I am so tired...
I feel like all the tired ive ever experienced in my life is coming back for a second haunt. Im having a lot of trouble adjusting to my job... I don't know why... I really need to get laid, I am so stressed and I just can't relax. I am really losing it.
I just wanna sleep and not wake up for like a week. My brain is totally in non function mode can't think...
can't use punctuation either apparently.
I haven't seen the sun in days, I go into work at 6 and i leave around the time it sets, i immagine that has a good deal to contribute to my current mood. Sun is necessary, I might be a moon baby but even the moon needs the sun
I feel like all the tired ive ever experienced in my life is coming back for a second haunt. Im having a lot of trouble adjusting to my job... I don't know why... I really need to get laid, I am so stressed and I just can't relax. I am really losing it.
I just wanna sleep and not wake up for like a week. My brain is totally in non function mode can't think...
can't use punctuation either apparently.
I haven't seen the sun in days, I go into work at 6 and i leave around the time it sets, i immagine that has a good deal to contribute to my current mood. Sun is necessary, I might be a moon baby but even the moon needs the sun
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hmmm...do you mean what do i do in general or what do i do when i'm not functioning? hehe.
ummm....usually i'm preoccupied with school. i'm an apparel design major and projects tend to take up a lot of time. i also work in a department store, in the lingerie section. i've been there for 2 and a half years.....which is too long. the pay is very good, so i stay, and the people i work with are good too.
whenever i'm not doing work/school stuff i spend most of my time with my friends, we'll usually go to borders, or target, or watch sex and the city over and over..hehe....i dunno. we're silly girls, most of my friends here are girls. i haven't met many "interesting" boys in tallahassee. maybe boys just suck at this age, or maybe my standards are too high. eh.
when i'm not functioning it usually means that i'm thinking too much. i constantly over analyze things, i can't help it, i've been like that forever. it gets me into trouble, and i think i get depressed easily. hmm.
there's not really too much to do in tallahassee. at least in jacksonville you have the cummer and five points. they can be somewhat entertaining. here there's just the mall, the movies, and bars. i'm not really one for bars, or clubs. unless it's a gay club, cause then it's just....funny...and fun...and.
so you have to tell me more about you....
heh...
is there anything that you're obsessed with?
i'm obsessed with fashion magazines. it's very sick. sometimes i can justify spending 15 dollars on a fashion magazine. i'll tell myself...."it only comes out twice a year, you make 12 dollars an hour....it's just a little over an hour's worth of work..."
funny, the things that get you hot, get me hot as well.
hmm....i dont think being elitist is bad, especially the way you describe it.
i've lost so much of my pretension, and i kind of miss it. not that i need to look down on people, but i feel like i've let certain people into my life who don't need to be there, and if i had been closed off...well i wouldn't have gotten myself into these situations.
i have some friends who are extremely snobby, and i think it's fucking cute. i also think they're missing out on some good stuff.
am i rambling? i tend to ramble. i'm also a bad speller. heh, telling you all of my faults now...
nah, j/k
hmm...okay, i'm going to bed now.
oh, and that stuff you said about having sex three times a day and for hours on end.....that is just such a fucking tease.