Not sure if I can do it anymore. I have been so blessed in my life, great friends, descent health (okay thats a stretch) pretty smart when I want to be, funny as shit....so why I am feeling like I can not do it anymore. My grades have gone to shit, i owe the school a lot of money, I had to file a BK this year and I make fucking 55k a year thats not a bad salary. I used to pride myself on being able to get up when get kicked down (even when I do this shit to myself) but I just dont want to get up anymore. I really dont know what the fuck I am going to do. I have been on meds, I have gotten healthier then I ever was even in the military and nothing helped. Its in my head. FUCK IT!
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