And so it goes...
That is in, she came and went. Again. And again. And now I'm finally done with it.
I'm strangely not upset. I feel like I can't be bothered to be upset. I'm actually a little relieved, because I know what I want and I want someone who knows what they want.
As for everything else, I'm adjusting to my work schedule...
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That is in, she came and went. Again. And again. And now I'm finally done with it.
I'm strangely not upset. I feel like I can't be bothered to be upset. I'm actually a little relieved, because I know what I want and I want someone who knows what they want.
As for everything else, I'm adjusting to my work schedule...
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ringleader:
azathoth42:
ditto...
It's been a long time...
I've got work soon and don't know what to say, except ever since I really decided things were going to be different... they've been different. I'll be back with more later...
I've got work soon and don't know what to say, except ever since I really decided things were going to be different... they've been different. I'll be back with more later...
azathoth42:
How 'bout a fuckin' phone call!
That'd be different.
That'd be different.
...and so it goes.
I have work now. It pays well. Well enough that I won't be poor anymore, which is a weird feeling.
I grew up poor as shit and I've been living my life to the bare minimum. Scraping by, making due and keeping my bills paid with myself out of debt but not much else to show.
Now, suddenly, I'm thinking about...
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I have work now. It pays well. Well enough that I won't be poor anymore, which is a weird feeling.
I grew up poor as shit and I've been living my life to the bare minimum. Scraping by, making due and keeping my bills paid with myself out of debt but not much else to show.
Now, suddenly, I'm thinking about...
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she asks me to give her a second chance. she had come back to me.
but now she's gone again and the world has turned and left me here.
but now she's gone again and the world has turned and left me here.
ringleader:
fuck her. 
Unexpected turns and strange, but pleasant, surprises. Last year was unexpected turns for the worst, this one appears to be unexpected twists for the better.
But I'm not holding my breath...
But I'm not holding my breath...
yeah. i'm cool.
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kallisti:
hail eris
kallisti:
hunny, you don't need to ask. jUst do.
And there goes my brother. Out the door to Portland and I want to follow him.
I'm sick of this house I live in.
I think I'm offically tired of L.A., as well. We will see. We'll see.
I've been having weird dreams. Where I'm with an ex or having sex with a friend's sister. And there was one where I looked into the mirror...
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I'm sick of this house I live in.
I think I'm offically tired of L.A., as well. We will see. We'll see.
I've been having weird dreams. Where I'm with an ex or having sex with a friend's sister. And there was one where I looked into the mirror...
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lackluster:
snoring i've gotten used to. except when youre cuddling and then its RIGHT in your ear. haha oh the subtleties of relationships...
lackluster:
oh my back you mean? "remember thy death" a phrase popularized in the dark ages... much like live for the day etc. also there are paintings called "memento mori"s which usually remind the veiwer of death. a popular one being a rose, a skull and i think a vile or something.
The people, they come and go.
I had a rough spin this weekend. A woman I sorta fell for came to spend the weekend with me. She started feeling really guilty and left, becaise she had a boyfriend.
Fair enough, I suppose.
I've never done anything like that and, to be honest, it's not something that I *do*. You know? I'm not like that at...
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I had a rough spin this weekend. A woman I sorta fell for came to spend the weekend with me. She started feeling really guilty and left, becaise she had a boyfriend.
Fair enough, I suppose.
I've never done anything like that and, to be honest, it's not something that I *do*. You know? I'm not like that at...
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ringleader:
Maybe she'll come back.....
And thanks
And thanks
lackluster:
what happened last year?
Sooo....
So.
So. So.
At my friend's birthday party I went a couple rounds with Everclear. Let me tell you, that was a mistake. Three hours sleep + No food = I was hitting on my friend's wife and trying to woo the napkin dispenser.
Wow.
When you're trying to dare your friends to see if your breath is actually flammable, it's time to pass...
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So.
So. So.
At my friend's birthday party I went a couple rounds with Everclear. Let me tell you, that was a mistake. Three hours sleep + No food = I was hitting on my friend's wife and trying to woo the napkin dispenser.
Wow.
When you're trying to dare your friends to see if your breath is actually flammable, it's time to pass...
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ringleader:
I dunno......waiting for godsgirls...maybe fatalbeauty......Fuck this though, all my favorite girls are gone and most of my favorite sets are censored. Fuck that with a ninety foot dildo, fucking censorship on a porn site!?! WTF??? Fuck everclear too
ringleader:
You have a very good point there, sir! 
'm walking unknown territory
Where the sun's not shining
There's nothing golden about Golden Lane
The smoke is heavy in my lungs and
The adverts are working
I just can't sell for who or what I am
I don't wanna miss out on anything
At the same time I feel the need to retreat
Everything is temporary these days
Might as well go out for...
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Where the sun's not shining
There's nothing golden about Golden Lane
The smoke is heavy in my lungs and
The adverts are working
I just can't sell for who or what I am
I don't wanna miss out on anything
At the same time I feel the need to retreat
Everything is temporary these days
Might as well go out for...
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