Thanks to everyone for their unbelievable support. There is no one event that caused this current episode right now. Its just that I suffer from: Clinical Depression, Major. Or thats at least whats written on the psychologist's diagnosis sheet every time I see him. It seems therees not much chance of ever shaking this either. He switched my medication and it sometimes doesnt seem to...
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MISERABLE
I think my mind is slowly falling apart again as well. Why?, I dont know. I should be happy, but for some reason I am constantly unhappy
I think my mind is slowly falling apart again as well. Why?, I dont know. I should be happy, but for some reason I am constantly unhappy
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daniyell:
*hugs*
*hugs*
parisambrosia:
Hope things are going better.....what's up?
Ive realized Ive become one of those people I used to hate. The other night the missus and i were "arguing" who loved the other more. Please feel free to make fun of me for this. Because I definitely deserve it.
Survey:
Are you the kind of person that feeds off your emotions? Or are you cold, mechanical, calm and collected?
Which of the above...
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Survey:
Are you the kind of person that feeds off your emotions? Or are you cold, mechanical, calm and collected?
Which of the above...
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boundcreature:
that's what i'm here for.
seriously, i'm glad things are going well for you guys.
i'm spending tonight with her again, so i'm pretty excited right now. this looks like its gonna be a serious thing... i thought i was gonna be afraid of starting a serious relationship again, but i dunno, i got a really good feeling about this one.
seriously, i'm glad things are going well for you guys.
i'm spending tonight with her again, so i'm pretty excited right now. this looks like its gonna be a serious thing... i thought i was gonna be afraid of starting a serious relationship again, but i dunno, i got a really good feeling about this one.
boundcreature:
if you do bug out for a while, your presence will be missed.
My parents come home today. Although I did not go anywhere on vacation, this week was still a "vacation" from them. And it was probably one of the best vacations I have ever taken. I spent almost all of it with the girl. Yeah. Sorry I havent been commenting much. Ive just been busying making the most of this week.
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boundcreature:
i'll assume you walked around naked in every room.
thats what i would do.
thats what i would do.
Thank you to every one that left the wonderful comments in my journal. I truly appreciate it. As much as I dont want to, Im outting up a new journal....
Yesterday was amazing. I went to HER horse show. Ive never seen so much shit in my life. She did all right, won a couple ribbons etc. I spent the time she was out of...
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Yesterday was amazing. I went to HER horse show. Ive never seen so much shit in my life. She did all right, won a couple ribbons etc. I spent the time she was out of...
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signalnoise:
congrats. 
nocapitalismo:
Is she fucking your friends yet? 
I Spoiler.
I Spoiler.
A conversation I had today:
Steve:I dont know how to tell you this, and I hope it doesnt mess anything up, but.........I love you
0.00003649 seconds pass
Tanya:I love you too.
*kisses and hugs for all*
Hope everyone's night went as well as mine
Steve:I dont know how to tell you this, and I hope it doesnt mess anything up, but.........I love you
0.00003649 seconds pass
Tanya:I love you too.
*kisses and hugs for all*
Hope everyone's night went as well as mine
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justmee:
Steve huh?? WHat a terrible name! Not that YOUR Steve name is terrible... just my ex's Steve name. 
Glad to see your doing fantabulous with your girl!
Glad to see your doing fantabulous with your girl!
india:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Well, the major problem that I spoke of in the journal two days ago has been completely taken care of. I am back on track.
Went to pick up the girlfriend from work today and see her ma coming out of the store. At first she doesnt recognize me, but then I wave and she comes running over and this is a direct quote "...
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Went to pick up the girlfriend from work today and see her ma coming out of the store. At first she doesnt recognize me, but then I wave and she comes running over and this is a direct quote "...
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signalnoise:
i have never been hit on my a girlfriend's mom.
you are totally on the path to a jerry springer moment.
you are totally on the path to a jerry springer moment.
daniyell:
aaaaaaaaaaahahahaha, that would be a little awkward
Spent seven and a half amazing hours with the girl today. We went to see her lil sis at the county fair. Now I finally know what a sheep showing contest is. It wasnt the greatest experience of my life, but I did get to spend valuable time with the lady. ANd her sis did win 1st place. After the show one of her sister's...
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nocapitalismo:
I did go to the house... looks like things may come to a head tomorrow so just wait and see...
SHOW ME THE SHEEPGIRL!!
SHOW ME THE SHEEPGIRL!!
sweetbean:
why, thank you for the compliment on my hopefuls set. very sweet. 
you really really do not look forty.
you really really do not look forty.
Last night was eventful to say the least, in a crappy sort of way. First off there is nothing like running around in your neighbor's bushes at 1 in the morning to finally catch your sister's cat and throw it inside.
Secondly there only the better than chasing a cat through you neighbor's shrubbery is when things get going with your girlfriend and you realize...
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Secondly there only the better than chasing a cat through you neighbor's shrubbery is when things get going with your girlfriend and you realize...
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parisambrosia:
Why did you think she was a virgin? Did she tell you that in the beginning? If she did then that's fucked but if you just assumed and happily now found out she's not.....yay! Sometimes the virginal thing is a little much....I've turned down sex with two virgins just cuz I didn't want to be that person and I thought it would be hella boring!
night:
Just wanted to tell you i had a great time. 
My goddamn sister's INDOOR cat got out today while I was at the game. I cant find the stupid animal anywhere and its really tough to look for a black cat in the dark in a dimly lit residential neighborhood. I it doesnt come back or I dont somehow come across it Im going to be in BIG trouble.
P.S. Does anybody have any tricks...
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P.S. Does anybody have any tricks...
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nocapitalismo:
I'M DRUNK AGAIN/STILL, A CAT A COUPLE DOORS DOWN HAS SOMEHOW BECOME SMITTEN WITH MY DOG?????
LEAVE A DEAD FISH IN FRONT OF YOUR DOOR, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, I'D WRITE MORE BUT FIXING ALL MY MISTAKES IS KILLING ME.....
LEAVE A DEAD FISH IN FRONT OF YOUR DOOR, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, I'D WRITE MORE BUT FIXING ALL MY MISTAKES IS KILLING ME.....
justmee:
Too bad I don't smoke... or drink coffee!
I say your sisters better off without a cat anyways. I couldn't get a stupid cat to go away, so I would suggest trying to plant beautiful flowers on the porch. THe peice of shit will be gauranteed to come back just to dig them up and pee in them.
P.S> chasing the cat wont work if they're anything like dogs. It'll just run farther and farther away.
I say your sisters better off without a cat anyways. I couldn't get a stupid cat to go away, so I would suggest trying to plant beautiful flowers on the porch. THe peice of shit will be gauranteed to come back just to dig them up and pee in them.
P.S> chasing the cat wont work if they're anything like dogs. It'll just run farther and farther away.
"Ive realized that nothing makes me happier than making the girl that makes me happy, happy. Even if I brighten her day the littlest bit, thats all I want to do. Just make her feel a little bit better. Obviously the more the better. Its pretty much been that way with every girl Ive dated. More so with Molly(the infamous ex that I now am not a fan of whatsoever). And now and much more importantly Tony. She means the world to me, She is my everything"
And you call ME a FAG!!