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Have you ever seen one of your friends freak out so much you thought they were going to die?

Tuesday in the middle of Dam square mr Carlton from the photos freaked out so much me and mr owells nearly joined him in totally spinning out. I have never been so scared as I was that day. Convulsions fitting mad starring eyes strange voices lock stock the bloody lot came out in full show of everyone as it was only 4 pm.

All 3 of us were completely wired and not in a fit state to deal with what was unfolding in front of us. The taxi drive home was no easier as he tried to dive out of a moviing cab twice. god only knows how we persuaded the taxi driver to carry on the journey.

Is this the life I want to continue? have I not out grown all this shit? Well I came to the conclusion, no, as I have booked my next trip back in June already.

My life has no consistency I am full of contradictions, what is the true me????

I want to settle down I dont want to watch my friends thinking that they are dying in front of my eyes while i wear a stoopid Amsterdam hat, but at the same time I still want to continually self destruct. My run at work may be coming to an end due to my self destructive behaviour.

I am now sat in on my own with my dog trying to recover but I cant see that this is me.

Apart from all of that it was wicked trip if we just forget about tuesday.

Qu.

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