Its frustrating wearing 27 necklaces. Trust me on this, i would not lie to you. Back in Michigan. That's frustrating too.
Mrw i enter the gift shop at the spa located inside the Hilton hotel (the guy i am staying with got me a day pass, including indoor and outdoor pools and jacuzzis, beach access with white sand as fine as flour, a steam room where i am pretty sure i overdosed on eucalyptus, a sauna, a hair salon, nail salon, etc etc) and i see...
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But Catwoman though
Trying to relearn how to think because of a 7-10 year sentence with pills and alcohol. And i better do this fast. Shit, man, ive been to rehab. Ive been to AA and NA ive been to church. And all i want to do is be selfish and suck the life out of every moment. I don't want to grow up, all the grown ups...
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Selene: Greek goddess of the moon, sister of Helios, the sun god. May be related to the word selas which means light. Not bad. i was looking for a name for a character to sort of kind of represent me. Daughter of Hyperion, Titan of light. do you know what "Lucifer" means? "Bearer of light". *smiles widely
I am really grooving on the Gulf of Mexico, i mean this is intense. It feels like a balm for my perpetually anxious and unpleasant mind which hates me and wants me dead. The sand is so fine and powdery white. There are clouds but they have character and give the sky some panache. Clouds are like cowboy hats for the sky, they add personality....
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Florida 2017 and i am not sure who i am. The neighbors are listening to music. I am smoking a cigarette because why not. I dont really smoke anymore but i also do what i want. I am staying with mark who is one of the brilliant ones. The stars here. Magnificent. The moon is large and full and glowing smartly at me. I saw...
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Scared. Weird. Nothing, really. I stopped feeling things back in, oh, maybe 2010.
Now i am sort of a total wreck and do you know how much it hurts to just keep breathing? Christ, i never signed up for this shit. And now here i am. This is my life, i am lost lost lost. thank you for stopping by, next time you have a...
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