Before I start, I just want to apologize that I havent been on that much. Ive been really busy lately with the girl, grandma is up from Florida, new job starting etc. So if I havent replied and you feel like Im giving you the "cold shoulder" its nothing personal, Ive just been extremely busy.
TOO MUCH IS NEVER ENOUGH
This is pretty much my "motto" on anything good in my life. Im not sure if this counts as obsession at all, but it seems no matter how much I get of a good thing it is never enough. Whether its the amount of time that I spend with the girl, I always want it to be more. The second she leaves me I cannot wait for her to return. Or it could be the amount of alcohol I drink. When I drink I dont stopm until my body shuts down and I pass out. I always want more no matter what the cost. This probably isnt really a good quality to possess, but somehow its the way I am. In my head I know that its not good to spend every waking moment with her, no matter how badly I want to. And I know that I should be drinking liquor by the "gallon" no matter how much I think I cant handle and how cool I think it is to get wrecked out of my mind at the time. So, I guess Im just looking to see if anyone else has this problem and/or if anyone has any comments on this situation. Am I some sort of crazy person or what?
Anyways, I swear Ill soon get around to reading everyones journals. Tonight is my last night at work. No more working 10pm to 630am ever again. YES!!!!!! then I have "holiday" until Monday when I start my new job. So soon I will have enough time to sit back and read everyones journals and offer my crappy comments and advice.
Ta-Ta.
TOO MUCH IS NEVER ENOUGH
This is pretty much my "motto" on anything good in my life. Im not sure if this counts as obsession at all, but it seems no matter how much I get of a good thing it is never enough. Whether its the amount of time that I spend with the girl, I always want it to be more. The second she leaves me I cannot wait for her to return. Or it could be the amount of alcohol I drink. When I drink I dont stopm until my body shuts down and I pass out. I always want more no matter what the cost. This probably isnt really a good quality to possess, but somehow its the way I am. In my head I know that its not good to spend every waking moment with her, no matter how badly I want to. And I know that I should be drinking liquor by the "gallon" no matter how much I think I cant handle and how cool I think it is to get wrecked out of my mind at the time. So, I guess Im just looking to see if anyone else has this problem and/or if anyone has any comments on this situation. Am I some sort of crazy person or what?
Anyways, I swear Ill soon get around to reading everyones journals. Tonight is my last night at work. No more working 10pm to 630am ever again. YES!!!!!! then I have "holiday" until Monday when I start my new job. So soon I will have enough time to sit back and read everyones journals and offer my crappy comments and advice.
Ta-Ta.
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noelani:
hahahaha....i dunno, do I look 18? I probably could pass....but no, i just change my profile last week. I'm 22.
parisambrosia:
Awww.....the feeling of giddiness is great.....it's your body's way of saying "hell yeah I like this girl" Just remember these times cuz the beginning is always a lot smoother and you will need to look back on these days as a reminder. Maybe you should switch up your drug of choice....alcohol is always fun but so much more fun if it doesn't cost you an arm and a leg to finally get drunk!