just has an innate sense of where the line between play and sex is and what side of the line were on at the time. Men dont. In a mans mind its always leading to sex. And you know Im right.

I realize its a double standard and all, but fuck, deal with it, man. This world is rife with double standards and chicks usually get the shit end of them. Chicks get the shit end of about everything in nature and society. But, seriously, just imagine if a big, gay man told you hed love to bury his face in your nutsack. Itd make you feel a little weird, wouldnt it? Its no different. You might think it is, but it isnt. Now imagine a world full of such big, gay men. Then you might get an idea of what its like to be a chick. Rather scary, no?

To many men, it probably seems like these girls show their bodies for these mens sexual enjoyment and, thus, grants them license to say, or even do, things that are, in fact, inappropriate. And yes the only reason it is inappropriate is because you are, indeed, a heterosexual male. Thats just how it is.

Im sorry. I am sure youre a really nice guy and all, but you stated some confusion, and as a dame who has known more than her share of male-induced discomfiture, I feel qualified to explain things. No hard feelings, ok? Its simply the reality of things and I promise you, I speak for most women. Even for most women who pose nude. Life isnt fair and it sucks. It doesnt matter whether or not you understand why. It just is. And I'm not saying you can't say sexual things, especially on your journal. It is a free country and this is, after all, somewhat of a porn site. Say whatever you like. All I'm telling you is that there is a huge double standard when it comes to saying such things and gender, and that there is a very legitimate reason for it.
belladea:
Oh... and thank you for wishing me to feel better. I really don't yet. I'm going to have to make a doctor's appointment on Monday.
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***hey gang i need everyone to do me a favor. a friend of mine's husband just got shipped off to Iraq. He will be possibly for a year.***

I want to start off today with this little rant i call "ode to a telemarketer."

it's 9 am the phone rings
I open my eyes a little
could this be a friend in need?
i spring...
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devil_bitch:
That sucks about your friends husband. As for the telemarketers...That is what caller id and answering machines are for smile
belladea:
I mostly sold to Williamsburg VA. I did Branson for a while.