New Year's Eve
Otherwise known as the holiday designed to make single folks feel bad.
Never had much joy on NYE. It always seemed to be the province of people who were far cooler than me.
I'm not sure what I'll do tonight - the decision is among going to see The Flaming Lips downtown, going to a movie, or staying at home and watching a DVD. Looks like it'll be a last-minute call...
Otherwise known as the holiday designed to make single folks feel bad.
Never had much joy on NYE. It always seemed to be the province of people who were far cooler than me.
I'm not sure what I'll do tonight - the decision is among going to see The Flaming Lips downtown, going to a movie, or staying at home and watching a DVD. Looks like it'll be a last-minute call...
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I think the nervousness is actually my problem. If I feel home, comfortable and very confident when I get to know the people and the surroundings. but when everything is new I am behaving pretty insecure. I feel observed and judged and having troubles to keep my thoughts together. its weird, like in a blackbox or something. also I cant stand when people concentrate on me too much, I am always wondering "what is he/she thinking about what I just said?" etc etc. I had a lot of practice already but it seems something I cant get used to. lol. maybe I should really take a coaching.