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I'm drunk again. But strangely sober enough to where I can't sleep and I can still think and type. I drank myself into oblivion last night. I haven't told the internet until now because I feel it is a failure and doesn't match up well with my doppelgnger, but my sobriety didn't last long. Just like my "Awake" tattoo, it rejected.

I'm guilty. I'm sad....
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paulnikon:
Good luck. I hope it all gets better.
kimkat:
hugs <33
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idgas:
Just rewatched the interview video and it still makes me laugh. tonguetongue
abii:
eeekkiss
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Super excited blog!!!!!!!!!! Must have a ton of exclamation marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


News:

Adopted a pitbull puppy. I think he was abused, but has remarkably few behavioral issues now that he is crate trained and has stopped pooping in my house.

Selling ten acres south of Tampa. Anyone want to invest in real estate?

Covered in poison ivy. Dog must have picked it up in the woods...
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marysa:
beautiful set the one with milloux and awake! love
have you realized the last 4 sets you have up they all went up on a 24th... lame i know, but i needed to tell tongue kiss
fany:
awesome girl ! they MUSt buy one of your sets!
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lustfulhate:
LA looks good on you smile can't wait for the next set love
amaye:
Hey just wanted to say I love(s) you. Luls!
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boomie:
Yaaayyyy
stiles:
So, are you having some adventures in our fair city, or what?

biggrin
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TRAVEL DATES:
If you (or anyone you know) wants to book me while I'm in Cali, send me a message smile or comment. Also, interested in attending SG events while I'm there and maybe meeting a few of you people.

Los Angeles, CA
February: 12th through 22nd

Studio Ming Workshops while there:
Section 1: Feb 15 (Monday) 7-10pm $150
Section 2: Feb 20 (Saturday) 6-9 pm...
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milloux:
I LIVE IN SANTA MONICA!!!
boomie:
gorgeous!!
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turbulence:
love the bodyscapes smile
ozzz:
Very nice!
The light looks actually pretty sweet.

The bodyscape ones are are quite flattering (not easy to do sometimes mind you).
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This Is How I Pray
god, answer me

My particular brand of insanity
Brings me to my knees

At age 17
crying out to god above
for something, anything

show me the love?
or hate
condemn me, change me
inspire me

just please, please
god
answer me

All I wanted was to know you were there.

Silence.

And I know how David felt
When he...
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evilgothboy2:
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dwam:
thanks ! smile
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Well, so my drinking days have been cut short.

More shenanigans and a few mental breakdowns later...

I've detoxed, got off some meds, and hopefully will never touch alcohol again.

Worst dependence I have ever felt. I was basically useless for a few days, just spent it in bed.

But, I think it's only uphill from here, and here's to hoping I can stay off...
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yellowkid:
Congratulations on graduating and best of luck avoiding avoiding alcohol.
idgas:
Sorry Ms Toribell but I need to spam your blog. But I do it for a good cause so forgive me.

If you have not already done so please donate to the Haiti relieve effort. It is so very easy just by using your cell phone to
Text ' Yele' to 501501 for a donation of $5 USD to the relief fund via your phone bill.
Text 'Haiti' to 90999 for a donation of $10 USD through the Red Cross via your phone bill.

Please save my baby! Jeudy Francia, a woman in her 20s, shrieked outside the St.-Esprit Hospital in the city. Her child, a girl about 4 years old, writhed in pain in the hospitals chaotic courtyard, near where a handful of bodies lay under white blankets. There is no one, nothing, no medicines, no explanations for why my daughter is going to die.



If you need more persuasion you can view photographs of the destruction from the NY Times on my blog.

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lustfulhate:
Merry Xmas!!!!!!!!!! biggrin

Hope you have a wonderful Xmas and awesome new year
mutantbaby1:
Happy Holidays. BTW, I wanna see how you look as a blonde.