It is amazing how many associations you have with a fag - I am reading a book by Jon Ronson and normally whenever I read a book I have fag every chapter, also sitting by the fire I have a fag, I am dreading tomorrow as it will kick in then, dreading falling asleep as when I wake up I will want fag. You almost start to think well nobody will care if you have a fag. They are starting to look very inviting. Very inviting. Very inviting.
