I have decided to say screw you to Xmas.
Unfortunately I have the type of family members that do care about how much money is spent on presents ... and one present each will re-inforce thier notion that I am a no-good lazy slob that has no money management skills.
Gawd I love my family.
At least my mom will be happy - she doesn't...
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Unfortunately I have the type of family members that do care about how much money is spent on presents ... and one present each will re-inforce thier notion that I am a no-good lazy slob that has no money management skills.
Gawd I love my family.
At least my mom will be happy - she doesn't...
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I just figured out exactly how fucked I am for Christmas.
I have $200 for presents ... to buy for five people.
This also means I won't have the money to send out the Christmas cards I've been writing out for the past few days.
I fucking hate Christmas.
*cries* Really ... what the motherfucking hell am I going to do?
I have $200 for presents ... to buy for five people.
This also means I won't have the money to send out the Christmas cards I've been writing out for the past few days.
I fucking hate Christmas.
*cries* Really ... what the motherfucking hell am I going to do?
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psyko514:
yeah, i'm in a similar position cash-wise. it sucks. chin up and cross your fingers for a christmas miracle!
as for studio space, i couldn't help you with that. right now, i just do design work using content shot by others. i'll keep a look out though and i'll let you know if i see anything.
as for studio space, i couldn't help you with that. right now, i just do design work using content shot by others. i'll keep a look out though and i'll let you know if i see anything.
judypatricia:
I totally am five minutes away from updating with my own version of your holiday pain. For the first time ever, I want to skip Christmas entirely.
Christmas cards are being made out tonight .... sent tomorrow hopefully.
Congrats to Sharona and the lovely stoner that broke my friends list last night for snagging the last two cards I had.
I do suppose if you plead nicely or naughtily enough, I might be able to scrounge up another card or two.
Remember a few weeks back, I was doing that lovely member...
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Congrats to Sharona and the lovely stoner that broke my friends list last night for snagging the last two cards I had.
I do suppose if you plead nicely or naughtily enough, I might be able to scrounge up another card or two.
Remember a few weeks back, I was doing that lovely member...
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hotgoddess:
Hey there good looking...how's the whole paying for xmas thing working there for ya? i got my teeth done...root canals...3 of em...ughhh but at least i'm outta pain now 
yay me! congrats to your friend faye for overcoming her fears...it can be intimidating...but seems when you let people see ya nekkid when you don't think so much of yourself...it's extremely freeing. I'll make sure to drop by her journal and tell her the same thing ya'll take care now 
(no i'm not getting ready for the new dukes of hazzard movie they are making...i'm originally from mississippi so i can do that ) 
yay me! congrats to your friend faye for overcoming her fears...it can be intimidating...but seems when you let people see ya nekkid when you don't think so much of yourself...it's extremely freeing. I'll make sure to drop by her journal and tell her the same thing ya'll take care now (no i'm not getting ready for the new dukes of hazzard movie they are making...i'm originally from mississippi so i can do that ) 
paintedbat:
thanks for the wonderful happy birthday.
I was going to try and out do you, but I'm sleepy
I was going to try and out do you, but I'm sleepy
Thank you all for your kind words ... they meant a lot to me. You guys rock.
And dang you to those that cried - that made me feel bad. I don't like making people cry.
Anyways ... good day at work today - my new manager is actually pretty damn fucking chillin and ... even better ... my sales for the day!
The store...
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And dang you to those that cried - that made me feel bad. I don't like making people cry.
Anyways ... good day at work today - my new manager is actually pretty damn fucking chillin and ... even better ... my sales for the day!
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psyko514:
Those are some pretty nice sales dude!
And yeah, a virtual beer sounds awesome. As long as it's not a light virtual beer, cause that stuff is for pussies
And yeah, a virtual beer sounds awesome. As long as it's not a light virtual beer, cause that stuff is for pussies
sharona1881:
oopsies 
in the email...
in the email... Five years ago today I was in a world of confusion.
My life had just started to turn around. I had been high risk suicidal for three years and just plain ole suicidal for three more years before that.
Feeling like my life around me was crumbling was a normal feeling. Feelings of hatred and loathing towards myself and life in general was typical.
It...
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My life had just started to turn around. I had been high risk suicidal for three years and just plain ole suicidal for three more years before that.
Feeling like my life around me was crumbling was a normal feeling. Feelings of hatred and loathing towards myself and life in general was typical.
It...
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aurora:
how have things been going for you lately.. i keep watching the mail for the cds.. i'm excited to see what they are.
faye:
I've done some nude modeling before, well once...*lol, but I was comfortable then and I think I would be again as long as there isn't like 30 people coming in and out. I'd want to bring someone with me as well just because....that's how I am. And for sure talk to me at the SG meet about it, I can't wait for that to happen I'm super pumped for it. Really though it would be great to have someone take photos because I got SOOOOO frustrated with the self timer, you just can't do the angels and poses that you want to. I wanted to be the photographer and the model and it just didn't work out *lol.
Take a look....this is me...it's my favorite that's when I was bigger though....
Take a look....this is me...it's my favorite that's when I was bigger though....
Well ... midnight madness wasn't as bad as I thought ... it was more like midnight mild panic.
The time flew, my sales sucked and overall, I was damn tired.
But the J that I smoked after work made things feel so much better.
I am screwed for money - I think this first paycheque is going to paying off debt - and the next...
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The time flew, my sales sucked and overall, I was damn tired.
But the J that I smoked after work made things feel so much better.
I am screwed for money - I think this first paycheque is going to paying off debt - and the next...
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faye:
Hello,
Thanks for your comment, I was just talking to someone and they told me that they turn down over 200 girls a week...that makes me scared. I know they just meant that it shouldn't get me down and I should just apply again or something but I dunno makes me even more scared than I already am.
Have you taken photography before like in school and whatnot?
And yep I tried to book off two dates for the meeting the 8th and the 9th hopefully I can stay with my friend Lee, I was going to stay with Tricky but we uh....ran into some problems and I don't want to stay there anymore *lol. But I'm doing my best to get there and as far as I know I will be there for sure!
Thanks for your comment, I was just talking to someone and they told me that they turn down over 200 girls a week...that makes me scared. I know they just meant that it shouldn't get me down and I should just apply again or something but I dunno makes me even more scared than I already am.
Have you taken photography before like in school and whatnot?
And yep I tried to book off two dates for the meeting the 8th and the 9th hopefully I can stay with my friend Lee, I was going to stay with Tricky but we uh....ran into some problems and I don't want to stay there anymore *lol. But I'm doing my best to get there and as far as I know I will be there for sure!
faye:
When you apply you only send in three pictures....one is suppose to be a head shot...and the other two can be whatever you want, you can be clothed but they are suppose to show your body type well. I have some black and white pictures I did myself actually when I took photography, so I was going to send one of those or a couple of those...I'm nto sure *lol.
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johnnyforeigner:
I was never a huge Pantera fan, and I never heard Damage Plan. But that whole thing was just horrible 
hotgoddess:
hello hotness...me and the boobies are doing great...the teeth are better now as well...i bit the bullet and went in...god i hate fuckig dentists lol. but at least now i'm outta pain, so that's a good thing...good thing i don't have as bad a gag reflex as you do...would kinda suck for the bf...actually i guess i couldn't suck lmao...ah well...i've been working on my gag reflex and it's almost none existant now take care sweetie
take care sweetie Two days off and then I work Saturday for midnight madness.
If there is anyone in the Toronto area that will be doing nothing of interest on Saturday and want to cheer someone up who has been working all day, come visit me at As Seen on TV Showcase downstairs near the Bay.
I'll greatly appriciate any visitors.
If there is anyone in the Toronto area that will be doing nothing of interest on Saturday and want to cheer someone up who has been working all day, come visit me at As Seen on TV Showcase downstairs near the Bay.
I'll greatly appriciate any visitors.
sarcasticmenace:
Thank you for wishing me well...even if it was with someone else's words.
Fuck me.
And not in the sexual way ... unless you actually want to. But I can't see that happening.
And not in the sexual way ... unless you actually want to. But I can't see that happening.
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smuffy:
everything ok?
ericmetro:
I can hear you talking through my nose!!! 
This is probably the worst way to wake up on a Monday.
Snow. And enough of it to cover everything and prolly make a shitty snowman.
Arg.
I dislike snow, 'cause I didn't put it there, but I'm expected to move it.
I've never understood why we spend millions of dollars to move something that is going to go away itself sooner or later.
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Snow. And enough of it to cover everything and prolly make a shitty snowman.
Arg.
I dislike snow, 'cause I didn't put it there, but I'm expected to move it.
I've never understood why we spend millions of dollars to move something that is going to go away itself sooner or later.
Just...
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lucy:
*hugs*
Yeah, snow sucks. Stupid snow. Gah.
Yeah, snow sucks. Stupid snow. Gah.
boo1:
Can you masturbate with your left hand?
NO! I actually cant. And I cant masturbate at all for 6 weeks. No sexual ANYTHING for 6 weeks. I dont think I'll make it.
What is the next best thing since sliced bread?
Weed. Or Sex. I derno
WHy do they call it lipstick if your lips dont stick together?
Cos its a STICK of....stuff....that makes your LIPS change colours! wee!
NO! I actually cant. And I cant masturbate at all for 6 weeks. No sexual ANYTHING for 6 weeks. I dont think I'll make it.
What is the next best thing since sliced bread?
Weed. Or Sex. I derno
WHy do they call it lipstick if your lips dont stick together?
Cos its a STICK of....stuff....that makes your LIPS change colours! wee!
Really now ... get your acts together SG - it's Sunday ... not Thursday.
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darklis:
Don't worry sweeties, it' not city line, it's only shitty Rogers cable.
jadednerdgirl:
Does it look like I have a penis?
I accidently spilled white lotion all over me at that point .... I don't know how the penis talk got in their. I was messin' with poor jojo
I accidently spilled white lotion all over me at that point .... I don't know how the penis talk got in their. I was messin' with poor jojo
Holy phone number fun on the site.
416-330-2425.
Leave me a message yo.
416-330-2425.
Leave me a message yo.
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jadednerdgirl:
well I know but I wanted to point that out even though you said it first
radiofrank:
Hehehe...you'll be sorry that you left your number on here...
Hitting on someone by asking for assistance with shaving your bikini line is definitely one of the greatest ideas I've ever heard. And it works for both genders!
And to answer your question, I bleached it about a month ago. I bleached it twice actually, and it's still only this light...the black dye is really hard to cut through. I'll probably give it one more round because after another week or two of blondliness I'll start wanting to dye it all kinds of colors, but I try not to bleach it more than three times in a row. But yeah I tend to go through cycles with my hair...bleach it and keep in blond for 1-2 months, dye it a variety of colors for 3-6 months, dye it black and keep it black for about 1-3 months, repeat. My two sets I have waiting to send in were taken in July and August and feature very very blond hair and green hair
And that's probably a way longer response than you were expecting/desiring, but once I get going I'm hard to shut up.
Re: Hair
You would somehow have to help me develop more of an attention span when it comes to my physical appearance. As it is I have a limit of a about a month without some sort of body mod or other change before I start losing it. I have appearance ADD.
Also: I get free nights and weekends if we ever both happen to be bored and want to chat. Are you a member of the Phone Tag group?