Emotions are wierd
Yesterday on the plane home i truly felt like a part of me had died. After talking with my friend ('the girl') a bit afterwards, i felt a million times better. I even made a small joke about her hooking up with a fucking Canadian twat (ok, i didn't call him a twat).
Guess that's love for ya. Since then i've felt mixed about the whole thing. I still can't believe how painful it was. Rationally i can say it's not a big deal, but it certainly was at the time.
I felt betrayed. Despite the fact that my friend was free to do as she pleased, was hoping she wouldn't do something so upsetting out of respect, caring-- i dunno. Perhaps these were unfair expectations.
So yesterday i was seriously considering therapy. Tonight i almost joined her for karaoke.
Life is strange sometimes.
Yesterday on the plane home i truly felt like a part of me had died. After talking with my friend ('the girl') a bit afterwards, i felt a million times better. I even made a small joke about her hooking up with a fucking Canadian twat (ok, i didn't call him a twat).
Guess that's love for ya. Since then i've felt mixed about the whole thing. I still can't believe how painful it was. Rationally i can say it's not a big deal, but it certainly was at the time.
I felt betrayed. Despite the fact that my friend was free to do as she pleased, was hoping she wouldn't do something so upsetting out of respect, caring-- i dunno. Perhaps these were unfair expectations.
So yesterday i was seriously considering therapy. Tonight i almost joined her for karaoke.
Life is strange sometimes.
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Hope you're feeling a little better now...
Cherry xoxoxox
I totally sympathise with what you're going through with this girl, cos it's pretty similar to what me and The Girl fell out about. Being into someone who's not (as) into you is one of the most unpleasant things I think I've ever experienced. Gay.
Still, stay happy dude!