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let's play 100 questions. thank you to Quinne for the list. answer as many or few as you like. here we go!

1. First grade teacher's name: Ms. Schrader. the scarey thing is, i almost couldn't remember! eeek

2. Last person you kissed: seth

3. Last words you said: "oh yeah? did it start raining?"

4. Last song you sang: 'smokin in the boy's room' by...
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bombshellbetty:
Okay, where's my lollipop? And my hug? kiss
stellafly:
1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Franken
2. Last person you kissed: Wes
4. Last song you sang: 'Knights In White Satin'
5. Last person you hugged: Nat, she's so stressed about our project that I had to comfort her!
6. Last thing you laughed at: Chris standing on Hiske's feet then falling off (an acrobatic move.......of some sort)
8. What's in your CD player:: Tragic Kingdom by No Doubt
10. What's under your bed: Suitcases and porn
11. Current status: Single and breathing
12. Current taste: Let's see......indie vs flapper vs boho vs Sloaney
16. Current longing: The man who I have known for so long. Happiness. To pass my first year at uni.
21. Current favorite article of clothing: A new Sgt. Pepper style jacket. Just call me Ringo baby, love, love me do.
22. Favorite physical feature(s) of the opposite sex: Eyes, hair, arse, nose
23. Last CD that you bought: It was really old compilation album from a charity shop.
24. Favorite place to be: The gardens at dawn.
29. Current favorite word/saying: Brutal
35. Favorite day: Every day
41. A random lyric: 'Always, I know, you'll be at my show, watching, waiting, comiserating'.

DESCRIBE...

47. Your heritage: Scottish, Irish, German
48. The shoes you wore today: Tan riding boots

DO YOU...

65. Smoke: yes, ocassionally
68. Take a shower everyday: Yes.
69. Have a crush: Yes
71. Think you've been in love: No.
74. Want to get married: yes
78. Get along with your parents: yes

IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS:

80. drink: yes
81. smoke: yes
82. done a drug: nicotine and alcohol count? Other than that no.
83. made out: yes
84. go on a date: yes

HAVE YOU EVER

96. gotten beaten up: Er.........yes. That is why I dumped him.
97. changed who you were to fit in: yup
98. cried at something beautiful: Yes.
100. cried when someone died: of course.



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oh my god that was so hard. i feel flayed.





tell me what you love right now.
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zenasskickin:
I love life and the fact it gives you the chance to learn from everything that comes your way... good or bad

that and pets.

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i feel opened like a can of sardines....my defenses peeled back, exposing soft, oily, salty tenderness. such deep healing this last week, these last few days.

dov is moving out...a perfect situation landed in his lap. and so here's the end of this chapter, of these last 8 months of challenge, adversity, anxiety, softening and love. there's been many teary conversations and expressions of deep...
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retroactivwe:
I'm curious to know how things turned out. You and I are sooo different. Even though I know it would be meeting her on her level, furthering the drama, being unbudda-like, etc, I would pummel her with sracasm and snark and then figure out a way to force her out.
Hopefully you know I'm not a complete aggro asshole; if you're a freind I'll do anything for you, but if you act in a way that's hostile to me or my freinds I will not let it continue.
papawheelie:
im having a 'tigerlily rocks' moment so I thought I'd come do it here. thanks for your email. sorry about my raging phoenix virgo on the rise... he burns up without much fanfare for the most part but he still has his moments. "it's an outrage!" "I'm going to write my congressman!" *flash*

you wanna have big screen movie night with ultra-violet and I this next week? we can pig out on vegan snacks and whatnot ( i.e. chocolate )
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please go visit zenasskickin and tell him what an angel he is. or just give him a miao!! or ooo aaa or kiss
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funktion:
hehe thanks smile yeah happy and scared, i just don't put that all down. shocked

its interesting, I didn't know what to expect, and I still don't i guess, I'm just winging it! I just hope to really learn some things about myself, and also have some cool experiences. though at this point, im still in the "if i really think about what i'm doing too much I freak out" phase, so I'm just enjoying each day..


first lesson I learned.. Sleep is expensive frown


hope you are well as always!! kiss
bombshellbetty:
Done. Now you go give Sailor Billy a kiss for me...
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aaa!!! yay!!! it happened again! it's weird and i feel like i've won some sort of lottery i didn't know i'd entered, but it sure is wonderful!

another surprise gift from amazon arrived this morning...the 'suicide girls' book!!! yes, i know it's insane that i didn't have it yet...and oh it's wonderful....everyone is gathered in my kitchen right now looking at it.

what a great...
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melli:
It's like xmas all year round.
cast:
The book?! *hangs paws in front of panting face* I didn't know there was . . . . . . . a book. shocked
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i'll give you a nickle if you can tell me where "twitterpated" comes from.


and no fair googling it.



i'll tell you one thing,
it's spring, and i'm definately all twitterpated. blush
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abigorna:
id love to see you dancing
wink
dappergatsby:
hey hey my fantastic wonder of a Lady and
kind supportive friend of mine!
I'm estatic that you're feelin' fancy free!
Oh if only I were nearer, I'd be dancin' in the streets,
showering you with flowers for hours!
Oh and as for the origns of "twitterpated"
Well, I'll not google as you've asked but I do have an
inside lead on it I believe!

I'm a big movie buff and I LOVE the ole classics the best.

In 1936 Frank Capra made quite a populist masterpiece called
Mr. Deeds Goes to Town
starring the ever groovy Gary Cooper.
(not to be confused w/ that pablum the Sandler remake I'm sure was)
Well in a climactic courtroom scene where the local yokels are trying to prove that Cooper's crazy for giving away the dough..
they call as witnesses two elderly prude types..
you know, real pollyannas..
who proceed to exclaim that Mr. Deeds has always been funny in the head,
eccentric so to speak..
they refer to him as "twitterpated"
then of course they claim everyone else in the town is twitterpated and the defense crumbles!
It's a delightful flick and I'm sure I haven't ruined too much of the climax since it's a feel good kinda movie.
I think your sense of being all twitterpated
is much more tempting!
love, love, love
to you!
~J
kiss kiss kiss kiss

[Edited on Apr 12, 2005 6:43AM]
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ok. which one of you did it?

i received a gift off my wish list yesterday...from someone i don't know. thank you! whoever you are! biggrin

it's "A People's History of the United States" by Howard Zinn. any of you kids read it?

so funny too, because just the day before i was thinking about "Apocalypse Now" which i had just seen for the first time...
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zode:
Do tell is the mystery solved?
tahliana:
wow thats so bizarre!!!!!! its the sg collective conscience for SUREEEE. xcoxoxo did you get my email btw? kiss
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there was a comment posted in my journal yesterday, from one Ms. Rose Marie. she is an absolute heart's delight, and my own aches everytime i remember she's far away in texas. but then i also feel so much gratitude, for having spent the little bit of time with her that i did. and most of all, that the time spent was quality enough, that...
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rosemarie:
You are so sweet, Tigerlily.
Come to Austin!
bombshellbetty:
We didn't do coffee this weekend, so I hope you're free this Sunday night. I emailed you!

kiss
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yesterday i did DMT. surreal





it was wonderful. ooo aaa




read here only if you are really bored and have no idea what DMT is. and it doesn't really describe my experience at all.




i don't know that i can describe the experience. just that it was gentle, and lovely, and i want to do it again very soon. love
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papawheelie:
mmmm, mothballs...

careful posting stuff like that in public hon, it _is_ illegal you know.
rosemarie:
You have a new testimonial, kitty cat. miao!!
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ha! well, i told you all to get off my case after that last journal entry, and then no one left a post! tongue

so here's an honest to goodness no bullshit update on my life. i'm gonna spill all the beans. you ready?

my living situation: you know, for that old adage, "the only thing you can count on in life is change", this current...
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raven:
I feel your pain.
I went through a similiar situation recently.

moved in with my boyfriend(he asked me to move in), he broke up with me a month late, the next day i immediately found a sublet that was to start in three weeks. so i had to sleep on the couch until then and put up with the humilation BUT one week into it- he brought a girl over. a girl he was dating. while I was still living there. it was one of the meanest things anyone has ever done to me. and when I confronted him- he said he didnt owe me anything and that he could have kicked me out the very day he broke up with me. charming right?

I really hope your situation takes a turn around. Im sending you happy karma (whatever that means.) since Ive recently felt the pain, I wish there was something I could do. My friends offered me their couch to sleep on when i left- without that i would have been completely lost. i would offer you a couch to sleep on if you lived near me. even though you would probally be like- umm. i dont know you so no thanks.

good luck. youre awesome and I hope you find something soon.

<3


melli:
Have you though anymore about teaching a kids dance class? Maybe hooking up with the SF parks and rec center.