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It is too fucking hot.

If you have any compassion, any compassion at all... if you are any sort of caring or loving human being you wioll shoot me.

You will shoot me in the fucking face.
azathoth42:
Ka-Pow!

Now, stop bithchin'.

Look on the bright side...

At least it's a dry heat. tongue
kundalini:
SG is full of people with no compassion. You'll live forever.
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I came to about 3 in the am.

Because of unexpected circumstances a few moneys ago I've been plucking my ass out of debt. Thankfully I make good money and I have few expenses other than running up a huge tab every time I go out.

There's a dynamic in my life right now that just realkly frustrates and irritates the fuck out...
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It's not something I'll ever really understand - a need to crush everything beautiful underneath the weight of your heel.

So many people grab the world, they force everything that does not make sense to them... they forcibley mold it into a shape that suits their vision to justifies their views. They want to leave their mark and they want the world to reflect...
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I had been wandering through a haze for months now. Was it before Karen left me? I know that's part of the reason I was so unaffected.

I'm almost sure it was.

I've felt so... insulated from everything. I'm a very... I'm reluctant to say emotional. I suppose intense is more appropriate? When I'm passionate I am passionate.

What...
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kundalini:
I am glad to see that one person got my original point. Thank you so much... smile
ringleader:
Why what? Why questions? Why no? Why is why all you can come up with? ooo aaa

Hope you are feeling better... kiss
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Portland was good.

I miss my brother.

Back to work in the warehouse and on my book and shit.

I think the girl at work is falling back for me. Bad news. Romance and work just don't work. Especially when you don't want to date her.

I'm tired. I'm moving in a couples months but still haven't found a place...
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ringleader:
You went to Portland? Sorry i missed that.......
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It was an odd week last week.

Monday I went home with Masuimi Max after drinking with her and a friend of mine. She made me dinner and we chatted. She offered to clean parts of my house, but only if I record them and put it on her site.

I ended up cabbing it home at 4 in the morning.

The rest of the...
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koolthing:
Masuimi Max...
you are my fucking hero... damn.

have a good trip, let's hook up when you get back, I think I am going on tour soon, so it may be the last chance for a minute...

;-)
farridac:
it's listed on my profile. just click on it and it will take you there! smile
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I think I'm dumb. Maybe just happy.

Saturday is Octavio's book release party.

Drop me a line if you want to go. This especially means you, Nick.
hope:
you're not dumb! tongue
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They say a watched pot never boils.

It feels that's what I'm doing right now. Watching the pot... waiting for it to boil.

Occasionally I've been missing Karen but I tell myself it's for the best. There's no way she's sane enough for anything to work properly and when I'm involved with someone crazy it makes me crazy...
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farridac:
omg. wow. i'm sorry and that you're in the state your in... must be the theme amongst people. Just hang in there. get all that aggressive and subconcious anger out.. let it all out and breathe. It will all pass soon. wink
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I've been neglecting my SG journal.
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hope:
I'm not too sure where I'm going to get hope tattooed on me...maybe the side of my upper thigh or something? But I'm going to get orchids on my right arm soon, I believe smile
farridac:
so write something! lol
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And so it goes...

That is in, she came and went. Again. And again. And now I'm finally done with it.

I'm strangely not upset. I feel like I can't be bothered to be upset. I'm actually a little relieved, because I know what I want and I want someone who knows what they want.

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ringleader:
kiss
azathoth42:
ditto...
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It's been a long time...

I've got work soon and don't know what to say, except ever since I really decided things were going to be different... they've been different. I'll be back with more later...
azathoth42:
How 'bout a fuckin' phone call!

That'd be different. blackeyed