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Sorry to dissappoint anyone, but I could only dream of coming up with a song this great. I should haved credited the real writer when I put it up on the journal yesterday. Unfortunately, I neglected to do just that in my haste. The song is by a band named Shai Hulud, and it just really describes how I currently feel. For some reason things...
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daniyell:
hey thanks! i am SO happy about working again, and i'm very excited for my set. i hope it turns out!
nocapitalismo:
Shit man, yer goin' all emo on me, come back to me, COME BACK!! Quick, someone hand this man some alcohol!!
Believe it or not Rollins End of the Silence helped me through a pretty rough time, so did listening to Sheer Terror, Paulie is the saint of love turned vile. Buck up young man, it's all downhill from here wink
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Ok, this is probably going to turn into an extremely long journal, so bear with me.

Last night I helped save two people's lives. My boss is a volunteer fireman, I thinks hes like the assistant chief or something. Anyways he walked to work last night and at about 3am he got a call to go to a roll over accident. He's the driver of...
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nocapitalismo:
Favourite City, hmmm... I really love visiting San Cristobal de las Casas in Chiapas, Mexico. It's Zapatista territory around there and revolution is in the air. I gues the positive stuff I'm involved in is OCAP and all the jobs I've had over the last 6 years working with poor & homeless people but I ain't no saint, I do collect a paycheck at the drop-in. Fav. drinks, Labatt 50, Creemore Springs, Fireball whisky, Rye & Ginger.
I haven't been home much lately so haven't been checkin the site too often. Take care man, dwelling on all this stuff too much will make your head explode. Too much of anything is bad for you but anything in moderation can be a good thing. EL SUICIDO LOCO skull EL SUICIDO LOCO
jonalcoholic:
I don't like your defeatist attitude. As drunks, we're suppose to help each other through these tough times. Just drink, it makes everything better.

As far as being addicted to things, if you get drunk enough you just pass out and can't do anything anyways. See, it's a win win situation.
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My heart, once nourished with hope and compassion, now as black as death........

Alright, Ive completely given up all hope that anything good is going to happen to me in the forseeable future. It doesnt matter, its not gonna happen with that girl, my job is not going to get any better, and the worst part is Im just going to sit here in my...
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boundcreature:
I can't believe I know someone who would list their sexual conquests in "normal girls" and "strippers." You are so awesome.

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Hey, go here and save this picture then upload it to your profile.

http://suicidegirls.com/members/BuckyKatt666/pics/15478/1
jonalcoholic:
You sound like me 2 years ago. My last girl and best friend, completely tore my heart out and spit on it. I had stopped drinking at the time because when I was with her I didn't need it, but after she had betrayed me, I didn't stop drinking for 2 months straight. 2 years later now, i'm finally ready to move on. Still drinking strong though.

Anyways, all I can tell ya is to get drunk and forget.

Love stinks.
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Sorry I havent been on much lately, my server went down. I guess its the price you pay for having a cable modem. But its back up and running, for now at least, i dont really have the time to do the journal i wanted, so hopefully i can get to it tommorrow or something. I have to admit this was as good as it...
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monkeyboi:
hey dude, You never know. stranger things have happend right? then it depends on how bad you fucked it up shocked

postive stuffs about me: dependable, loyal, independent, honest, open minded, determined, I could pretty much laugh at anything (that could be bad too though)

negative stuffs: LAZY, procrastinator, sometimes I get really negative in my thinking,

ooo aaa
2coolforschool:
My heart, once nourished with hope and compassion, now as black as death........
Alright Ive completely given up all hope that anything good is going to happen to me in the forseeable future. It doesnt matter, its not gonna happen with that girl, my job is not going to get any better, and the worst part is Im just going to sit here in my shitty misery and do absolutely nothing to make it better. So dont bother trying to cheer me up cause its not gonna happen. And since I stopped drinking, it doesnt look like I have any escape method either. Anyone else ever get the shakes they needed a drink so bad? its been four very long days. But im gonna do it at least for now. After self destructing this weekend.
Man, I hate that picture so much. I can see the ex girlfriends arm around me. She completely changed into a person, into everything I hate. But I still find myself constantly wondering about what might have been. At the time it was the best relationship of my life. Now i look back and hate every second of it.

At least
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I BELIEVE IN ROCK AND ROLL
AND I WOULD DIE FOR ROCK AND ROLL

The Sam roberts concert last night was one of the best shows I had ever seen. So fucking amazing man. Even Mr. Roberts himself said " I know we only played three songs so far but this is by far the best show weve ever played in the states". I can...
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boundcreature:
how much is there to say about Get Fuzzy? i could probably ramble about Satchel for a while... an interesting idea...

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fancy dancing wasn't anything sleazy (selling plasma and nude modeling were the most pathetic things i did for food and rent). i was talking more about trying to nail a client meeting on the power of my portfolio and talking skills, wearing the only tie and clean pants i owned... that sorta thing.

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obviously, people would sing about microwaves and pants.

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tired, but i'll take a shot at the lists:


current favorite songs:

1. one last time - H.I.M.
2. impetus - CLUTCH
3. the wrong girl - BELLE AND SEBASTIAN
4. new in town - THE INDEPENDENTS
5. iron out the irony - KINGS OF NUTHIN'
6. the mayor - RASPUTINA
7. walkin' alone - MURPHY'S LAW
8. gotta getaway - STIFF LITTLE FINGERS

some all time favorite shows:

1. STIFF LITTLE FINGERS - boston, mass
2. ANTI-NOWHERE LEAGUE - asbury park, nj
3. ROB ZOMBIE - philadelphia, pa (first solo tour)
4. NINE INCH NAILS - worcester, ma (fragility tour)
5. GRAVES - passaic, nj and wilkes-barre, pa (summer 2002)
6. THE VIRUS w/ WATTIE - asbury park, nj
7. CLUTCH - the crowbar, state college, pa
8. MISFITS 25th ANNIVERSARY - the crowbar
9. KINGS OF NUTHIN' - cambridge, ma
10. ROLLINS BAND w/KEITH MORRIS PERFORMING THE SONGS OF THE MIGHTY BLACK FLAG - philadelphia, pa
11. ALICE COOPER - wilkes-barre, pa (my mom took me)

later gator...
nocapitalismo:
I haven't been home much or listenin' to a lot of music lately but I have gone to some pretty good shows. Some bands I've seen live that had a pretty kickass set were: GWAR, Social Distortinon, SNFU, Ramones, David Lee Roth (cuz I never got to see him in Van Halen), Dropkick Murphys, Swingin' Utters
When in Toronto you should check out Sneaky Dee's at College & Bathurst. They have really good Tex-Mex and they're pretty cheap too. Let me know when you'll be here and I'll see if there are any good local shows. If you ever get a chance to see Trigger Happy or Riot99 they kick ass.
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I may have just missed out on the best thing that couldve happened to me in recent history. Im not going to say anymore, for fear that its not what I think it is. If it was youll know soon because Ill be as happy as can be. For now I just cant wait until Saturday night or maybe sooner. Man this could be sooooooo...
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boundcreature:
believe it or not, he cut out 100 days of strips from the newspaper and taped them all together.

jonalcoholic:
Well let me know how cool or shitty the situation becomes. And remember, when you're drunk it's never as bad as it seems.
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OK......I was going to write about how miserable Ive been lately, but somebody changed that, So I guess I cant complain.
Flames Game tonight, was going to go to the Downer to watch but Ill probably save that for the weekend.
I know Ive said it before, but being the designated driver is so annoying and unfun especially after working all day at your shit...
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monkeyboi:
Relationships are my weakness too bok I've been manipulated and taken advantage of and the whole nine , But I thrive on relationships so I guess I have to take the good with the bad. I'm a better person because of my falls and scrapes along the way. Don't give up though. There are some great women out there!!! biggrin

ooo aaa
tigress:
Thanks for the compliment sweetie. biggrin kiss
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Thanks to everybody that weighed in on the chick with a kid question. Still not sure what im gonna do but the advice helped.
I was going to write a huge journal about some thoughts I had, but that can wait for another day. Im so effen tired, ive been up for about 26 straight hours now and I have to be to work by...
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parisambrosia:
Hey nice girls can be in the drunk group too....granted I don't drink as much as my first couple years in college....but eh it's still in me I guess. smile
tigress:
I'm on the esteemed" friend list. therefore i am special biggrin
so how was the weekend??? did you get rest or what?

kiss
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Im BAAAAAAAAAACK.

So Im back after my brief "disappearance". Nothing like being on the phone fo four hours arguing with your financial institution about money.

This weekend I managed to spend $340 on alcohol alone. How?, you ask. I have no idea. I did go out Friday and Saturday, but $340? What the hell am I doing?

Anyways Im still looking for anyone's thoughts on...
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tigress:
BUt of course! kiss kiss
monkeyboi:
I was just being a smartass tongue don't be sorry about the questions. the question was directed at Tigress. it was a joke.
word. I got a new friend smile

Rock out dude! I'm outta here ooo aaa
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Ahoy there.

Hey anyone got any thoughts on dating a chick with a kid? I may have the chance, probably just jinxed it by bringing it up though. Im not sure if the girl youre dating having a kid thats not yours is really that good of an idea. I used to hang out with the girl in high school, and she was cool then...
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reese:
not yet...that set got rejected...but they asked me to send in another one...so I'm sending in one or two within the next month...fingers crossed!
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God Dammit, that pic sucks so bad I dont even know why i wasted time putting it up.........
Here we go. Im gonna discuss my thoughts on friends and friendship if anyone is interested. I have a small very tight knit group of friends, there arent many people that I hang out with every now and again. Its pretty much the same 8 or so...
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monkeyboi:
haha! .uh no dude....it a regular cigarette. Nevermind the thick heavy smoke...biggrin
i'm a sarcastic motherfucker but really i just wanted to know where it was tongue
Jaeger...fucking cheers to that! ooo aaa
boundcreature:
Yeah, I couldn't think of anything cooler than Bucky Katt and, as we all know, putting 666 after anything makes it way cool.

Get Fuzzy restored my faith in comic strips being funny. Ever since Calvin and Hobbes stopped, all comics have been excruciatingly lame. And then... Get Fuzzy!

Another great comic strip is Buttercup Festival. It is completely off the beaten path and hilarious.
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Now everyone knows that Im a "square", God I am such a loser

Ive decided to add something that pretty much sums up the way i feel about people who feel they just have to go around telling everyone what to say, think or do becuase its whatn they feel you should be doing...

Confessions by hardcore heros: Madball

Youre always talking
But the things...
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