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Picking long hair from my clothes and spending nights wrapped inside a whole different world.

I need to look back from the edge. I can't lose myself again... if it had just been a little different. So slightly different. I have a feeling things will be different, this time. I feel so different.

Friends... afraid of me, as if I've suddenly gone ballistic and I'm...
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Saw my friend not too long ago and something was different about him.

He was happy.

Not to say he was a miserable piece of shit. Naw, I've seen him laugh and enjoy life... it was just something a little different. The difference was so minuscule.... maybe it was in his tone, inflection or posture. Maybe his face was more relaxed.

I can't say what...
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azathoth42:
Happiness is a moment. Life happens. Appreciate the moments, revel in them, and remember them when the shit hits the fan. smile

The fan is always on, but the cow has to stop and eat.

lemonkid:
You're invited to the City of Willows.
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I keep hearing the phone ring.

Sometimes a low hum, or whisper... a rap at the door. My lights are off and the music is loud. Too loud?

A dirge...

You'd think I was going insane. Maybe I am. An eeking, creaking, slow slump into madness.

Is it passion? My hood: up. Static: a flickering reflection replacing my face. Vivisection... Mad Science, I dissect the...
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zenhell:
hi

this is personal invitation to join a new group on the site devoted to vonnegut and other literate, disenfranchised american voices of dissent

zh skull

[Edited on Feb 01, 2005 1:46PM]
sloane:
Sure, you can add me. I appreciate your asking first.
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Drum and Bass. Weird, Reggae-Metal fusion. Electronic instrumentals. I keep looping songs and movies. Making them just backround noise.

Repeat.

I'm in limbo. Waiting for my hours to change so I can do more. All the romance is gone. And my friends are all sorta doing their own thing.

Repeat.

I'm not actually doing anything. I've been brainstorming a lot, though. I'ver got all these...
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pyxlieblue:
i know you won't believe this. i wouldn't either; you shouldn't. but i know exactly what you're talking about.
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I'm having problems being me again.

Maybe it's more like I don't want to go back to being me. This whole experience is fucking with my head. I just want it to all be solved cuz I'm tired of these moods I've been getting in. Frankly, it's boring the shit out of me...

I'm supposed to go out tonight with Laura and she's going through...
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edea:
I would if it were that easy!
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Well, I'm not holding my breath, but wish me luck.

I'm off to New York for a few days. See you in the New Year.
azathoth42:
I hope you at least got to puke on someone in times square. Otherwise the trip hardly sounds worth it puke

Drop me a line when you get back.

ARRR!!!
fancier:
Fuck yes a sushi curtain. How awesome is THAT!?
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This, by far, has been the most intense year I've had in a long time.

I lost two really good friends, wondering if they were ever really friends at all. I lost a potential really good thing with a girl and then, last night...

Things ended better... well, way better than I thought or even hoped they could. God, I really like this girl and...
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"Yeah, so my friend reads Snow Crash and it inspires him to quit his job as some insurance claims something-or-other and become a pizza delivery driver."

"No shit?"

"No shit. He gets good at it, too. Starts making a ton of cash -- pay increase, choice hours, etc.. So one day he IM's me

Juju,

that's what we call each other, 'juju' - it's a...
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fancier:
tootsiehole is my AIM name. smile
fancier:
Oh wow, you totally rule. Thank you thank you thank you!
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Almost the new year.

Lots of changes I need to make in the next year. Tell you the truth, I'm scared.

Someone once told me the only way to be brave is if you're scared. Sounds like it make sense... but I dunno.

I think this is the year I go for it though. I reach out and graze the future with my fingertips...

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Party and Bullshit. Can't we just all get along? So I can put hickies on her chest like Li'l Shawn, get her pissy drunk off of Don Perrignon. And it's on, and I'm gone... that's that.

Everyone's birthday this weekend. Valentine babies, ya think? Been out partying and well wishing and bullshit.

I seem to focus on how tenuous life is. It really could be...
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