So many things. I'm going to try and list them all! (I have general anxiety disorder so it's a long list and they are all genuinely terrifying things for me)

1. leaving the house

2. spiders

3. ants

4. toilet germs getting onto my toothbrush/toothbrush germs in general

5. general social interactons

6. falling in love

7. dating

8. making new friends...
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miabelle:
@gmuller I just wanted to illustrate how specific anxiety can be. I am super afraid of some things that seem very pedestrian, and then not at all afraid of things that are common phobias for most people (public speaking/nudity etc) 
gmuller:
I always wander what lurks behind all our fears.  Anyway it is unlikely that anybody would find out that you are a total fraud as it is most likely only an irrational fear.  You seem to have a lot of real substance :)

Hello SG world! It seems my health is allowing me some more writing again today, so I'm gonna share with you some of my goals for the next year.

Being chronically ill does make having life goals a little bit tricky. For the last 5 or so years that I've had CFS (and other issues) I have been wanting to get back into...
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feefsx:
I hope all these come true and more! 
xiaoshu:
Wishing you feel better soon.

Okay.

I have enough energy to write a little today, and seeing this blog homework topic... I couldn't pass up the opportunity to basically humiliate myself for public entertainment. It's what I do!

I know, people like to look at me and assume I must luck out in the romance department, but I gotta tell you that is far from true. I am...
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freakme:
❤♡❤~l❤ve~❤♡❤
toddpillion:
Yeahhhhhh, I know how you feel on that one,  im right there with you. Maybe we could compare stories one day!

Had a bit of a Chronic Fatigue relapse and been struggling with small every day things again. Also had a lot of appointments (Drs, physio, social workers) last week and sort of barely made it through. So blegh. All the blegh feels! :( also what I thought were RSI pains/nerve damage in my arms is actually Fibromyalgia apparently. Which sucks. Because it's not just...
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strollingbon:
Christ, well it's a good thing it's diagnosed correctly at least! Hope you feel better soon and that the worst of it is already over. I'm sure you won't be short of support from everyone here *digital hug*
freakme:
❤♡❤~l❤ve~❤♡❤

One of my favourite designers, Stephanie Bodnar of Evgenia Lingerie sent me some truly beautiful pieces to shoot in!

I just had to share these happy snaps with you as I think her lingerie is some of the most incredible I've ever worn!

The shorts are a beautiful bias-cut silk, they come in a few colours. The bralette is based on a 1920s design
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lita:
Cute!
freakme:
❤♡❤~l❤ve~❤♡❤

Hola!

~I'm trying to get back into the blogging after a brief absence. Believe it or not, I do actually have a life outside the internet (even though, I really do tweet a lot!) I've been dancing HEAPS and because I still have chronic fatigue and anxiety, I have also been getting exhausted. It's hard trying to do something I love and...
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iceboxdonkey:
As amazing as your body is, I would almost rather see you showing off the rest of your wardrobe. I love your style.   
miabelle:
@download1269 aww yiss, I love Twin Peaks! What do you think about this reunion? I spose it won't be much of one unless Lynch rejoins, eh... Tails coats are amazing!! I would love to play around with all those things! I got some rad vintage trousers recently too ^.^ I'll bring em.

The one thing that really upsets me about being a pinup model, or even being a woman, is the way my body is used as an excuse to dehumanise me.

People see a photo, or see me walking down the street, or out at a bar. And bam, I cease to be human. I am now just a walking sex doll. I am a piece...
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magusjoe:
Thank you for sharing this. It's hard to express the level of disappointment with the people you hold close when they don't understand how much discomfort and pain they bring to you. I hope that you can find a way to forgive and move forward. 
ninetysevencents:
I hope things improve for you.

Have you read more than 6 of these books? The BBC believe most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books listed here.

Instructions: Copy this into your NOTES. Bold those books you've read in their entirety, italicize the ones you started but didn't finish or read an excerpt. Tag other book nerds.

1 Pride and Prejudice – Jane Austen

2 The...
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legman:
it looks like I've read about 15 of those books.  Though Chronicles of Narnia – CS Lewis &36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe – CS Lewis should count a sone as it's ALL the same series.
cherrybuttonz:
Ive read 19 of those books! I'm quite surprised as I'm not a super book nerd!

My best friend Rachael recently introduced me to this amazing YouTube channel and I am obsessed now! Ron Lit rules! Also this video is amazing and says it all, really. I love my shiny, beautiful, strong female friends so much <3 they are constant sources of inspiration and strength and support for me. I talk to them SO OFTEN and I still miss them (my...
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creamcuffs:
Never heard of Ron Lit before but I already want to hang out with her (and more if she'd let me)